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They ARE still people after all
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They didn't just fall into their archetypes
They ARE still people after all

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wake me up
Pairing: Steve Harrington x female reader
Summary: Steve always knows how to calm you down.
Warnings: panic attack. hurt/comfort. dating Steve Harrington. simple as that.
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Steve’s awake instantly.
He sits up, heart pounding, because you’re not just tossing around beside him - you’re shaking. Breath coming too fast and too shallow. A broken sound escaped your throat.
„Hey. Hey …“ His hands are on you gently and careful, not trapping. „It’s me. Steve. You’re okay, sweetheart.“
You can’t hear him yet. The nightmares tight grip shutting down all of your senses. Your eyes are open but not there. Chest rising and falling too fast.
„Oh no, no, no,“ he murmurs, sliding closer, pulling you against him. „Don’t be afraid. I’m right here.“
Your fingers clutch at his shirt like you’re drowning. „I can’t …“ you gasp for air. „Can’t breathe.“
„Yes, you can,“ Steve says softly, rocking you slowly back and forth even though his own heart is racing. „You’re just going too fast. We’re gonna slow it down, okay? I’ve got you.“
He shifts so your back is against his chest, one arm wrapped firm around your middle, the other hand coming up to cradle your jaw gently.
„Look at me,“ he whispers.
Your eyes flicker up to his.
„Good. Stay with me.“
He exaggerates his own breathing. „In for four. One, two, three, four.“ He breathes in. „Hold. And then out for four. One, two, three, four.“
At first you can’t match him. You’re trembling too hard. So he changes tactics.
„Okay,“ he says suddenly, like he just remembered something incredibly significant. „Important question.“
You blink up at him, confused and teary.
„If I had to fight a raccoon the size of Dustin, do you think I’d win?“
You let out the smallest, broken huff. There it is. Steve seizes it immediately.
„Because I’m thinking yes. Obviously yes. But if it had, like … ninja training? That’s where it gets tricky.“
Your breathing stutters - still uneven, but slower now.
„I would absolutely lose if it had nunchucks,“ he continues gravely. „I’d look so uncool. It’d ruin my whole reputation.“
A shaky little sound escapes you. Almost a laugh.
„That’s it,“ Steve murmurs, brushing your hair back from your damp forehead. „Stay with me. Raccoon Dustin. Focus, princess.“
You breath in again, not sharp tis time. Steve keeps going.
„Also, for the record, if the nightmare involved me doing something stupid, I’d like to formally apologize. Dream-Steve can be an idiot sometimes.“
That gets him a full on grin from you and made him feel like the luckiest man that ever walked the earth. Your breathing steadies gradually. The panic loosens its grip.
Steve presses his lips to your temple, lingering there. „You’re safe,“ he whispers. „Whatever it was - it’s over. It can’t get you. Not here.“
Your fingers tighten in his shirt again, but this time it’s grounding instead of desperate. „I hate when it feels so real.“
„I know,“ Steve mumbles and his voice is so gentle it almost hurts. „But I’m real too. And I’m right here.“ He adjusts the blankets around you, tucks them in like an armor.
You snuggle into his hug. „I’m sorry that I wake you up because of … this.“
„If you ever wake up scared like that,“ he shushes you, „You wake me up. I don’t care if it’s every night. I’d rather loose sleep than let you fight ghosts by yourself.“
You nod, finally exhausted in a different way. Steve stays awake a little longer, just in case. Thumb tracing lazy patterns on your arm. Counting your breaths until they’re slow and deep.
When he shifts slightly to pull you even closer, you mumble something half asleep.
„That raccoon would kick your ass.“
Steve grins, gives you a kiss on your temple and rests his head against yours. „I know.“
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Hii, how are you? I love your fics, especially your stream ones and I was wondering if you take requests, and if you do please can you do a bf!ln4 x reader where reader lost a bet or smtg so she has to play a horror game with Lando and Max on stream but reader gets like really scared and ends up having a panic attack? Idk if that makes sense but yeah, and I'm sry if you don't take requests •○•
Game Over
—- Warnings: Panic attack
—- Genre: lando x reader fluff, streaming, horror game, comforting
—- Request: yes
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Summery: After losing a bet, you’re forced to play a horror game on stream with Lando and Max — until things go too far and Lando has to comfort you live on camera.
