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"fict frenzy system split 2 new members a day" factoid actually incorrect. The Great Minecraft ARG Splittings of 2026,
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As a polyfrag system, though I'm sure any system with a high headcount can understand, seeing most DID rep showing those with a smaller headcount feels rather isolating.
We can't system map like others, we can't possibly afford to cater to each alter's preferences physically, we struggle to make sense of our identity more often than not and the whole "just use xyz organizing tool!" takes significantly more time as well. A lot of system spaces just feel like they weren't built with us in mind.
"you have that many alters?! Wow I can barely keep up with 6!" Like, wow yay I'm so glad, I can't keep having the same conversation over and over. With things like polyfragmentation being under researched in an already under researched disorder, it feels like putting pieces into an incomplete puzzle. Your box didn't even have all the pieces to begin with.
We've had different hosts try to "eliminate" other alters by simply not keeping track of them, trying to not advocate for them, etc. we've tried to lessen our parts before. It's impossible though, you can't remove alters, you only end up hurting a real part. It's harmful, but the desire to become more "normal" is crazy intense.
So please, if you know a system who's polyfragmented or even those who have a higher headcount in general, be nice to them. It's hard enough out here as is.
Trying to find spaces as a polyfrag system is always annoying because I always end up talking to small systems that act like being a big system is something
A. They can overlook and treat us as one monolith because many of us have overlapping personalities
B. That it is the greatest sin on earth to be a big system
C. That we have be miserable about it
And it continues to happen. Its annoying asf and people clearly don't think before they speak. This happens in other polyfrag spaces because we're twice the size of many other polyfrag systems we meet.
Honestly wish there was like, a 1k+ polyfrag community so I don't have to deal with this kind of dissonance.
*currently actively splitting* me? Oh yeah. Just polyfrag things.
Sometimes I’m like, noooo, I’m not a system. I’m just extremely autistic. And then a random voice goes “bitch you started crying because everything was too loud. You were in a completely silent room. And coincidentally, there was a fight in headspace”. Like ok. Counterpoint, no?
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Paul posts: TW vent art
a piece of vent art I did the other night. "Spinner's game" -by Paul Dana Leskowitz
Vent art of what its like dealing with spinner alters in a programmed OEA formed system
30 Days of DID — Day 5
Original Post
Have you shared your diagnosis with anyone outside of your care team? If so, who and why?
Yes, I have. My close friends know about my diagnosis, as well as people from (peer) support groups I attend. I also participate in multiple online support groups where I typically help others using my own lived experience.
I ended up telling my family in the beginning, which was a bad choice because (1) they were the cause for my trauma and (2) they proceeded to claim I don't have DID, "they'd know that" and just generally tried to drive me away from something I'm very actively aware of that it is a part of my life.
I am planning to publicly present myself and disclose my DID, as I am a poet/songwriter and my art often centers around the themes of trauma and (complex) dissociation. I also just like the idea of building myself a platform where I can both present my art and educate/advocate about (complex) DID. I don't want to treat my diagnosis as something to be ashamed of and I want other systems to feel more comfortable when they see someone taking the stage while being open about something so vulnerable.
30 Days of DID — Day 4
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Do you have a specific type of therapy that is your favourite and that works best for you? What types of therapy haven't worked in the past?
I can't say too much to this one because I've so far not had too many types of therapy, at least not long term.
I can say that art/music therapy (tried in a clinical setting) isn't for me because I deal with the internal pressure to create something perfect when I'm only meant to express myself through it and process through it.
I did acting therapy once in a clinical setting and it was extremely challenging because I struggle to improvise etc. but that's probably why it was good that I attended it. It didn't help much sadly.
Else I've only had talk therapy and that hasn't helped much either. I think I had different models of it? I don't remember. I've never had specialized trauma therapy so far, I'm not sure if that would work better than the therapy types I've done in the past.