#transcendence

Just because you can manipulate, manifest or control reality, things or whatever else, does NOT mean you are embodying God, or have awoken to your God Self. I will repeat that, but in a different way. Just because you have some sort of “powers” or “abilities”, does NOT mean you are embodying God, or have awoken to your own God Self. Being God embodied is NOT about what you can manipulate, God does not manipulate reality for Themselves, as They lack ego, They lack ego desires and They lack the limitation of craving for things, They lack the feeling of needing and desiring some thing, for They are Full, Whole and Complete, Satiated in Their own Completeness, in Bliss.

God only creates change for US to grow, evolve and become better, and for us to be truly happier in ourselves as Beings. Being God embodied, is NOT all about sunshine and rainbows with just abilities and powers, that you can do all sorts of things with, and do actually do all sorts of things with the powers given by Grace from God. To go wild with powers and abilities, using them for all kinds of things, actually denotes a lack of restraint, a lack of maturity, a lack of understanding responsibility, and more so, shows ego in your own self.

Awakening to the embodying of your God Self is NOT all about good times, sunshine and rainbows, about being powerful, thrones, crowns and whatever else title, honour, power and authority you feel it is about. Feeling being God embodied is all about this type of thing, is not taking it seriously, and is just seeing the power and status of being God embodied, and not having the responsibility, the humility, the humbleness, the meekness, the modest and the unpretentious attitude and mindset, which is NEEDED when being God embodied. Being God holds EXTREME responsibility, and this responsibility holds a LOT of sacrifice, suffering, restraint, maturity, humbleness and humility to it. 

“If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted Me, they will also persecute you. If they kept My word, they will keep yours also.But all these things they will do to you for My name’s sake, because they do not know Him who sent Me.If I had not come and spoken to them, they would have no sin, but now they have no excuse for their sin. He who hates Me hates My Father also.If I had not done among them the works which no one else did, they would have no sin; but now they have seen and also hated both Me and My Father.But this happened that the word might be fulfilled which is written in their law, ‘They hated Me without a cause.’ - Jesus

There is also a pure evil being out there, and this pure evil being HATES God, I Know because I have experienced this being myself, it exudes pure evil, and this evil being only goes after those who are awakening to the embodiment of their own God Selves. It tries to harm anyone who is awakening to their God Selves, who are in Union with God, because it hates God. It cannot touch God, or anyone who is fully God embodied, but it tries to harm those who are awakening to their own God Selves, as it CAN harm them, up until the point of them embodying God fully, which is pretty rare to find someone who embodies God that fully, may I say. God, is the one who protects us all from this being. 

This being cannot be reasoned with, it cannot be talked to rationally, it likes to harm, and hates all beings because all beings have that God Spark in them, but it especially hates those who embody God, who are awakened and who are awakening to their own God Selves, this being is devoid of any sort of good, any sort of empathy, any sort of love and kindness. I hate to say it, as I hate being so dualistic in my thinking, but I cannot deny what I have experienced personally myself with this being, this being is pure evil, the very definition of it. Some have called it Mara, others, call it Iblis, others call this being Satan, while some others call it Choronzon, and it has also been called The Dweller on the Threshold, too. This being, who has no name in reality, is the True definition of the word and the name “Belial”, if you are looking at this word and name from a Christian and biblical perspective, anyway. No disrespect to those who love the Demon Belial.

Regardless of what name you choose for it, it doesn’t matter, this being has always hated God and gone after those who are having Unions with the Divine, awakening to their own God Selves, and who are chosen by God, such as with Stigmatists. Embodying your own God Self is NOT all sunshine and rainbows, it holds a lot of sacrifice, as well as a lot of danger, and even suffering, too. Those who feel it is all good feels and good times, “crowns” and “thrones”, are not understanding the reality of the responsibility and of the sacrifice of being God embodied. It is NOT a game, and sometimes, it is NOT fun. It is NOT all fluffy bunnies and happy times, it can hold a lot of amazing things, yes, but, True God embodiment, means to be responsible, mature and to hold the awareness of the title that can only be earned through sacrifice, responsibility and even, through suffering. 