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The bet had started three days ago
It was stupid, really.
You had confidently told Lando Norris and Max Fewtrell that there was absolutely no way either of them could beat you at Mario Kart because they both “drove professionally and somehow still sucked at fake driving.”
That had led to a tournament.
Which had led to you losing spectacularly after getting hit with three blue shells in a row.
And now you were standing outside Lando’s streaming room staring at the setup like it was your execution.
“No,” you said flatly, arms crossed. “Actually no. I changed my mind.”
Lando was already laughing before you even finished speaking. He spun around in his chair to look at you, headset hanging around his neck.
“You can’t change your mind after the fact.”
“Yes I can.”
“That’s not how bets work.”
“It should be.”
Max snorted from the other side of the room. “Chat’s been waiting all day for this.”
You looked at him in betrayal. “You told them?”
“Maybe.”
“Max!”
The stream had already started ten minutes earlier, the “Starting Soon” screen replaced by the familiar room setup. Donations and chat messages flew down the monitor so fast they were barely readable.
The second you walked into frame, chat exploded.
CHAT
-SHES HERE
-NO WAY
-THE BET LMFAOOO
-reader horror stream finally
-lando looks way too excited about this
-protect her already
-she looks terrified 😭
You pointed accusingly at the camera. “You people are evil.”
“That’s not very nice,” Lando said dramatically.
“You’re making me play a horror game!”
“You agreed.”
“I was manipulated.”
“You signed the contract.”
“There was no contract!”
Max leaned toward the mic. “There actually is. We printed one.”
Your jaw dropped.
Lando burst into laughter at your expression, reaching out automatically to tug you closer by your wrist until you ended up standing between his knees.
“You’ll be fine,” he said, grinning up at you.
“I hate scary games.”
“You hate scary movies. Different category.”
“It is literally the same category.”
Chat was losing it.
-SHES SO DONE
-lando comforting her before it even starts 😭
-this is gonna end badly
-max instigating as usual
-boyfriend privileges revoked
Lando finally pulled you down onto his lap despite your protests, wrapping an arm around your waist while Max loaded up the game.
The second the menu music started — low, eerie, unsettling — your entire body tensed.
“Oh my god no.”
“You haven’t even started.”
“It’s already scary.”
Lando laughed into your shoulder. “Baby, it’s menu music.”
“Exactly.”
The game itself was one of those first-person psychological horror games with dark hallways and way too much ambient noise.
You lasted approximately four minutes before the first jumpscare.
A figure suddenly appeared at the end of the hallway accompanied by a loud screeching sound.
You screamed so hard you nearly launched yourself completely out of Lando’s lap.
The room erupted instantly.
Max was doubled over laughing.
Lando nearly fell backward in his chair trying to catch you.
Chat absolutely exploded.
-OH MY GOD
-IM CRYING
-HER SCREAM 😭😭😭
-SHE JUST ASCENDED
-lando caught her so fast
-MAX IS DYING HELP
“Nope,” you said immediately, grabbing for the keyboard to exit the game. “Done. Finished. Goodnight everybody.”
Lando tightened his arms around you before you could escape. “No no no, you have to play longer than four minutes.”
“I think I saw my soul leave my body.”
“You’re okay.”
“I’m literally not.”
He was still laughing, but softer now, rubbing circles against your side while you buried your face into his shoulder.
“You’re shaking,” he noticed.
“Because you two are horrible people.”
Max managed to recover enough to speak. “You screamed before the thing even moved.”
“Because I sensed bad vibes!”
Another twenty minutes passed with varying levels of disaster.
Every creak made you jump.
Every sudden sound made you grab onto Lando.
At one point you accidentally smacked his headset clean off his head because something moved in the corner of the screen.
Chat loved every second.
-SHE HIT HIM 😭
-boyfriend down
-lando is fighting for his life
-her survival instincts are violence apparently
But slowly, the joking started fading.
At least for Lando.
Because he could feel the difference between normal scared and genuinely overwhelmed.
Your reactions were getting quieter instead of louder.
You kept pulling your sleeves over your hands.
Your breathing sounded uneven against his shoulder.
And every time the game got tense, you curled tighter into yourself.
Lando glanced at you during a quieter moment in the game.
