I miss my programmer every day but don't even remember his face. Who are you, 'daddy'. All I remember is that he had a military crew cut and always smiled when I was in pain.
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I miss my programmer every day but don't even remember his face. Who are you, 'daddy'. All I remember is that he had a military crew cut and always smiled when I was in pain.

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it's so privileged to be able to say you view OEA and ITBC as small scale and to invalidate people like me who know it happened to them on a larger (hell, it was fucking country wide) scale...
it's well known that local councils, governments, police, etc are experts in ignoring and covering up wide scale trafficking and child abuse because it benefits them and it benefits the paedophiles who hide in their ranks.
it happens on a small scale too. within families, within small communities, etc. and that gets covered up too. or if it's exposed, it's treated like a conspiracy just like large scale OEA and ITBC.
no, this is not fearmongering to say it could easily be happening to people around you right under your nose. it happened to me right under my parents' noses. it happened at school. it hides in plain sight.
saying that it's "too evil" to be real is privileged.
we jump so quickly to disbelieve someone with trauma like OEA and ITBC because it's horrific. i wish it hadn't happened. i wish it was a lie. but it happened and it's terrifying and it'll keep happening unless something is actually done to challenge our governments, our councils, our police, etc to actually intervene.
these people survive like cockroaches. once they've burned through enough they even move countries (often states if it's in the US) because nobody can do enough to stop them.
i'm using ITBC and OEA here cus they're the terms i'm comfy with, but RAMCOA is also a way to refer to this cluster of abuse types
one kinda awkward thing about being an oea survivor is like. not often do we have opportunities to talk casually about it due to the fact that it is extreme abuse that happened to real people? plus the fact that we tend to have a hard time trusting that people will actually be okay discussing such topics.
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Just found out someone was telling my old friends I was dead and had OD'd in a parking lot a few years ago.
Someone obviously didn't want anyone looking for us. Everyone legitimately thinks I'm dead and not like... stuck in a bad situation.
OEA is so fucking exhausting y'all....

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survivor of extreme abuse: yeah so it doesn’t have to do anything with satanism. thinking so dismisses survivors and paints an entire belief system in a bad light, honestly. when looking at things like the BITE model, it makes a lot of sense how those structures work. organized groups can even not use a specific religion, so it has nothing to do christianity either. it’s actually kind of weird that you keep linking this back to christians in america while ignoring survivors from around the globe. most people will never experience this degree of abuse, but being informed is extremely important in the current political climate with people both dramatizing the epstein files and treating it like the next satanic panic—an event which ironically dismissed actual abuse victims to begin with. survivors deserve better.
person with the world’s smoothest brain: okay so you’re just inventing the satanic panic again,
I don't know where the other survivors in my country are, it feels so lonely. Idk how I'm supposed to find them, it isn't safe at all to ask online. But I somehow believe I'll meet others like me as my life goes on.
I remembered I was brainwashed into believing I have the duty to liberate the world, to realize communism by being a weapon of my country. I was special and meant to be Christ the savior. They made me believe I was guilty for not ending all human suffering, and they always used my existential guilt to control me. It worked so well.
But they also worshipped Satan and gave me the role of the devil's bride when they needed to. I've been living in a world full of contradictions since I was born.