Just had to throw up after a dinner… haven’t had this in so long… don’t know if I’m scared or proud
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Just had to throw up after a dinner… haven’t had this in so long… don’t know if I’m scared or proud

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Have you ever feel like missing your innocence? Like all you used to have was that but now being an adult it’s so dirty, life is dirty, you’re dirty inside, your mind is dirty, you’re body is dirty, your words are dirty, your face, everything
Hell is empty, all the demons are here
I have nothing, Can’t have friendships or a boyfriend because I’m broken, I’m nothing, I’m empty, and if I’m not I’m just a bunch of broken glass with blood
Why is punishment by your own brain such an acceptable offense? We need a governing body unlike god to filter the bad emotions.It is hell on Earth if you posses such a mind. Why does my brain want to slash my wrists until blood pours out just because I dozed off during an important math class? Plagued by existence fr.....
Tw: its been a day, and a rough one. I kept red napkins to help me remember.
it's all "body positivity" until you try on your new dress and it doesn't fit

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It’s hard just not to feel like another generic trans puppy girl bottom/sub (self deprecatory). I hear all about “top shortage this” and “make sure you care for your dom” and it makes me feel like a relationship for someone like me would just come at a cost to the other person. I have little to no healthy relationship experience, I’m pretty needy, I don’t really look all that great, my proclivities keep growing and becoming more prevalent in my mind, and I don’t even pass most of the time. How would I be able to make sure my partner is cared for when I need that care myself? It’s always me getting crushes on girls, never the girls getting crushes on me. I just don’t know why anyone would pick me when there are so many better options out there. I would love my hypothetical girlfriend, so much so that I hope she gets with someone better before even knowing I exist.
Am I really that horrible that I don’t even deserve bare minimum
ab/sed my wrist for the first time in yrs and it didnt even feel good or satisfying
need someone to be rlly mean and mad to me and tell me they hate me and be awful to me and leave me and destroy me and stomp on my heart so i can feel it