“You okay?”
You nodded too fast. “Mhm.”
But your voice sounded strained.
Max noticed too, his smile fading slightly.
“You don’t have to keep going, you know.”
“No, it’s fine,” you said quickly. “I’m fine.”
Then the game hit you with another sequence.
Dark hallway.
Heavy breathing through the speakers.
Flickering lights.
Something chasing the character.
You froze entirely.
“Run,” Max was saying. “Run run run RUN—”
The monster suddenly appeared directly onscreen with a distorted scream.
You gasped sharply.
Not screamed.
Gasped.
Then immediately shoved the headphones off.
“Nope— no no no—”
Lando sat up instantly.
“Hey.”
Your breathing was wrong.
Too fast.
You were trying to inhale but it kept catching halfway.
Your hands were trembling hard now as you pressed them against your face.
“Hey, hey,” Lando said quickly, voice completely different now. Calm. Serious.
Chat noticed immediately.
-wait
-is she okay?
-pause the game
-oh no
Max muted his own mic without even being asked.
Lando turned fully toward you in the chair, one hand holding your wrists gently.
“Look at me.”
You shook your head hard.
“I can’t—”
“Yes you can. Look at me for a second.”
Your chest hurt.
Everything felt too loud.
The game sounds.
The lights.
The stream.
The chat moving too fast.
You could feel yourself spiraling and it only made you panic more because thousands of people were watching.
“I’m sorry,” you said breathlessly. “I’m sorry, I don’t know why—”
“Don’t apologize.”
His voice stayed incredibly steady.
“You’re okay. Just breathe with me.”
You tried.
Failed.
Your breathing hitched again.
Lando immediately pulled the headset fully off himself and reached over to mute everything game-related before turning back to you completely.
“C’mere.”
He guided you sideways until you were basically curled against his chest, one arm wrapped tightly around your back.
“You’re alright.”
Max quietly switched the stream scene so the gameplay disappeared, replaced with a “BRB” screen.
But the microphones were still on low volume.
Not enough for chat to hear everything clearly.
Just enough to hear Lando softly talking to you.
“Breathe slowly for me, okay?”
You nodded shakily against him.
“In through your nose.”
He demonstrated the breath first.
“Then out slowly.”
Your breathing was still uneven, but you were trying.
“That’s it,” he murmured.
One hand stayed on the back of your head while the other rubbed slowly up and down your spine.
“No one’s upset with you.”
You squeezed your eyes shut.
“I ruined the stream.”
“You did not ruin the stream.”
“I’m being dramatic—”
“No.” His tone stayed gentle but firm. “You had a panic attack. That’s not being dramatic.”
The room was quieter now.
Max had moved off camera completely, likely checking chat and moderating things.
Lando stayed focused entirely on you.
“You’re safe,” he said softly. “It’s just us in the room, yeah?”
You nodded slightly.
“Can you feel me holding your hand?”
Another nod.
“Good. Keep focusing on that.”
It took a while.
A real while.
Your breathing gradually slowed from panicked gasps into shaky breaths.
The tightness in your chest eased little by little.
Lando never once rushed you.
Never acted embarrassed.
Never acted annoyed that stream had basically stopped.
He just kept talking quietly.
Asking simple questions.
Keeping you grounded.
Eventually you lifted your head slightly from his chest, eyes puffy with embarrassment.
“I’m okay now.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah.”
He brushed hair carefully away from your face.
“You scared me a little.”
Your expression crumpled immediately. “I’m sorry.”
“Baby.” He gave you a look. “Again with apologizing.”
You sniffed quietly
“I didn’t think it would actually affect me like that.”
“That game was horrifying,” Max finally chimed in from somewhere offscreen. “I almost had a heart attack too, for the record.”
You laughed weakly despite yourself.
Lando smiled a little at the sound.
“There she is.”
Chat, meanwhile, had completely shifted moods.
The spammy jokes had turned into concern and support.
-hope she’s okay :(
-lando handled that so well
-panic attacks are awful
-poor girl
-max muting everything immediately was sweet
-take care of her omg
Lando glanced at the monitor briefly before looking back at you.
“Do you want to end stream?”
You hesitated.
“Probably.”
“Okay.”
“No horror games ever again though.”
