i'm ngl nsfwblr low-key rotted my brain. i need to find better spaces to interact with trans men my age that aren't extremely sexualized. as a hypersexual person, i definitely caught myself developing a bit of a porn addiction. it was honestly miserable. i'll miss my mutuals that i regularly interacted with, but i would prefer to be known for who i am as a person outside of kink. i definitely had a bit of an identity crisis, watching myself lose interest in all my hobbies and just horny-doomscroll every possible waking second. i became a hollow shell of the person i used to be, and was incredibly disgusted with myself by it.

wore my four inch inseam shorts and the size small tank top I was too scared to wear in public for years today to the gym and I looked so damn fine in front of the dozen or so octogenarian ladies who go to the same YMCA as me we stay winning 💪

sometimes all i can hope for is to laugh a little and to not bleed through my pants