#plural rant

I let Green live in my rent head free but idk ever since Wing the angelic grim reaper(and his unknown friendgroup) came, idk I feel like charging 'em rent now.

We were walking home after having a hang out with a group bigger than 4 (we have a new irl friend group) and we were waiting at the bus stop, yeah?

Black guy with dreads comes up to us, has a flute in hand, he looked fuckin awesome not gonna lie.

He said he liked my voice. Alters switched, 👓 Anon -> Kurari-Chan, and she was obviously baffled.

He gave us vocal warm ups, made us sing, we trust him and think it probably wasn't a weirdo because he gave us a signal for when we wanted him to leave. A rapist usually wouldn't do that, so I deadass looked straight into his eyes. Motherfucker was sober as hell!

He made us sing, and then our bus came and cut us off-- we were holding people back cause he gave us a LOCATION AND DATE. What the fuck?? This shit was straight outta a disney movie!

Next thing you know, me and motherfuckin Timmy Toughknuckles (Guest-1337) were on the bus. He FRANTICALLY texted our friend group, he was LOSING his shit!

We came to the decision we would research the location and ask our family for advice. On one hand, he appears safe; Our city is relatively safe, and it could be the gift from God we've finally been waiting for!

Other hand, we get gang raped, killed, trafficked-- or even worse! GET AWKWARD ON STAGE! (Joke) We were probably gonna audition for a fuckin concert if we ended up going..

Not to mention the location is a fuckin bar with many good reciews.

I'm conflicted, but content with the plan we have. Shit like this always happens when we skip therapy, I swear to God..

WE'RE NOT EVEN GOOD MUSIC ARTISTS YET! At least for the vibe of the bar we would hypothetically perform at.. we're gay and traumatized, we can't entertain a group of 21 plus people.

But nobody's been that nice to us upon meeting us, and now we're attached to the guy! This is probably some weird fucked up form of stockholm syndrome..

What do yall think? We dunno what to do.

I absolutely fucking HATE when SINGLETS ( ofc this is talking about ones that are anti-endo because we have mixed origins ) have fucking OPINIONS ON SYSTEMS WITHOUT EXTENSIVE RESEARCH OF ***BOTH*** DISORDERD AND NON-DISORDERED SYSTEMS AS WELL AS TRAUMAGENIC AND ENDOGENIC PLURALITY.

Listen to all sides, read and consider the research given ( as well as the legitimacy of the sources,, ie is it out of date / written by someone with a degree / by someone who is plural / etc. ) before you have an opinion based on only one side of the story.

This rule should honestly go for almost everything. Wondering what belief system is right for you? Research multiple religions and belief systems. Curious about theories? Research if there's reliable facts to support them. Thinking about getting vaccinated but are worried because of all the things antivaxxers say? Look at sources published by clinics, hospitals, and just registered doctors in general.

It's that simple. Don't know where to start because it all feels daunting? Have a friend there so it doesn't feel as daunting! Or make a list of things to search, and stuff to check if it's a reliable source ( .com / .org / .edu doesn't mean shit!!!! ) Ways to check credibility are under the cut for the sake of not making the post too long.

There's always a role and an origin, a label, a "purpose" everyone seems to have.

Me: so yeah I'm pretty detached from my fp but I'm sure if someone like Toga or Hawks were to front I'd probably get all attached again

Her: well that makes sense. Your alters are there to protect you so they're probably hiding the more attached alters to keep you safe.

Not because I'm the "original" Tomura Shigaraki but because I don't act like my source self and I fear I'm going to be laughed at for being too different.... Despite it being a very obvious fact that yes I'm going to be different

It just irks me and makes me anxious as fuck.

But on a more positive note, I love my daughter. Like she's the biggest reason I don't kill myself love her.

I don't think I've felt love for anyone so much before.

She is my world and I adore her completely

(please do not make incest jokes thank you)

Some headmates react to the intense feelings with an urge to act on them (Hawks and Toga) They wanna shower our fp with their obsession and never let them slip away.

Another type of response is pushing our fp away (A and Dabi) Wanting to seem "indifferent" when they're just as obsessed (I think Dabi has a small crush idk about A) They would rather block and ignore then get any closer

Both are trauma responses and they're opposite sides of the spectrum. It makes being caught in the middle of the front with them really fucking annoying

Now you're wondering.. Tenko? What are you? What do you think of your favorite person?

I thinks I neutral. I like them. I love them like a friend. I feel second hand obsessed. But that's it.

Being plural makes everything more fun