Apr 20, 2024
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i saw a system education and support account deny the existence of median systems. despite most osdd1a systems and quite a lot of p-did systems falling under the median umbrella. and many non-median systems have median subsystems too.
so this calls for more positivity for my median friends!
median systems are so cool to us! some of the first types of systems we learned about, as in doing research into system history and culture, were about the experiences of median systems! you belong in system spaces, you've *always* been in this community.
and specifically to the median systems with p-did or osdd, don't let people try and push you out of system spaces. whether it be cdd spaces or general plural ones. those who are trying to kick you out literally don't know what they're talking about.
you don't have to be completely 100% different and distinct from one another to be a system. any and all expressions of plurality are beautiful and treasured here!
I hate how misunderstood osdd-1a is. I made a post a while ago talking about systemhood with a lack of amnesia barriers like osdd-1b and alters like osdd-1a, and so many ppl were like "so you mean a singlet" no that's actually not what I fucking said. Osdd-1a does not mean "doesnt have alters" it means theyre less elaborated or differentiated, like theyre all fragments or just different "versions" of the same identity, or maybe they all appear the same in headspace but use different labels and names. The best analogy I have for it is all those 2016 sans undertale AU ensembles and comics people would draw, theyre all the same person just different "versions". It doesn't matter if alters aren't that different from one another, if you still hear them in ur head and they still front then they are not just "mood states" like bpd or cptsd.
Osdd-1a systems are still SYSTEMS. They're still PLURAL. If they didn't have alters but still had amnesia barriers then thats not what a fucking system is, that would be diagnosed as dissociative amnesia (which yes, is a separate dx despite being a symptom of osddid!)
Sorry for the rant
the only real systems are the ones that *a gnome runs past me giggling* what the fuck? did you guys see that? what the fuck was that?
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What confuses me about other questioning systems is when they hear voices and still deny the possibility of being a system
Like I don’t hear voices at all but I act in ways I can’t control. Some people call that impulsivity
But straight up voices in your head is like the KING SYMPTOM lol
This is no hate, acceptance is hard, it’s just something I noticed that is different between me and other questioning people
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positivity post for unrepresented systems online!!! systems who want final fusion. systems who haven't had a host in years. systems who aren't introject heavy. systems who's littles and middles all act mature and like the body's age despite their insys age. systems who don't use any proxy bots on discord. systems who have osdd1a. systems who hardly ever know who's fronting. systems who found out about their system thru an official diagnosis. systems who have lots of parts that are very similar. systems who still call their parts "personalities" because it's the language that was used back when they were diagnosed. systems who will need accommodations for their disorder for their entire life. systems who don't want accommodations, ever.
i hear and see each and every one of you, and you're beautiful and amazing even if you don't fit the stereotypical system people talk about online. mwah <3
Hey fellow plurals, are you up to sharing some experiences?
We're curious! How did you first become aware of your system?
If that's too vague, what first caused you to suspect something was up? And what was the last straw where you were like "oh we can't just ignore this"? If you had a moment like that.
Why I don't like to talk about my alters on my accounts:
- Alters are not the only part of OSDDID! There's already a huuuuuge focus on alters online, it genuinely annoys me sometimes. I don't view my alters as a huge 'concern' because my concern is in my other symptoms, not alters specifically.
- It's only my business to know of my alters and their actions, I don't want to only ever talk about the silly goofy moments. I can sit here and tell you how X did something hehe haha, but that's not my daily reality. My daily reality isn't these fun moments; it's coping. I cope and deal with dissociation, C-PTSD symptoms, depression. I don't want my own presentation on posts to be those moments. I want to uplift people, I want to complain, I want to let myself be me and part of me are my struggles. I won't sit here and detail every little thing, of course, but my posts are about CDDs, not alter disorder. When I share parts of my life, I don't want to be innacurate to my own personal experiences to 'fit in' with anyone else.
- I rarely proxy in spaces like this because I see it sometimes as irrelevant. If I make a post, do you really need to know which alter wrote said post? I'm Bubblefizz online, that's all you need to know, right? You don't need to know me by any other name. If an alter decides to proxy online or make a sideblog or an account, that's their decision. Just know that here on Bubblef1zz the focus is uplifting and being realistic and putting light on the symptoms outside of alters directly.