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Since I'm getting hate, I'll say my other peace about Jax. I think it's why Jax in particular irritates me so much
Jax is the epitome of roleplaying with the worst person alive. They're the oc who has to constantly be upset and in need of support but never accepts it and only uses it to hurt others, everyone has to forgive them immediately when they hurt others, everyone has to be attracted to them, everyone else's problems get solved immediately while theirs drags on and on, they constantly need to be walked back off the cliff and yet, still in the end, they make their oc have a big dramatic suicide scene and everyone else has to give them a big elaborate funeral and the person they kept targeting isn't allowed to be sad anymore. Literally the " well I guess everyone would be happier if I just DIED!" and everyone around them is so fucking tired of this bullshit they just say yes. Then the group chat rp partners all leave and make their characters have happy, fun and spicy adventures without the fucking angsty energy vampire in the corner.
This goes doubly for if you have a player like that at your DND table.
Jax: breathes Jax fans: OH MY GOD YUMMY AIR OM NOM NOM Jax: Eats a baby Jax fans: That baby deserved it Anyone else: Hey Jax just ate a baby that doesn't seem goo-(Gets crucified by Jax fans) Jax: I'm gonna eat more babies Jax fans: EAT OURS!
crazy how refrainbow was chased of the internet for being cringe and trans but gooseworx could tweet slavery wasn't that bad and everyone jumps to say shes just a wittle babywoo she didnt know shes wittliwly dosent know what a racism is guys shes my emotional support racist indie creator
We all know what erectile dysfunction is but literally no one is ever taught what vaginismus is and it can cause people to feel extremely lost, broken, and cause people to take their own lives. Raise. Awareness.
For the uninformed, vaginismus is when the vagina painfully tightens and spasms when faced with pressure, usually from anything trying to insert into the vagina. It’s the reason I can’t wear tampons, and why many people can’t have vaginal sex without severe pain.
There’s not a lot of treatments, and there isn’t a single one that is for vaginismus exclusively - they’re all medications or treatments to treat symptoms, but not the causes. In fact, for a long time doctors waved off vaginismus as a purely psychological disorder in cis women.
Seriously, this is so unaddressed and uncared for in medical circles. Please spread awareness, even if all it’s for is to let those who have it but don’t have a name for it finally be able to understand what’s happening to their bodies.
Certified Sex Ed Post!
Hi hello! This post is almost 10 years old and there ARE treatments for this. Vaginismus is otherwise known as pelvic hypertonia and it is a MUSCULAR condition that can be caused by many different factors including endometriosis, trauma, chronic UTIs, and connective tissue disorders.
It’s incredibly common! And it can be treated by physiotherapy.
I know this because I’m currently undergoing physio and although it can take months to recover, I’m already seeing improvement. A lot of the pelvic floor exercises are available online, but if you have these symptoms please TALK TO YOUR DOCTOR and see if you can get a physio referral (or investigation for underlying causes like endometriosis).
Also, my additions to posts never get reblogged so a note to my followers: this is SUPER IMPORTANT ISSUE that affects many people and is rarely talked about. Please reblog, and please share this info with as many people as possible.
Pelvic hypertonia/vaginismus is incredibly debilitating and psychologically damaging but it CAN BE TREATED. Spread the word, and you never know who you’ll be throwing a lifeline to.

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Maybe unpopular opinion but I kinda want any and all DID education to stop focusing on the rarity of things and start focusing on the mistreatment of us as trauma survivors...
“anti endos DNI” and then you reblog my stuff. be so fr please. please be so fr right now oh. my god.
Who?? Literally who?? No one is doing this lmao 😭
At most people have been saying something along the lines of, "I have complicated feelings on this because Gooseworx is a bad person and I dislike her, but if she was banned due to the staff being transphobic, that is of course a cause for concern"
And ONE person made a meme about how parasocial fans would accuse others of this 😭 That's literally all I've seen
black tadc fans: "please listen to us. Goose, Glitch and the VAs have a history of being racist and there's a pattern to the racism here"
white tadc fans (who have never experienced racism towards them): "erm acktually that's not racist! you're racist for saying that!"
like be fr please. i know most of yall are 15 or whatever but you're intentionally not listening to black voices and it's really annoying. i didn't say anything for the first bit about it because i wanted black voices to be in the center.
i just can't stand it anymore, especially since yall are in my comments defending them
Gooseworx didn't deactivate, she was banned
Recently, you cannot access Gooseworx's blog anymore, and people thought she deactivated her Tumblr. However, she was actually banned. When someone deactivates their main blog, a string of numbers and letters is attached to their username: "-deactivated[year][month][day]"
When you look at posts made by Gooseworx, there's no "deactivated" and no numbers
Some speculate that this might have been a sideblog, since there's no "deactivated" string if you delete a sideblog, but it was her main blog. You can't use sideblogs to like posts. If you search "Gooseworx liked this" on google, you will find proof ithat she liked multiple Tumblr posts.
