#higher frequency

Pile 1

Five of Wands, Ace of Swords, Three of Wands

Past Lives

The color blue is very present here. Blue rose, blue parrot. I saw blue wings. I had a ick, something on my stomach that felt uncomfortable, gross. Allow these sensations to fade away. Angels are taking care of you. Stop fighting yourself, your feelings. You deserve to honour your internal realm. 

Things are tough right now, too much chaos, too much fighting and conflicting thoughts in your mind. Your ego must be thinking that it’s not a good time to be with yourself, but the fact is that right is a decisive moment so you can prove to yourself  your own love. That’s why angels are asking for you to let those feelings go away, dissolve them. The idea here is to not exclude those feelings, try to put them inside a box and foolishly think that they will go away just like that. No, that’s not how it works. You need to feel it, they’re just feelings, not monsters, but feelings that deserve to be felt, they’re part of you.

This reading is reminding of a quote from Carl Jung that says: “But what if I should discover that the least among them all, the poorest of all the beggars, the most impudent of all the offenders, the very enemy himself - that these are within me, and that I myself stand in need of the alms of my own kindness - that I myself am the enemy who must be loved - what then?”. 

The caring message here is about taking care of yourself, that you’re worthy of your own kindness and love. It’s not an easy task to accept where you are and feel your feelings, because everything you want is to avoid everything that makes you uncomfortable, but there’s a reward when you have the courage to stay with yourself. There’s a greater feeling behind all of those threatening thoughts and sensations. You’ll only discover what that is when you compromise with yourself. 

Past Lives was the card that fell from Osho Tarot deck. I feel that there’s a debt with yourself created along those lives, a wound about betraying your own feelings, your own intuition. Be true to yourself now, that’s a gift. These feelings erupting are a reminder that in this life, you’re not willing to do that with yourself anymore. Angels suggest for you to rest, just rest with them. I wish you peace and love in your journey.

For the healing energies, my guides are clearing your thoughts and emotional area, there’s a density in here which you no longer have to identify yourself with. Just let it go, no more confusion, no more mess.  

888Hz Cosmic Dragon • Activate Miracles, Blessings, Abundance & Spiritual Protection

Pile 2 

Knight of Swords, Eight of Swords, Nine of Swords, The Wheel of Fortune, The Chariot

The Burden

Blue agate. There are some insecurities on this pile. They’re working on your solar plexus, third eye and crown chakras. Tons of sorrow is surrounding you, lol what’s going on guys?

There’s this feeling of wanting to let go of all of this bs, but you might think that you can’t do it, or that you’re not able to do it, because you think it’s something you must go through, like it’s in your destiny to suffer this much. Well, I’m sorry to tell you, but that’s a lie you’re telling yourself. There’s too much identification with a path full of suffering and challenges and, of course, right now you must not be in a good place, but telling yourself a story that if you persevere enough you’ll be rewarded. No, darling, you have plenty of good feelings to feel and plenty of good experiences to have. Angels are inviting you to let these little stories you tell yourself go away, that doesn’t make you more interesting or something, this is just preventing you from finding your power of choosing.

Your will is God’s will, it’s the Universe’s will. Why would the source of everything let you suffer? If you think there’s a reason for all of that, then why can sins not be forgiven? Isn’t the Universe the source of love? Do not lie to yourself, you’re not destined to suffer, your desires are a source of power and you’re not impotent towards life. The Wheel of Fortune, when you decide that you’re ready, is likely to benefit you.

For The Burden card, the message here is clear. Those narratives that you’re carrying and maybe you didn’t even know that you were carrying are from other people, probably your parents, but of course past lives might have contributed to those beliefs.

Are you ready to be free of them? Open your heart then, give yourself the taste to have a pleasurable life, connected with yourself and the Universe. What you believe the Universe represents for you is what you’re manifesting, so if you’ve grown up in a religious strict house where God was a severe figure, you’ll probably experience life just like that. The good thing about all of that is that you can be free creating now what God truly means to you. 

Guides will clear this group field so they can be free of those crazy beliefs and will connect them with the Source’s love. Enjoy the new version of you! 

1111Hz Cosmic Butterfly • Attract Miracles, Love & Wealth • Law of Attraction

Pile 3

Knight of Cups, Ace of Coins, The Emperor

Existence

They’ll be working on your heart chakra. I feel that for this pile the energies feel very loving, very caring and soft, just like cotton. So positive in an imposing way, there’s a certainty here, no doubts, no second-guessings. Angels are kidding and telling that this pile needs no healing lol. Of course it’ll have, they’ll just make things even better. It can always be better.

There’s freedom and power here, birds might be a source of power for many who chose this pile, a lot of abundance too. It’s likely for you to make money in the next few days, it’s time for your nest to be full again! 

There’s so much peace here, an ability to naturally trust in Source and in the divine power. I would say everyone is invited to be connected with this pile, because it feels so safe. It feels like a gift for you, guys, really.

To finish this reading, which I feel there’s not much to say, I’ll just put the message from the Existence card: “Existence. Major Arcana. You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That′s what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth – everything in the universe will feel like a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you. This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.”