My resolution for this year is to become less palatable and it’s already really changing my attitude about myself and how I interact with the world.
I’m planning to get another visible tattoo, maybe two, because I’ve always wanted to be someone with visible tattoos. Will I be less marketable as a person? Maybe! But we’re being unpalatable! I’m allowed!
I’m pushing myself to write weirder, more exploratory romance in my future projects because it makes me happy to introspect that way. It will not appeal to as many people but it’s for me! Other freaks will find it and like it maybe! No one is coming to my house to kill me if I post increasingly niche smut on the internet for free!
I’m wearing my platform Doc Martens with more outfits. I’m doing my makeup again, but how I wanna do it, because I like it. I’m communicating directly. I’m looking for ways to engage with the world instead of remaining paralyzed under the belief that I’m going to do it wrong.
It’s starting to feel, for the first time literally ever, like I’m at home in my body. It rules. Give it a shot. Be a bitch. Make your youth pastor wonder where he went wrong with you.




















