at some point the nurses realized the autistic children and I were like, Really Vibing
so they decided to highkey just appoint all of them to my day and it took me almost a month to realize that the fact that I kept arriving and finding that all of todayâs appointments were autistic children was Not A CoincidenceÂ
anyway this one time there was a kid who was really into christianity but it was like, specifically angelsÂ
so Iâm trying to start up a conversation with him and I ask what heâs reading and he goes âdo you know what a nephilim isâ
and like for one hellish second my soul is suckerpunched out of my body and thrown straight into supernatural-fanfic-on-wattpad hell, and then I reassume control of my flesh prison, ignoring the mental edits of Dean and Castiel making out, and go âArenât those the guys who are half human and half angel?â
and the kid was so fucking happy but the mom was staring at me like âwhy are you privy to this bit of occult jesus loreâ
and my heathen lesbian of a self just looks at her and goesÂ