Fuck my back hurts. I know I've had flares since childhood but fuck me my back hurts and I could just about go to the bathroom.
I've already called my doctor I have an appointment on thursday.
The thing is even in childhood those flares were for a few days at most. It's been 3 months by now.
I know it could be trauma therapy unleashing remembered pain upon me. I know it could be the ptsd doing this to me.
But I can't shake the feeling this is something else. Idk.
My hands ache and are so sensitive especially to cold.
My body is stiff and painful.
My pelvic pain makes it hard for me to go to the bathroom.
My ankle hurts when I walk.
And then there's my back and my shoulders.
Tylenol and ibuprofen don't help. They take the edge off but not much more.
It feels like I have a bad flu but I don't have the flu.
I'm tired, forgetful, have afasia, and everything feels like a tremendous struggle.
Due to the pain in my neck I get tension headaches. My muscles feel like concrete.
The only thing that brings some relief is heat. Cold makes everything worse.
Does anyone recognize this?