“Agreed.”
Max finally reappeared beside the desk. “The people demand Mario Kart redemption instead.”
You pointed weakly at him. “You are partially responsible for my suffering.”
“Only partially?”
Lando laughed softly and pressed a kiss against the top of your head.
“C’mon,” he said quietly. “Let’s end stream and go lay down for a bit.”
You nodded immediately.
And when Lando reached for the mouse to end everything, chat caught one last thing before the stream cut off completely:
You instinctively reaching for his hand again.
And him squeezing it back without even looking.
can i request steve x reader fic where they’re dating but she’s been hiding that she gets panic attacks since being apart of the upside down crew and steve witnesses one and calms her down?
MY EIGHTH WONDER
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pairing: bf!steve x anxious!gf!reader
summary: as the others go ahead with their plan to kill vecna, you have one of your panic attacks caused by the pressure and fear of these recent events. your boyfriend steve is there to calm you down
warnings: panic attacks and anxiety in general, fluff
word count: 1,2k
a/n: thank you so much for requesting this — as person with anxiety, your request was a bunch of fresh air. i really hope i portrayed it how you imagined it, and i satisfied your expectations. obviosly, i described it based on how i personally live my panic attacks!
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it’s been two week since your boyfriend steve convinced you to join his group. a couple adults and a few kids — who steve calls “his nuggets”. you had known about the upside down through robin, but never thought you’d end up being part of their team and see yourself kill one those demogorgon creatures. it’s hard, it’s scary most of the times and incredibly stressing for your mental health. you’re in this constant state of anxiety, your body giving you signs of clear stress and exhaustion — you find yourself often having panic attacks, but you know you can’t tell steve about this. he’ll worry and he already has too many things to take care of at the moment. you’ve always handled this on your own and you will continue to — it’s not a big deal.
but it’s getting worse. you used to feel them coming and have time to lock yourself in somewhere hidden, away from unwanted attention. though, now you just get them; they’re sudden and invasive — your breath itches in your throat, your eyes desperately dart everywhere to find a metaphorical exit. this is too much to handle all by yourself.
"who’s bait?" robin asks, her face worried but not as much as yours. the others and you are gathered around the table, pieces of paper scattered all over and showing scratches of an hypothetical plan.
"they want el, any other person is not going to work." mike states, his voice firm and almost sounding upset.
steve looks at you, checking if you’re alright. you lift your gaze and give him a reassuring smile. it’s like he’s sensed there’s something wrong with you, even if you keep avoiding the matter.
"y/n? could you distract vecna?" nancy speaks. your heart leaps up and your eyes widen for a millisecond.
no, there’s no way.
it’s not like you’re not brave or anything, it’s just that it’s getting too overwhelming lately. and you cannot bear it anymore. you need a break.
"negative. i refuse, sorry," you apologize like they don’t have other people to ask to, your eyes watering for no reason. why are you acting like this?
steve notices everything. every little movement of your face and hands. he’s stepping closer before you can even observe it, until you can feel the heat of his body. "you okay?" he whispers, his head nodding in hope to see you mirror his movement.
yes. sure, you’re fine.
you wanna say it — say those words out loud and make sure he doesn’t worry about you. but your knees suddenly feel weak and your vision starts to spin. you can’t control it anymore.
you panic.
"hey, hey… wow," steve’s ears perk up and his hands reach to keep you balanced on your feet. he watches you start to pant heavily, not able to control your breathing and calm yourself down anymore. your mind is blurry, your eyes are looking for that exit again.
"no, hey, look at me," he grabs your shoulders firmly. as the others slowly start to notice something’s off, steve is already dragging you out of the room. they weren’t gonna judge you anyway, but he knows how much you care about what the others might think of you, especially in such a vulnerable state.
"bathroom… come with me," he’s realized this is a panic attack, and he’s now weighing his words carefully. he doesn’t want to scare you, neither making you panic more.
"here we are, let’s sit on the floor, okay?" he gently takes your shaking hands and guides you down on the warm carpet. "i’m here, princess."
you’re still panicking, your anxiety having its way with you, but steve’s presence is doing something. you unconsciously know you’re in good hands.
his kisses your wrist, your skin soft and smooth for him to love. "think we can do a little game, mh?" he caresses your shoulder as he tries to keep eye contact with you. you can tell by his look that he’s hurting to see you like this.
