Jul 16
Psychopomp ost reminds me of when i went through what i think was some form of psychosis during my most recent episode of derealization and depersonalization
It's comforting
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Psychopomp ost reminds me of when i went through what i think was some form of psychosis during my most recent episode of derealization and depersonalization
It's comforting
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oftentimes, being dissociative but not plural feels like a half-baked existence.
most people Are their body, but i'm merely inside it. and when i'm not at the wheel, no one else is. when i'm all the way back against the furthermost corners of my skull, barely making out the outside through circular windows, there's no one there nor here nor anywhere. there's nothing to fill the empty spaces, no signal to broadcast between channels. there's only one, and the antenna is crooked.
just passed 5 days with my best friend, I'm glad that the city where I was traumatised and where he lives has changed a lot through the year... At least, I didn't have too much reminiscents
I'm home rn, in my safe place and going to sleep
Giving life another chance
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truly, i was never 'me'. what is 'me'? is it the body i live in or the soul in my head, watching everything from an outside perspective on the inside?
is it name and identity? nothing fits what 'me' is. i could call myself micheal and believe that so hard, but it never stays. its never 'me'.
i cant find 'me', i cant figure out if they're here or where i really am, in the reality that isnt what im seeing.
sometimes i imagine myself as different characters, sometimes i like to pretend im different characters, but thats not 'me'.
i dont go by that name, i cant stick to my gender, i dont exist, what am i?
silly ableism but slight gender euphoria is the fact that one of my disorders (idk which, maybe my dpdr?) makes me forget i have breasts when im not thinking about it. sometimes ill put my arms to my chest and ill be like "shit! wait! those things!"
the true ally, honestly
This is silly ableism and silly solidarity!
ok big spoilers for the weird route but WHY THE FUCK IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT HOW NOELLE HAS DPDR?
like yeah it's not the BIG thing that this scene has to offer but I feel is if we need to talk about how even in the the normal route even when everything is is going alright Noelle just doesn't feel like herself like she just feels like she's looking Through Glass just walking her own path I thought the implications of Kris having it was big but having Noelle just coming out and saying that Dess' deeply impacted the way she views and interacts with the world is just something else altogether Like, it is VERY important to me that we talk about this more This is a big thing for her character, and nobody is talking about it, even though it hit me like a ton of bricks the first time.