*starts having a paranoid breakdown* okay time for bed (:
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*starts having a paranoid breakdown* okay time for bed (:

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I hate how it seems like you need to outwardly and completely revoke and remove any hint of anything that could be construed as characteristic of your personality disorder for people to take your recovery seriously. Like yes, clearly there are parts of myself that are quite destructive and counterproductive that I'm working on changing. That being said, a personality disorder is formed through facets of a personality as a means of defense and protection while growing up. A personality disorder is a sword and shield, and while wielding these tools incorrectly is harmful, removing them entirely is dangerous.
do any of you have experience with suggesting to a therapist/psych that you think you have a certain pd? how did that go?
you ever drive yourself insane thinking about all the ways people have hurt you or wronged you or dismissed you? haha yeah me neither
My throat was sore for 0.5 of a second and now I'm convinced I have rona + almost punched somebody at the train station for making the bench shake when they tapped their foot great love how today's going how's your day

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If you want to know what having paranoid personality disorder is like. I released 1 piece of personal information and had 1 person express disbelief at something I said (unrelated). And I've been completely delusional wild since. I never want to speak to any of the people I hung out with today ever again.
Ways to torture someone with social anxiety and/or paranoia:
-"I don't believe all the things people say about you" -"Yeah I've heard that about you before" -"I don't get why people are always talking about you so much." -"you're not as bad as everyone says." -"yeah we were/she was/he was talking about you the other day." Specifically in combination with: -"I can't tell you who said that about you/ (name) was talking about you but I can't tell you what they said." Seriously, this turns us inside out.
i wanna say that no matter what personality disorder you have, don’t listen to the stigma. a personality disorder doesn’t make anyone a bad person. and i will empathize this one more time: no matter what personality disorder