TW: self harm

After when i cut off Jennifer, Lynette would always tell me, she would meet Jennifer's mum Andrea for coffee. Lynette would tell me "I'm meeting Andrea, behave and don't be delusional while I'm gone". So I would sit in my room and watch anime for a few hours.

One day they stopped meeting up, it was around the same time the police investigation started in 2012. Kinda odd, if you ask me.

I've always wondered if Lynette was telling me the truth. Lynette lied about everything and she would never do coffee meet ups, not even with her own friends. She would always say "i don't have enough money". So why was Andrea any different?

Lynette never told me the full truth. So I never got to know her as a person. Even tho, she's my so-called mother. She would lie about the tiniest thing and maniplates everyone into believing that lie.

Me and Jennifer did become friends years later, but I had to cut her out of my life in late 2022.

So when we were friends, I've always wanted to ask Andrea about the meet up with Lynette. But before I could ask, she hung up and blocked me. And no, I never got to ask, the only thing I said to her was "can I ask you a question". It wasn't even about Jennifer, it was about her and Lynette meeting up for coffee. But that never came to be.

I've always wondered if and i mean IF Lynette and Andrea did meet up for coffee.

They told me "it's your fault your grandma is sick. You should have never called the police. Look at your poor grandma who's ill, you made her that way because you reported your family. How dare you make your own grandma sick. You're the reason why she's sick and ill. She misses you terribly, if you go back, you can heal her. It's all your fault that your grandma is dying".

Not my fault.

"Armand is obviously autistic".....baby there's definitely more going on there and I'm pretty sure it has more to do with the REPEATED SA IN HIS CHILDHOOD!

Autism is not the only thing on the spectrum. "He's getting overstimulated, he's probably autistic" Overstimulation could be a sign of literally EVERY diagnostic in the DSM-5 dude....

As someone with C-PTSD, every Autistic person I met took it upon themselves to determine I was autistic, because "you have issues with empathy and sensory? Me too!" yea babe that's cuz we're both living in the neurodivergent ocean we're just swimming in different parts of it.