All of this adds up to one thing: Gooseworx was banned from Tumblr. And why? Gooseworx is a trans woman, and Tumblr staff hates trans women and bans them for no reason, and also, there is an ongoing harassment campaign against Gooseworx, so I bet they must have mass-reported her blog and gotten her banned. Fuck the "tadc critical" community, anyone in the "anti tadc" or "anti gooseworx" tags is NOT to be trusted!!!!!! They weaponized staff's transmisogyny to ban a successful trans woman off the platform all because the show didn't end the way they wanted it to.
This is lowkey pissing me off because most of the people criticizing gooseworx are black people rightfully not excusing her racism. I hate transmisogyny as much as the next guy but acting as if she’s a completely innocent angel is just incorrect gooseworx shouldn’t have been banned but that doesn’t mean criticism of her or her shows isn’t warranted yall are literally sounding like this meme!!

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Gooseworx taking a black man's song and having a pedophile who is friends with shadman sing it is just....wow. I never wont be baffled by it
gooseworx deactivated.
Notice how the only man who is completely nice and doesn't harm any of the women or have any malicious intention towards them is immediately killed in his debute episode, gets lobotomized and only used properly for 2 episodes before getting completely forgotten both by the fans and the show...
Hot take but maybe we should normalize criticizing characters even if they're "blatant" self-inserts. Especially when said "blatant" self-insert is an abusive asshole. Idk just maybe
the amount of ppl defending jax's abusive actions not knowing how both she is and their excuses are fueling toxic stereotypes about trans women and transfems holy shit bro
no one knows just how much comments I had to delete and the amount of ppl I had to block just because they were in the comment section not only calling me transphobic because I don't like jax as a character and the fact I criticized how the show also just like tries excusing her behavior, but also actively excuse her behavior due to her identity and her tragic backstory while also throwing in unnecessary nasty words towards me like omfg.
like guys.... that wasn't her just being a jerk, she was being abusive...... squad...... lock in....

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I know damn well the rest of the humans would have a gc without Pomni in it cause what the fuck do you mean she’s perfectly fine with Jax harming everyone else until it affects her,
But when Gangles upset, she’s like “Oh, we’re doing this again-“
When ragatha vents about her mom, she just stares like ragathas some sort of alien
When it’s gangles anime adventure, she says “oh, it’s one of these..”
And when Ragatha snaps at Jax, she goes “Ohhh okay maybe let’s just calm down a bit! 🥺”
Man I tried to defend Pomni for so, so long.. and I’d swear I’d never use this terminology for any girl characters because everytime somebody does it, it’s for the wrong reason or because they’re shy. But seeing how she always defends Jax until he makes his behavior her problem..
She’s a pick me.
Jax is a terrible transfem representation. There, I said it. Just to be clear, if you relate to Jax and find joy or comfort in her story, more power to you 👍 I don't want to take that feeling away from you. Now...
Let's address the elephant in the room first. Femininity doesn't equal womanhood. A bow, a cute "girly" room, a "feminine" color scheme (purple and pinkish-red), liking dresses and wearing an eyeliner (god I hate the maid dress sm but I'll talk abt that later, but I've just noticed how it has a heart-shaped pattern on the chest area so... heart = girl?) and the final scene between Jax and Pomni having a pink hue to it are just not it, Goose.
Being a woman has to do with how you feel on the inside, not how feminine you are. I hate that Jax is flattened into either this "girly cutie pie" or a hottie by the fanbase now that we know she's trans, when she's a frickin mess of a character, full of self-blame and self-hatred that doesn't only have to do with her gender identity
I don't think it's illogical to say Jax had mommy and daddy issues even before she discovered her gender identity. When it comes to how Jax feels about Kaufmo and Ribbit's abstraction... well, I'd rather have her feel immense guilt because she genuinely cared for them both despite everything (I want Jax to be more than her transness and selfishness!), than for THIS to be her train of thought: "My friends are dead because I'm a girl! I couldn't accept it then, and I can't accept it now! It was all my fault because I'M A GIRL! Me being a girl is not only the main thing "wrong" with me, but also the root cause of all my problems!"
