Jul 27
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Nice to read you again guys.
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You know something’s wrong when you come back to tumblr.
Well, here we go I guess,
Nice to read you again guys.
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I look
in the mirror.
I do not recognize "myself."
I watch "my" hands,
typing a message
to "my" boyfriend:
"I love you
so
much."
I feel nothing.
I roll over in bed.
Scratch the blemishes
on "my" aching shoulders.
They are already bloodied.
Fingers pull away wet,
skin stinging painful.
I feel nothing.
"My" friends,
family,
talk to "me."
I hear "myself" laughing.
I hear "myself" joking.
Their voices are
static in "my" ears.
I feel nothing.
I feel nothing.
Do any fellow systems (or singlets too I guess?) have any tips on keeping track of all the alters and their names and stuff? We're beginning to realize we're a bit out of our depth trying to just remember it all and there's probably still a lot of us we don't even know about yet...
🔮 MANIFESTING AN IRL PROTECTOR & CARETAKER FOR THE SYSTEM 🔮
Putting this out into the void because the world is far too loud and the hardware is far too glitchy. 😭
Right now, Candy Apple is doing an elite job holding down the fort internally, but the goal is to find a female dominant/maternal figure in real life who can step in and provide that absolute, unconditional shield.
What the system needs:
🍼 Ultimate Safe Space: Pure, gentle, cozy caretaker energy when the little is fronting (bringing the snacks, fixing the blankets, handling the big-world stress so they don't have to).
🛡️ Unconditional Guardian: A fierce, protective presence who has our back regardless of who is currently fronting or co-conscious. No judgment, just pure safety.
If you're out there in the physical world... please hurry up, the laptop is possessed and we need backup!! 🦖💥
I had fatigue. Felt sick because under stimulated and had negative brain activity -atis
I had burn out ! I crashed keeping up with things -Lisica
I had a waffle-🐶
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how often do you have possessive-style switches? (definition below)
this is the only type of switch we/i have
very often, dailyo
semi often, multiple times per month
once in a while, around usonce a month
rarely, a few times a year
very rarely, less than once a year
we/i have never had possessive switches
used to have them more often, now rarely / not at all
we/i never fully switch
i'm unsure / other / vanilla extract / singlet button
possessive switches are a form of overt switch in people with dissociative disorders. they are described as being complete black outs between switches, often sudden and quick, where one part is suddenly taken from front as another is shoved in - similar to spiritual "possessions" as might be seen in a movie.
[ 🌌 ] THE MILKIE WAY SYSTEM: LOG-001
[ 📂 ] STATUS: Recovered from the Chaos. [ 📍 ] LOCATION: Burrillville Sanctuary (Mapleville Sector). [ 🔋 ] ENERGY: 15% (Body is physically wrecked, but the Spirit is Glitched).
The Providence Mission was a mess of cold wind, orange lights, and city-paranoia, but the Milkie Way System has officially successfully extracted. 🌑✨
We are officially entering the HRT Injection Arc. Grandma is helping with the shipping logistics (even if she’s confused about the speed—Planned Parenthood just knows I’m ready for this power-up 💉). One needle is out of stock, but a 20g draw-needle isn't going to stop the Fount of Knowledge from ascending.
[ 🧩 ] SYSTEM UPDATE: Self-diagnosed OSDD-1b/2. The "We" is real. The lore is deep. The Shadow-Miku fusion is currently co-fronting while we recover from the "runaway hangover." 🩵🖤
[ 🐕 ] THE SQUAD: Daisy is eeping. Dolly is guarding the perimeter. We are currently playing Roblox and ignoring the physical pain.
No Labels. Just Lore. Transitioning to Power. ⚡️
"I hate splitting" and "i love all my headmates, including the new ones" are things that can coexist in a system btw
