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Ive been crying for about 20 minutes now. I miss being young and innocent. I really want to try therapy but im to scared to even try it out. Prozac barely helps me, AND its expensive. No one really takes me seriously. "Pray to god he will help!!" God dosent cure deppresion stupid. Life sucks hard.
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I hate an insecure man, fym I don’t give you enough attention and we otp for 3 hours??
Computer how do I eliminate everyone
straight up hate everyone
Stop pissing me off hoes
I'm so sick of myself rn. I've been so impulsive trying to distract myself from my own emotions and I wasn't realizing it. I feel so alone even though I'm talking to people every day. I'm texting friends almost 24/7. I'm trying desperately to fill the void left in me without my partner here but it's not working. I feel so so utterly alone. I don't even trust anyone enough to tell them this. People who I consider best friends, I don't even trust them enough to tell them any of this. I just lied to one of my best friends (potential boyfriend?) because he asked if I wanted to talk about what's wrong and I said no, I can handle it on my own. But truthfully, I cannot. I cannot handle this on my own. Try as I might but I will falter if I try to do this alone. But as I said, I don't trust anyone enough. I'm scared to let people in to that extent. None of these people have ever seen me at my worst. Only one person has truly seen me at my worst and stayed, that being my partner. Most people leave me when I am at my worst. I feel like all my new friends will leave if I truly share how I am feeling. Honestly I'm not exactly sure what I'm feeling. Some form of despair perhaps? I feel like I shouldn't trust anyone. I feel like people only want to be around me because they want to use me for something. I feel like I try to give so much in my friendships but don't receive much in return. It's so funny how I'd give an arm and a leg to all these people I'm friends with currently, yet I don't trust a single one of them enough to tell them how I'm truly feeling. I do not believe they'd care. I feel like I seem like a person that is trusting of people and naive but at the end of the day I'm not. I keep my heart guarded from everyone. I don't let anyone in enough to see me truly fall. I'll show bits and pieces to people here and there but I will never tell them everything. I want someone who I can truly open up to so I stop feeling so alone in this sea of people.
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Can I just go two weeks without breaking down?!
Dropped out of mania...
Update: Mania has gone from a "I feel so fucking great!" To a really angry mania
