#relationship patterns

You know it’s OVER…💔

You just DON’T SAY IT

ARIES VENUS

You start getting irritated by things you used to ignore, their tone, their timing, their presence. You don’t say anything, you just feel done.. faster than you should

TAURUS VENUS

You start holding back, less affection, less effort, less access to you. Not because you’re unsure but because you already decided they’re not worth more

GEMINI VENUS

You start mentally replacing them, not physically, but in your head.. they’re already not the person you go to. You find stimulation somewhere else.

CANCER VENUS

You stop caring how your distance affects them, you see it, you feel it. You just don’t move toward them anymore.

LEO VENUS

You stop performing for them, no charm, no warmth, no effort to be liked. If they don’t see you anymore, you don’t try to fix it.

VIRGO VENUS

You start silently judging everything, but instead of fixing it, you let it pile up. Until you have enough reasons to emotionally check out.

LIBRA VENUS

You’ll start emotionally clocking out while still being nice. You’ll smile, respond, keep things smooth, but you’re not really there anymore.

SCORPIO VENUS

You stop letting them feel you, you’re still watching, still aware, but nothing real is being shared. And they can feel that shift, even if they can’t name it.

SAGITTARIUS VENUS

You start craving space from them specifically. Not life. Not people. Just them. And you don’t question it.

CAPRICORN VENUS

You stop respecting them. You don’t say it but you start moving like they don’t have a place in your future anymore.

AQUARIUS VENUS

You detach without explaining, you don’t feel the need to process it with them. You already processed it alone.

PISCES VENUS

You start disappearing emotionally, even while being physically present. You let it fade so you don’t have to be the one to end it.

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Venus opposite Neptune in the natal chart can make emotional distance feel romantic instead of emotionally unsafe. These people often fall in love with potential, fantasy, or who someone could become.

Moon square Uranus in the natal chart usually creates an internal conflict between craving emotional closeness and needing emotional freedom at the same time.

Mercury conjunct Neptune in the natal chart can make someone ignore obvious red flags because they naturally want to believe there’s more in-depth meaning, hidden emotion, or sincerity underneath the confusion.

Venus square Saturn in the natal chart often creates people who love very deeply but subconsciously expect emotional rejection, inconsistency, or disappointment from others.

Uranus in the 7th house in the natal chart tends to attract unstable or emotionally inconsistent relationships because unpredictability starts feeling emotionally stimulating.

Moon conjunct Neptune in the natal chart can create emotional hyper-empathy, which sometimes leads to excusing emotionally unavailable behavior for far too long.

Neptune in the 7th house in the natal chart often creates relationship patterns involving avoidance, confusion, mixed signals, emotional projection, or idealization.

Lilith aspecting Venus in the natal chart can create attraction patterns where emotional intensity feels more desirable than emotional stability.

Saturn conjunct Eros in the natal chart often creates deep longing for intimacy mixed with fear of emotional vulnerability, rejection, or emotional exposure.

If you keep attracting emotionally unavailable people, inconsistent relationships, or connections that leave you emotionally exhausted, your birth chart usually explains the pattern more clearly than you think.

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hi angels,

okay so i need to get something off my chest because i've been feeling like absolute garbage lately and i think i finally figured out why. i've been super inactive these past weeks because i've been so depressed. this is embarrassing but also probably relatable so here we go.

i've been completely obsessing over this guy (a coworker). like, embarrassingly so. we've talked maybe five times total, but somehow my entire day revolves around whether he's looked at my instagram story or if he smiled at me in the hallway or whatever other microscopic interaction i can overanalyze for hours.

and the worst part? i didn't even realize how much i was doing this until my mood started tanking. like, i'd wake up excited about my day, then see he hadn't came to work or to something, and suddenly everything felt pointless. my motivation for studying, for working on blog posts, for literally anything, it all became tied to whether this random guy was giving me attention.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ how did i get here? ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

honestly? i think it started because i was feeling kind of lost and directionless, and having a crush gave me something to focus on. instead of dealing with my own uncertainty about the future, i could just daydream about this person who probably doesn't even know my middle name.

