It seems the universe tested me this morning, and honestly, I am so grateful for it. It is teaching me to slow down, to breathe through the moments that used to cause anxiety, and to simply let everything work out exactly the way it is supposed to. No matter what is happening around me, I am learning to remain secure, stable, and steady. I am continuing to re-center my focus on what truly matters in life: realizing that I no longer have to perform. I am inherently worthy of love, and I don't have to prove myself to anyone.

Earlier today, I spent my morning working deeply on a song that I’ve been channeling for about a week now. The lyrics finally poured out of my heart completely. I have been practicing so much patience with this track—which is ironic, because the song itself is entirely about patience and no longer rushing!

When I went to generate the music, Suno AI’s system notified me that the generator was temporarily unavailable. I tried clicking it a few more times, and it’s possible I’m out of credits for the day. In the past, a moment like this might have caused me to panic or feel incredibly frustrated. I spent so much energy on it and was so excited to hear how it would sound! But as I sat there, I realized something beautiful: it simply wasn't meant to come through right now.

Just because the lyrics are written doesn’t mean the audio itself is ready to be born. If and when it is meant to happen, it will unfold with absolute ease. This specific song was actually one of the nine song titles that came to me vividly during a past meditation session. Back then, I wasn't entirely sure what this song would even be about, but now I understand the exact life lessons the universe was preparing me to learn through it. I am learning the lessons in real-time as I write.

When you have survived deep trauma, your nervous system naturally tries to tightly control every moving part of your life just to keep yourself safe. But stepping out of survival mode requires us to completely relinquish that control. We simply cannot force the timing of anything.

I look at myself today and realize I am not even close to the same person I was a few months ago. I am seeing beautiful, healthy shifts in my relationships all around me. Even with my dad—though we still often pick on each other— he has become more loving towards me. By maintaining my peace and setting healthy boundaries, I am noticing that people are no longer showing up anxiously around me, and most importantly, I am learning not to show up anxiously myself.

Life is entirely too short to spend it stressing over what we cannot control. We don't know what tomorrow holds, and the universe explicitly reminded me today not to carry tomorrow's weight into the present. Today is a beautiful, sunshine-filled day. Even though I didn’t get to hear my song generated this morning, my day is still absolutely gorgeous because everything is unfolding exactly as it is meant to. All I can do is continue to be patient with myself, love and respect those around me, and prioritize my well-being—taking this beautiful life one single day at a time. 💫

2026.06.03 | You are a multidimensional being. Practice your intuition so you can be more aware of the aspects of you that can help you transform your reality.