"name 5 things you can see right now."
"this is stupid—"
"try. do you trust me?" you look at him with those questioning eyes, but get immediately comforted as you meet his soothing ones. he looks so trusting and loving.
"okay… i… can see the bathtub, the shower curtain, the sink, the tiles, and… the yellow towel."
"that’s very good, princess… now can you name 4 things you can touch?" he kisses the top of your head, holding you close but not in a suffocating way.
"uhh…" you whimper, still panting heavily. "you’ve got this," he speaks again.
"i can touch your hand… the carpet, the shampoo bottle, and your beautiful hair," you joke, your usual gorgeous smile appearing on your face again.
"that’s it… now 3 things you can hear?"
"well, your voice… mine, and the small drops of water falling from the broken sink."
"you’re doing amazing, baby. and what about 2 things you can smell? can you do that?"
you’re enjoying this. you’re calming down. your breathing is almost normal again.
"your cologne and the bathroom’s humidity."
"mh, and which one is better?" he grins, his hand reaching to brush a strand of hair out of your face. he looks at you, he hopes to hear you giggle.
and you do. "of course, your cologne."
"you sure? i’m pretty convinced that the bathroom’s humidity would be a sexy scent if they sold it."
"oh, shut up," you’re laughing again at his stupid jokes.
"especially if it’s gonna be a notorious brand… those pathetic people would go crazy over new trends, don’t you think?" he makes you laugh more, testing you.
then he gets closer and cups your face in his bigger hands.
"last but not least… 1 thing you can taste?" you look down at his mouth — yours already slightly parted — and with that, your lips merge together. softly, perfectly. your panic attack has subsided, your arms reaching for him and wrap around his neck.
when he pulls away, his keeps his forehead against yours, letting you know he’s here. you nuzzle your nose against his, silently thanking him.
"you, i can taste you."
he smiles. "what do i taste like?"
"like the world’s eighth wonder."
"you’re my eighth wonder, y/n."
you wanna melt at his words, at the sound of his voice mouthing that sentence. and internally, you do. the blush is on your cheeks, colored enough for him to notice and give your lips another peck.
"was it the plan? the bait offer?" he knows what stressed you.
"both. i just… i can’t do this." you groan, worrying again.
"it’s alight, nobody will force you, okay?"
"but i don’t want you to go alone."
his eyes soften. he knows how much you need him.
"i can’t leave them alone, but i can stay with you sometimes. you know, away from the dangers for a while."
his fingers caress your soft cheek, wiping away any remaining tears. "is that what my girl wants, hm?"
you nod, feeling at ease now. tranquil, serene. you’re with steve. you’re safe.
"wash your face and rinse your wrists with cold water," he says as he stands up. you do as he tells you, and turn on the water, letting it run till it gets chilling. you can see from the corner of your eye that he didn’t leave. he’s still here — leaning against the doorframe, observing you.
"go, i’ll join you," but he doesn’t move an inch.
"i’m not in a rush."
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Whumper calming Whumpee down when they're having a panic attack? Anyone? 🦋
Loosening their restraints and holding their hands.
Pulling the gag away from their mouth so they can drag in a proper breath because they're sobbing/hiccuping/hyperventilating.
Brutal hands that inflict so much pain turning soft - a hand carded through their hair, warm palm placed on Whumpee's heaving chest as they're asked to mimic Whumper's breathing. Wiping the tears away.
Offering a sip of water. Offering them praise like; "It's okay, deep breaths," "Not long now, whumpee", "You're being so good for me."
And once Whumpee's finally calm and regulated?
Back to work 😍

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Post canon Cas having panic attacks remembering more and more of Naomi's "conversion therapy" as Dean called it, weeping in enochian as he hides in a hall closet or something, sobbing out mumbled nonsense about "please stop, don't make me hurt him again, please, no more, not again, no no no" as Dean holds him tightly and tells him it's going to be okay, that Naomi's gone and no one will ever hurt him again.
Dean having similar nightmares about being under the Mark of Cain's control, of hurting Cas, and being woken by his angel wrapping him up in his newly restored wings and telling him it's okay, you could never truly hurt me. I forgive you, and I love you.