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Sometimes I want understand endos. I want to find some magic information that makes them make sense, but every time I try I just end up learning shit like that the system that coined the term endogenic openly acknowledges that they experienced severe childhood trauma starting near birth, but like one alter said they were actually there since birth, and they feel like their system origins are spiritual so they identify as endogenic. You can't make this shit up.

2020-2021 when I was 14-15 there was this term "Emily" which referred to a person that self diagnosed with "too many things" or was faking mental illness

It's so weird when people are like "that one girl who's self diagnosed with everything" and then their impression of this supposed girl is:

So weird when I get to watch people hear about some form of child abuse for the first time, and they're just in like complete disbelief that it happens.

Sometimes when I admit that I'm the stinky one in the group who is farting all the time and that I was actually bullied for how much I farted as a kid, people are like "you couldn't tickle that information out of me," but like if I were to try to hide it forever wouldn't it just be weirder when we end up alone somehow and you realize it was me all this time?

One time in like 2nd grade our mom dressed us up in a little dress and bonnet and sent us to do a day of school at a settler era reenactment schoolhouse.

That person that shows no emotions irl and then texts lilke

Honestly, part of the reason why I don't wear my battle jacket and yarn tails out in public more is because I have a dissociative disorder, anxiety, and I'm autistic.

Done pretending that systems can't be therians, otherkin, etc. we stopped calling ourselves alterhuman when we learned we were a system because we were told by a lot of people that it doesn't count but like... Why?

I SWEAR there was a boy in the band collab with pewdiepie pre t-sereis. By the time I found it as a kid, all that existed was a repost on some random channel that didn't even have a pfp. I don't know anything about video games but I want to say it was about the last of us? Or at least a similar looking game, bc tbh I'm pretty sure I saw stuff about the last of us later and it reminded me of this video. The only line I remember is