i don't know what the hell is wrong with me. am I depressed? am I severely dissociated? some secret third option? some mix of the three?
i don't get it. nothing is wrong. nothing happened. everything in my life is going well. except whatever the fuck is going on inside of my head.
nothing is making me happy. I'm not sad or angry either. I'm just numb.
none of my likes or interests do anything for me anymore.
I'm having an incredibly difficult time eating anything because it's all just meh.
i don't feel connected or attached to anything. not my body. not my relationships. not my life.
i feel like I'm an actor, playing the part of "me" - except I never got a copy of the script, and I don't really care how this story ends.