Whoever feels being God is not a HUGE undertaking and responsibility, but instead, is infatuated with the ability, authority, status and power that the title holds, is NOT God embodied. It is instead, someone being immature, frivolously using abilities and powers for whatever desire they want at that time, and that means not being ready for holding such a title to begin with. Some people feel it is just all happy times and good feelings, no, it isn’t. It holds real responsibility, you have to sacrifice everything that you think is important in life, you have to sacrifice your love of the world and its things, you have to sacrifice your own understanding of your self, your ego, your everything, and not only that, but there is a being out there that truly hates God, and comes to those who are awakening, like Mara did with Buddha under the Bodhi Tree, like Satan did with Jesus in the Wilderness, and like Choronzon did with Crowley when he was trying to have a Union with the Divine and Cross the Abyss, so you have to get through that, and deal with that thing, too. 

It takes True strength and courage to go through an awakening to your own God Self, and not many people realise that. They think a few superficial “siddhis” are it, that these things mean they are embodying God, but that is not so, in reality. It takes dedication, work, sacrifice and suffering, to become God embodied. You don’t gain anything in and of the world, you lose everything in and of the world to become God embodied. There are MANY trials and tribulations to get to being fully God embodied, and your Mentor, Teacher, Support and Guide through all of this, is God Themselves. No physical human could possibly take you as far as God can, as God, is internal to all of us. There are places no physical human can EVER go, and that is when you rely on your own Strength and Direction, and God’s Strength and Direction, inside your own Self, after a certain point of no return.

When I say that your Mentor, Teacher, Support and Guide is God, I am also referring to those who are God embodied, who are, what could be deemed as “Ascended Masters” on the Other Side, as They are One with God, and are God, because They are One with God. God, is Oneness, so any Ascended Master is God, as are They All an individual consciousness, yes, but still One with God, so are still God, They are all connected to God, and connected to one another, because They are all God, and God is Oneness, even if They are still an individual consciousness. Yes, a physical “Ascended Master” can help too, but They are very hard to come by, think of Jesus or Buddha. That is not an ordinary thing to come across, which is why only God can take you further after a certain point, and God, is internal, inside ourselves. No other physical human can take you to where you need to go, after a certain point. Only God can, and it is ALL internal.

True God embodiment, is a serious thing, a serious duty and serious obligation to the world, it requires accountability and responsibility, it is a Contract, a Covenant, and it is NOT and NEVER WILL BE, about the trivial and frivolous “siddhis” that can manipulate things in the world, it is NOT about crowns, thrones and authority over things and Beings, it is NOT about manipulating reality. It is NOT about being able to have your will imposed upon the Universe and getting your desires and will done. 

It is about being in Union with God’s Will, which means your will is no more, to a certain extent, your Will aligns with God’s Will, as One, because you ARE One. That inherently means a change for you, in all of what you hold dear, what and who you are, what you desire and who you desire, it all. You change, and align with God’s Will, not with a personal individual will that isn’t in alignment with God’s Will. It means, for you, God’s Will over thy will. That is not something to take lightly, and not something most people would want, as most people feel their own individual will is the most important thing in the world. You have to be willing to sacrifice ALL, including your own individual will, for God’s Will. Can you do that?? That is one of the things you have to do, in order to be God embodied. It is one of the things that happens. When in alignment with God’s Will, I have noticed a Flow with the Universe, not a push back against it and impose your own will onto it. This Flow is very Harmonious, like being One with the Dao. It is about Surrendering, Surrendering All. Are you willing to Sacrifice All?

God is in the world, yes, but God, also Transcends the world, I Know, I have experienced Transcendence Beyond all worldly things, myself, an Altered and Transcendent State where I went Beyond all things of the world, a Gift from God. God is Transcendence. God is in the world too, yes, and can and does change and manipulate the world, but that is more of a co-creation type of thing, as every Being in the world is just Being, and synchronicities happen to us, by just Being, and so it is more of a co-creation with God, we look at the time at the right time where a repeating number is on the clock, and it was meant to be a Sign from God, it is not about free will or a lack of free will. It Just Is. 

