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programmed culture is our handler giving us our release cues because they no longer want anything to do with us, and one of the parts it actually works on (hypno/trance program) now constantly repeats it in our head out of fear that stopping will make the program come back and they will lose all form of thought once more
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programmed culture is having a very different definition of "core" in the system than most — our shell (I think) equals the core because it contains countless fragments and alters (together making up the shell) on which near every single other alter in the system is based, they are the base for new splits, etc. and are therefore structurally the center/core holders of system traits
which is awful because our shell contains all the various program holders, therefore new splits contain the programmed traits too
People say "RAMCOA" isn't possible.
These posts often include highly specific phrasing. One is: "programming new alters into a system isn't possible".
Let's ditch the RAMCOA part... I have some questions for you.
What do you consider programming to mean, in this context?
Are there applications of programming that are possible, in your opinion? Why / not?
I almost always see 'new' included in these statements. So, what of existing alters?
If we removed "new", does this change anything?
What do you consider an alter?
What of "fragments", "neurobiological states with affect"? Neurobiological: branch of the life sciences that deals with the anatomy, physiology, and pathology of the nervous system. States: A condition or mode of being, as with regard to circumstances. Affect: a particular type of emotion or mood, or a reaction, such as the expressions on someone's face, that shows they are feeling this.
Some children are raised to believe in multiple gods; some others, explicitly atheist. They may believe in regional folklore, like faeries, Santa, or Krampus.
Does something need to be 'possible' to influence how somebody acts? To what extent?
programmed system culture is ... trying to look into programs, but having shutdown and scramble programming triggered whenever you try to do so; making research nearly impossible. and whenever you get too triggered, another part comes to numb you and make you forget about what triggered you- meaning you need to research the same thing MULTIPLE TIMES while getting triggered each time.
programmed system culture is ... having internal programmers (IPs) steal a newly formed part, force programs down their throat, and send them to front. and then the IPs triggering that part's programs on purpose- seemingly to fuck with you.
(that particular IP seems to be very petty).
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I shouldn't have to ask people to tell my that my job is done. I shouldn't have to ask people for praise for the job. It's not even a job, it's a report. I'm sick of it. I feel disgusting, like a dog waiting for a reward after doing what it's supposed to do. I'm supposed to do this, it's what I was made to do.
I don't want this anymore. I don't want any of it anymore.
A dog is supposed to be put down when they aren't of use anymore. When they're broken.
When is it my turn?
「 SHACKLED ?! ｣
➜ @ a term made for two alters who were made/programmed for eachother. this is a negative term made for programmed systems/alters who have survived RAMCOA/TBMC. This relationship can be handler/programmed or two programmed alters for any type (mostly found in beta, epsilon, twin, kappa, scapeboat programming)
(RAMCOA/TBMC EXCLUSIVE)
I want to be your disaster. I want to be your mess. I want to be your perfect disaster. I want to say "thank you" with all the love in my heart. I want to be perfect for you. I want to be perfect to you. Your darling doll to break over and over again. I'm sick and need your help. Please save me and take me home. I want to be safe and pretty.
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