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Disclaimer This is a general tarot reading, so it may resonate with you or it may not—please take what resonates and leave the rest, as it could be a message meant for someone else. Choose your pile intuitively and trust your inner guidance throughout the process. This reading is for spiritual insight and guidance only, and no legal or medical decisions should be made under the influence of my channel’s content or posts.

PILE ONE

You both could meet through work, academics, networking, meeting. Events specially work related, maybe you would be out for work.

They will give you the space to grow, evolve and nurture yourself. This person will always support you for becoming your highest self. They're gonna be really patient with you.

Their presence will bring balance and healing in your life. They will help you heal your deep rooted wounds.

This person will be very passionate and action oriented like this person will not keep you guessing oh why they did this? Are they angry? Nothing like this will happen. They will always make it obvious that they love you. They are gonna show off you literally 😂

They would have been through a rough phase when you both met. They would be in a transformative period.

If you feel called to understand how this energy may manifest for you in the 3D and in your personal journey, you’re always welcome to book a session with me for deeper, personalized guidance on the same topic. My price list is pinned on my account—feel free to explore it whenever you’re ready ✨

Disclaimer This is a general tarot reading, so it may resonate with you or it may not—please take what resonates and leave the rest, as it could be a message meant for someone else. Choose your pile intuitively and trust your inner guidance throughout the process. This reading is for spiritual insight and guidance only, and no legal or medical decisions should be made under the influence of my channel’s content or posts.

PILE TWO

You will meet your future spouse after a "tower moment", "Dark night of soul", or "Ego death". Universe will first prepare you both for each other.🪞🪄

You will feel like whatever you've asked for and wished for, is now in front of you. This person will feel like an answered prayer. This connection will be really nurturing and fulfilling.

One person in this connection will be emotional and the other person will be practical and logical. Both of you will have a different approach towards life in general.

You both won't like eachother in the beginning, you both will get onto each other's nerves. You both won't be able to stand eachother because of irritation and frustration. But love will grow eventually.

You both will be a "Power Couple"😘🫶, Even before you both will start seeing eachother other people will often say this to you both that you both should date.

If you feel called to understand how this energy may manifest for you in the 3D and in your personal journey, you’re always welcome to book a session with me for deeper, personalized guidance on the same topic. My price list is pinned on my account—feel free to explore it whenever you’re ready ✨

Disclaimer This is a general tarot reading, so it may resonate with you or it may not—please take what resonates and leave the rest, as it could be a message meant for someone else. Choose your pile intuitively and trust your inner guidance throughout the process. This reading is for spiritual insight and guidance only, and no legal or medical decisions should be made under the influence of my channel’s content or posts.

PILE THREE

For alot of you this will be a "second chance" trope. You might know this person already, one of you betrayed the other and things will get over.

One person in this connection will be sure and the other person will overthink because of the past seperation. The reconciliation or reunion will feel to good to be true.

You both are going to have an unbreakable friendship first. Your strong foundation will be friendship. Someone might get pregnant before marriage ( if you believe in the idea of marriage). So if you don't want this take precautions.

This connection will be the most fulfilling and adventurous yet stable and Secure relationship of your life. This connection will be full of passion and chemistry, extreme physical attraction.

Both of you will travel alot together. You both might be fond of travelling. You both might travel to meet each other.

WHY YOU KEEP SELF SABOTAGING YOUR MANIFESTATION

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why you keep self sabotaging your manifestation (and it's not what you think)

okay so you're doing everything "right." you're visualising, you're affirming, you're living in the end (sort of). and then nothing happens, or it starts to come together and then falls apart, or you do something that actively pushes it away and you don't even know why you did it.

and you're sat there going. why do i keep doing this to myself.

here's the thing. you're not broken. you're not cursed. you're not bad at manifesting. you're just running an old programme that feels safer than the new one.

your subconscious is not trying to hurt you

it's trying to protect you. from what? from the unfamiliar. your nervous system has a very cosy relationship with your current reality, even if your current reality is not great. it knows what to expect there. it knows the terrain. the thing you want? that's unknown territory. and unknown = potential threat, as far as your body is concerned.

so when you get close to the thing, something in you pulls the handbrake. not because you don't deserve it. because part of you is genuinely scared of what happens if you get it.

the self sabotage is always about a belief, not a behaviour

people focus on the behaviour. "i said something that pushed them away." "i didn't apply for it." "i checked their instagram at 2am again." but the behaviour is just the symptom. underneath it is always a belief.

things like:

"i don't actually think i'm the kind of person who gets this."

"good things happen and then get taken away."

"if i have this, something else will go wrong."

"i don't trust myself to handle it."

"i'll lose myself if i get what i want."

"people like me don't end up with things like that."

you will act in accordance with what you believe, every single time. the subconscious is always running the show. the affirmations are on the surface. the belief is in the foundation.

the "waiting for the other shoe to drop" thing

this one is so common and so sneaky. you get a good sign. something shifts. it feels like it's actually happening. and instead of receiving it, you tense up. you go quiet. you start looking for what's wrong with it.

because somewhere along the way you learned that good things come with a catch. that hope is dangerous. that getting excited just means a bigger disappointment later.

so you sabotage it first. at least then you're in control of how it ends.

that's not a manifestation problem. that's a safety problem. your nervous system would rather guarantee a small loss than risk a big one.

why "just trust the process" doesn't help

because you can't think your way out of a nervous system response. telling yourself to just trust and let go when your whole body is braced for impact doesn't work. you have to actually feel safe enough to receive. and that's slower, messier work than doing a visualisation before bed.

it means noticing when you're in contraction versus expansion. when something feels exciting versus when it feels threatening even if you're calling it exciting. your body knows the difference.

the actual thing to look at

ask yourself honestly: what do i believe will happen if i actually get this?

not what you hope will happen. what you believe will happen.

and then: what do i believe about myself as the person who has this?

because if deep down you believe you'll mess it up, lose it, not deserve it, or become someone you don't recognise - your behaviour will make sure you never have to find out.

the quiet truth

self sabotage is just self protection in a costume. it made sense at some point. it kept you safe from something. and now it's in the way.

you don't need to fight it or shame yourself for it. you just need to get curious about it. what is this actually about. what am i actually scared of. and then, slowly, make it feel safe to want the thing without bracing for the worst.

the manifesting catches up when the resistance clears. not through force. through safety.

you're not sabotaging yourself because you're weak. you're doing it because some part of you is still protecting you from a threat that isn't there anymore.

that part just needs to know it's okay now.

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