“Think thinly, my daughter,” the mother counseled as they approached the verge.

A few steps ahead, her daughter did not look back, did not break stride.

“The boundary may be abrupt,” the mother cautioned, then warned, “You don’t want to slip over.”

“We’re like bugs at a window. We’ll know when to stop.”

Bugs at a window. The mother’s heart shrank from her daughter’s conceit.

They continued in silence as the land jumbled and pulled away from itself. An active place, a thin place, where the borders between worlds remained uncertain.

Her daughter stopped at a line of house-sized boulders, dark gaps which reached back and drew forth. Her posture told the mother, “We’re here.”

Even the mother could feel it now. Threadbare. There was little to hang onto, little to leverage. Very thin. Very fragile. How could she not worry for her daughter? “Are you able to get a firm grasp?”

“I don’t need much. Not like you.”

The accusation stung. As if she were a hindrance, flawed, the reason her other daughter had disappeared. The mother, because she was a mother, held the hurt close until her heart smothered it.

Capable as they were, the mother knew, her daughters lacked cohesion. They were not tied to this reality as she was by joy and regret. It provided the mother a coherence, a unity of expectation, that her daughters’ youth resisted like a virus. Their identities were as changeable as the other worlds they sought, and into which her elder daughter had looked, then been lost.

In a way, her younger daughter’s vanity was hypnotic. Her surety enough to separate them forever, yet the mother would not let go. Especially in this thinnest of places, this most slippery of spaces. “Hold my hand,” she bid, and her daughter curiously obeyed.

“Where?” the mother asked.

Her daughter motioned with the hand holding her mother’s, so that, together, they were pointed towards the smallest of the gaps between the stone behemoths. “Cozy. That’s what my sister liked.” She led the mother to that verge, the veil pulled so thin she didn’t need her inner sight to mark the crossing. “Well, Mother, are we just bugs? Or do we break some windows and get my sister back?”

There was nothing wrong with being a bug, the mother had learned. Bugs respected boundaries, were hardwired for a certain order. Not her daughters. Not any child. Until they created their own world, they could not freely live in any.

Her other daughter had chosen rashly, passed through, and vanished. It is one thing to see beyond the veil and quite another to fight one’s way back.

The mother felt time and space thinning. She’d been here before. Membranes and passages stretched to breaking. Forced apart by another will, another belief, another reality ready to be birthed.

Her daughter released the mother’s hand, stepped to the verge, and swept aside the veil, the darkness of the passage. A welcoming radiance gleamed far forward. Her boldness blinding. “Light makes might. Let’s go, Mother.”

She disappeared doubt like a dictator, so what could the mother do, but follow and suffer another world for the lives she’d always bear.

I posted a reply comment to someone, which the OP said that they detached from the SELF, and someone replied, basically saying, you are the Self, how can you detach? I just wanted to post my response to those comments, as it really grounds my Understanding of what I have had Gnosis of, myself, it explains what I personally feel, think and Know of, which is why I wanted to put it down in a post. It really shows how I think, which is why I wanted to post again:

Here is my post:

"It depends on how you perceive the concept and phrase of "Self". I mean, technically, if you transcend all things, including the concept of "Self", it is possible, as really, "Self" is still a concept that dances around the Truth of our own Being. Instead of being Beyond all concepts and of being Beyond all the perceivable and created differentiated objects and things of the world that is created by mind, we instead cling onto the created term and concept of "Self" as being The Ultimate Reality and Truth, but that is also a trap to me, it just places you into a different type of restriction and limitation, where you feel "this is it", but instead you have just placed yourself into another limitation, as "The Self" is still a concept of a created thing that only points to something transcendent, and is not the transcendence in and of itself, and so, you are then holding onto and rooting yourself into another limitation, another concept, grounding another concept into your Being, regardless of what concept it is, instead of just Being (which Being is transcendent Beyond the mind, and beyond the concept of Being itself, and the words used to describe it), but if you instead transcend the perceivable world, and all its concepts and things instead, then you could transcend the Self, if you get my meaning.