to the world we dream about!

ego death does not refer to ego in the sense of pride or self-importance. ego death is the (usually temporary) loss of individual self identity and is often described as a religious/transcendent experience

And it's also a little bit concerning, when you think about the fact that he never got to experience a normal adolescence, that he has to look out for his two band mates who suffer from severe mental health problems, and that there is a general lack of responsible adults who genuinely care about the boys...

you’ll notice that many of these are not in fact coke at all, but she makes the rules. her updated total as of june 15th is 442. the most she’s had in one day is 4 cans + 1 from mcdonald’s (that’s just over 2 litres) and I think there have only been 3 days so far where she’s had no cokes. she’s trying to see if she’ll get to a thousand by year end. i’m obsessed with her.