Me and Brandon aren't actually siblings but I see him as one
Loading...
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Russia
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Romania
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
Me and Brandon aren't actually siblings but I see him as one
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
ITS STUCK IN MY HEAD
I... don't... CARE!!!!!! [I shout so loudly that it lets our a shockwave that sends all the tables and chairs flying backwards into the walls and all the bystanders are also knocked off their feet and sent crashing to the ground.]
something that happens in our system is that a part will throw images of a Microsoft software box like the way they used to look in the 90s during the early CDROM era at the alter fronting. The Microsoft "product" is usually a type of trauma and the "features" are the terrible effects that type of trauma will have on your "computer".
A lot of them are way too trauma/vent art to post about. I think it is a trauma holder doing this and it is their sort of "haha dark humour" coping mechanism, but the way internal communication is in our system there is no way to find out who is sending images to front or speaking in the head.
Computer related ones occasionally turn up too eg a cd burning software called "Microsoft Piracy" and the box art is a sailing ship.
I can tell which ones are trauma the body went through because i generally feel really sick when those ones turn up.
It feels right to try to make designs of some of these on the computer. I have zero artistic ability though.
knowing that plenty of people who later get diagnosed with DID present with depression and self-harm/suicidal ideation that hasn't been improved by medication makes me feel less alone but it certainly doesn't make me feel better. i feel like depression is so normalized and downplayed by society when it's like this shit has ruined parts of my life time and time again, and it's nearly taken my life away from me completely. i am not just really sad or down. my self-esteem is obliterated. nothing that i know i should enjoy doing brings me joy. i have no motivation except when i'm so anxious i can't function without doing something about it. i'm convinced everyone who cares about me or thinks i have worth or talent is either lying or being tricked by me. and no matter how many meds i'm put on and how many sessions of therapy i go to, nothing changes. i always end up back here.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
alter tells [2023]
really funny how i'm the calmest and most organised alter
and i'm also just jax the amazing digital circus
