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Me when something extremely stressful happened, and my mental health is bad, and my system is collapsing...
...But it's okay, and I can keep smiling, because I have a support system of people I care about, and things that keep me happy! :]
Just wanted to make a motivational meme. Even if the worst happens, keep going. You got this. Go to the people you trust, and if there are none, find them. Do what will make you happy, and if there isn't anything, find something. It'll be okay. ^^
I say I'm coming back to Tumblr.
10 days pass.
No new posts.
God I got so mentally ill and busy, my bad. It's so hard being disordered.
Me when the vast list of disorders be disordering amirite. .w.
Theatrian
(the-ah-tree-en)
coined by/for kayne from @the-hurricane-system (these roles are strictly anti-nontraumagenic, and using them shows that you are proudly against endos and their supporters/'neutrals')
A Theatrian is a headmate who views the inner and/or outer world as a theatrical performance. They may try to enforce stereotypes or ‘characters’ onto others as if they are actors in a play. They often dramatize their own emotions and exaggerate as if acting. This role is typically persecutor-aligned, but does not always have to be.
Some way this term may be used:
•Alters who partake in roleplaying as a theatre conductor for kink purposes (op is a minor so if you use the role for this context, don't involve them in it, but use the role how ya want!)
•Alters who hold symptoms/traits of Cluster B disorders
•Alters who yearn for control due to trauma
•Alters with performance-related traumatic memories
•Alters who experience delusions relating to feeling as if they are in a theatre piece
•Littles who view the world as a theatrical playground
"hey wifies it's all yours" "look a spyglass" I'm going to kill you and then myself (/NSRS I REPEAT THIS IS A NON SERIOUS POST I WILL NOT BE HARMING ANYONE)
-wifies🐾❄️
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i honestly really hate the term headmate, i know theres anti endos who prob use it and no hate towards you guys, use whatever terms you like best but honestly imo [and idk its origin] it just feels like a word steeped in making systemhood just a fun thing anyone can do. using terms like alter or part is accurate to what they are, a part of a whole or a part of self, and an "alter"native state of self. head mate is just look guys this completely whole being is in my head and were roommates happy times yay, and everyone can have headmates!!! groossss yuck. and not to mention the first use of it ive ever seen is from endos and like no one in that space and the people who learn about systemhood from those spaces use words like alter or parts, its always "headmate" and like this refusal to actually recognize what system hood is so you dont hurt poor endos feelings because they dont have alters/parts, they have "headmates". the mate part just really makes it gross for me like theyre your friends you have fun with [which can happen not saying it cant] but thats like the first thing you think of. and "make headmates" from the willo community also really forces that friend part of it idk i just hate it and i hate when people used that word on me, like im over here struggling with my mental health and youre like "🥺your poor headmates are being denied their existence" fuck off
even if the term originated from actual system communities now its just so steeped in endo communities and the "fandomification" of systemhood/DID/CDDs i cant see it any other way
Sorry if this is weird to ask but I've never heard some of your dnis before and I want to understand them better. What are endos and polyminds? If it's for any reason uncomfortable you don't have to answer this, I just want to understand is all. :3 /nf
IM SO SORRY FOR ANSWERING TS SO LATE 🥺💔 (it's not weird to ask dw)
Endogenics are individuals who claim to experience systemhood without going through repetitive childhood trauma that causes someone to become a system. (I may have explained this bad im tired) (Also systems are people with a complex dissociative disorder, I recommend just looking up the definition for that) I don't want endos to interact because they are scientifically impossible and spread a whole bunch of misinformation about how systems work. (Meaningless origin terms, the medical terms they steal, it's irritating to deal with)
I'm not too focused on polyminds so my definition of it may get a little fucked up, but I'll try anyway. I'm pretty sure polyminds are just individuals who see their subpersonalitites (something every person has) as separate individuals. I don't like polyminds because they feel like endos in a different font, plus the terms they use are oddly similar to the terms systems use and I don't really like that
If I explained this terribly/left stuff out by accident, pls tell me 🙏