just remembered the bar a took me to which i hadn’t been to (he had previously taken us to a bar i had been to because it’s emily’s bar but she was in ann arbor and without her there to enforce limp bizkit law the cultural situation was out of control) well at this bar he said there’s old lesbians there and i was like ok well thank you for telling me that. i started to tell him about the lesbian bar that has too many young people at it but instead of finishing the story (i find it distasteful they listen to seventies gay men music as if we don’t have our own cultures, including nineties gay men music) i just said yes i guess older lesbians are just at regular bars. when i walked in the song on was polaris. i texted nick saying they got polaris pete and pete deep cuts at this millennial bar in chicago. what i didn’t say was it was WAITING FOR OCTOBER?? that’s my favorite song on music from the adventures of pete & pete. later i would learn this is what they mean on tiktok when they mention CERN. that exactly. just thought to mention this because they had also played shady lane and just now i felt like listening to shady lane (having forgotten this whole experience for a few days).