it's so much easier to fantasize about someone else making you feel complete than to actually do the work of figuring out what YOU want from life. crushes are like emotional procrastination, they give you all the feelings without any of the actual vulnerability or growth.

and let's be real... seeking male validation is something i've been doing for way longer than i want to admit. there's something about getting attention from guys that makes me feel worthy in a way that my own accomplishments somehow don't. which is messed up when i actually think about it.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ the wake up call ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

the moment i realized how bad this had gotten was when i caught myself checking if he'd seen my story for literally the fifth time in an hour. and then i felt this wave of depression because he hadn't, and i was like… mindy. what the hell are you doing?

this person doesn't even know you. you've built up this entire fantasy relationship in your head with someone who is essentially a stranger. and you're letting that fantasy control your entire emotional state.

it hit me that i was basically using this crush as a drug. feeling sad? think about him. feeling unmotivated? imagine him being impressed by my success. feeling insecure? replay that one conversation where he laughed at my joke.

but drugs wear off. and when they do, you're left feeling worse than before.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ getting my life back ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

so i'm trying to untangle myself from this mess, and here's what's actually helping:

unfollowing him on social media ~ not dramatically, just muting his stories so i'm not constantly checking. out of sight, out of mind.

redirecting that energy ~ every time i catch myself thinking about him, i try to do something for ME instead. answer an ask, work on an assignment, text a friend.

remembering who i was before this obsession ~ i had goals and interests and excitement about my life that had nothing to do with male attention. those things are still there.

getting real about what i'm actually looking for ~ am i looking for love? validation? distraction? once i name it, i can find healthier ways to get those needs met.

spending time with people who actually know me ~ friends/family who see my worth without me having to perform for it.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ the hard truth ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

seeking male validation is such a trap because it puts your worth in someone else's hands. and the guys who are worth your time? they're not going to be impressed by you changing yourself to get their attention anyway.

i keep reminding myself, the right person will like me for who i actually am, not for the performance i put on to seem worthy of their attention.

and honestly? i need to be someone i'm proud of when i'm alone before i can be someone worth loving in a relationship.

this is messy and embarrassing but it's real. if you've been doing this too, you're not pathetic!!! you're just human. but we can do better. we deserve to feel excited about our lives for reasons that have nothing to do with whether some guy notices us.

anyway, that's where my head's at lately. working on remembering that i'm the main character of my own story, not a side character in someone else's 💕 (i have like 20 new asks in my inbox, i'm working on it!!)

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Not every emotionally distant person lacks feelings.

Some people learned very early that emotions without control become dangerous.

This is where Saturn begins.

In Vedic astrology, Saturn is not just delay, karma, struggle, or discipline. Saturn is psychological compression. It represents the part of the personality that becomes careful after disappointment, guarded after instability, and emotionally controlled after experiencing pressure too early.

Wherever Saturn sits in the chart, life becomes heavier, slower, and more conscious.

And eventually, the person changes emotionally to survive that pressure.

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Saturn does not remove emotion. It restricts emotional safety.

One of the biggest misunderstandings in astrology is that Saturn creates cold people.

Usually, it creates cautious people.

The native may feel deeply but struggles with: trust dependency vulnerability emotional exposure asking for support

So instead of expressing freely, they begin controlling themselves constantly.

This creates a personality that may appear: strong detached quiet independent emotionally unavailable

But internally, Saturn often carries: fear of rejection fear of emotional chaos fear of being misunderstood fear of needing others too much

The person withdraws before emotional instability can happen again.

distance becomes emotional self-defense.

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Why Saturn people feel lonely even around others

Saturn slows emotional opening.

The native often takes longer to: trust relax attach feel emotionally safe

This creates a strange contradiction.

People may admire them for being: mature reliable stable disciplined

while the native privately feels: emotionally disconnected isolated unseen unable to soften fully

This is because Saturn teaches survival before emotional ease.

The person learns how to function.

But not always how to feel safe while functioning.

competence develops faster than vulnerability.

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Saturn and childhood conditioning

Strong Saturn influence in a chart often reflects environments where: responsibility came early emotional softness was limited love felt conditional stability mattered more than emotional expression

The child adapts by becoming controlled.