Transition wouldn't have fixed Jax because what she really needed to get better were self-acceptance, self-forgiveness and self-love. That's why I want to put the whole cast in Jax's mind in my rewrite. She needed them all to become whole, even briefly, before death
I want Jax to be a complex, fucked up woman with real depth and a capacity for change that she never took, not a hypersexualized, hyperfeminine trans girl. A woman is a woman regardless of her appearance, voice or interests because she knows deep down she is one! Jax's problems were deep and internal, yeah, but imo, her main issue was her belief that every part of her (including her mistakes) was wrong and unloveable. Jax spent the entire show fragmented instead of whole, meanwhile the others managed to overcome their issues. That's why I think it would be a good idea to have Pomni, Ragatha, Gangle, Zooble and Kinger all try to help Jax one last time so she can finally accept and forgive herself
And as we can see from Goose's confirmation post, Jax would have still kept thinking inappropriate things had she transitioned i dont think it's even possible to have your avatar permanently altered and your voice changed in the circus but ok ("I think my 2 friends who I've mistreated in canon are destined to fuck each others' brains out"). Not to mention her design is hyperfeminine and doesn't fit TADC's vibe. That's not Jax. She looks like Octavia from Helluva Boss
The fact that Glitch is profiting off of a trans character being deeply uncomfortable with wearing a sexualized, hyper-feminine maid dress out in public (that was only meant to humiliate them and be the creator's kink) to the point they seemed like they were close to abstracting is uh... certainly a choice. And not a good one. If Jax was just an average Joe with toxic masculinity, I still wouldn't like it, but Jax being a trans woman makes this whole thing even worse
Why do these two scenes have to parallel???
When I first watched Episode 7, I didn't even notice the trans flag colors in Jax's eyes, and when I eventually did, I just assumed it was an Easter Egg that Gooseworx put in there because she's trans
The same goes for the "chicken fetus in an egg" line. I genuinely thought Goose used that specific wording not because Jax himself was trans but because Goose thought to herself: "Yeah, I wanna showcase that Jax is more than a jerk and the funny guy, but I'll use this trans term because I'm trans myself and this is gonna be a fun Easter Egg haha"
I mean, if feeling like a girl was apparently always the biggest aspect of Jax's character, why be so vague about it? Most people aren't familiar with "the egg" referring to closeted trans people or trans people in denial! It feels like Goose just wrote this show for herself and didn't stop to think that hey, maybe my audience won't pick up on this stuff unless I'm more explicit about it, especially since there are a lot of kids in the TADC fandom
And of course, there's Jax's head being shaped like an egg and us only seeing the "yolk" underneath in ep 8
Goose, you've gotta get it into your head that many people are unfamiliar with what any of this stuff even means. That includes boymoding
No, Jax isn't fucking lovely, she's a terrible, selfish and cowardly person, and the audience shouldn't be gaslit that she was ever lovely despite her trauma. Not to mention Jax literally called herself a terrible person like a few lines before that. And if the montage was meant to say "Jax could have been lovely if only she had gotten to live openly as a woman," uh... nope. Jax needed to sort so many internal things out first. Transition doesn't magically fix things
"Isn't She Lovely?" is a song that a Black man sang to his Black daughter when she was born. Using the cover of a non-black man and putting it in the context of a "rebirth as a woman" (which in canon changes nothing abt Jax or Leeroy, neither are explicitly revealed to be trans after it) scene doesn't sit right with me, especially since the finale aired on Juneteenth and Gooseworx is racist, just like some of the VA's. I will never forget the "NEGA" situation where Michael and Ashley laughed for a long ass time because someone posted a pic of a black shirt during a livestream with the word "NEGA" written on it in white letters
I hate that we never get to hear Jax talk about what she actually likes and dislikes. Does she genuinely love guns (according to ep 6) and safaris (according to ep 5)? If fans REALLY wanna remember Jax fondly, why does it have to be JUST as "the trans girl"? Why don't we learn a single thing about Jax aside from her being trans, which was confirmed on Bluesky??? This girl never tells us anything about her interests or... anything, really. We just get a tone-deaf TikTok montage and KABOOM! she's gone. Reduced to atoms. Okay, Goose. Go off.