Over time, emotional caution becomes personality.

This is why many Saturn-dominant people struggle with: receiving affection naturally asking for help expressing emotional need trusting emotional consistency

Even when they deeply want connection.

They learned that emotional dependence can become painful.

the nervous system remembers instability long after the situation ends.

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Saturn in relationships

Saturn does not deny love.

It changes what love requires before it feels safe.

The native often needs: consistency before vulnerability loyalty before openness stability before emotional surrender

This is why Saturn people may appear emotionally slow.

They are not processing relationships superficially.

They are assessing emotional risk.

When immature, this creates: avoidance distance fear-based control emotional shutdown

When mature, Saturn creates: deep loyalty endurance long-term commitment stable attachment

Saturn relationships usually deepen slowly but last longer once trust forms.

love becomes inseparable from emotional safety.

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The hidden psychological cost of Saturn

Many Saturn natives secretly carry one internal belief:

“I must earn my right to be loved.”

This affects: relationships career self-worth rest belonging

They may overwork emotionally and professionally because worth becomes tied to usefulness.

Even rest can feel uncomfortable.

Even receiving can feel undeserved.

This creates chronic internal pressure that other people may never notice.

the strongest-looking people are often carrying the heaviest internal structure.

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Saturn through houses

Saturn in the 1st often creates guarded identity and self-consciousness.

Saturn in the 4th restricts emotional peace and internal ease.

Saturn in the 5th delays emotional expression, romance, and joy.

Saturn in the 7th creates caution, fear, or karmic pressure in relationships.

Saturn in the 8th intensifies emotional isolation and vulnerability issues.

Saturn in the 12th creates psychological withdrawal and emotional exhaustion.

Where Saturn sits, emotional movement slows.

And where emotional movement slows, psychological patterns deepen.

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Why generic astrology usually fails with Saturn

Most astrology content explains Saturn superficially: “delay” “karma” “hard work” “lessons”

But Saturn is psychological before it becomes external.

Its real impact appears in: attachment patterns fear structure relationship behavior self-worth emotional regulation internal pressure

This is why many people feel deeply seen only when Saturn is analyzed correctly in the full chart.

Because Saturn rarely acts alone.

It changes: the Moon the Lagna relationships career choices emotional reactions even physical health patterns over time.

One Saturn placement can completely alter how the entire chart functions psychologically.

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Final truth

Saturn does not isolate people because they are weak.

Saturn isolates people because they learned too early that emotional openness without structure can become dangerous.

At its lowest, Saturn becomes: fear, loneliness, emotional shutdown, chronic self-protection.

At its highest, Saturn becomes: maturity, emotional stability, grounded love, and trust built carefully over time.

Most people only understand their Saturn after suffering through it repeatedly.

But once understood correctly, Saturn stops feeling like punishment and starts revealing the exact psychological structure controlling the person’s life.

And that is where real chart analysis begins.

If this post felt uncomfortably accurate, your Saturn placement is probably affecting far more than you think.

The full pattern usually only becomes visible when: the house, sign, nakshatra, Moon connection, dasha, and emotional conditioning are studied together. shambhavaa.blog

This is a lot to unpack. For years, we've all heard about the concept of unconditional love. However, that seems to have led to a level of entitlement where people expect a person to remain in their lives no matter what. They develop the idea that no matter which behaviors they exhibit or which actions they take in the relationship - especially if they are harmful to the other person - that they are to be accepted for it anyway.

This expectation is unhealthy. It invalidates the other person's boundaries, and sets up the relationship for failure as the love is just expected to be automatic rather than based in mutual responsibility from each partner.

different wiring 

people operate on different emotional operating systems. 

some vent to process. some fix to feel useful. some dip temporarily* to reboot their brain. 

none of these mean a lack of care — they’re coping patterns. 

once you learn how your people communicate stress, affection, silence, or interest… the whole connection becomes smoother and way less dramatic.

*big difference in consciously lying low with others in the loop AND ghosting like a fuckwad.

know the difference. do it right. condemn all else. ❣️

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