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I’ve read so many books that at times I forget that my life isn’t a fairytale, and that in this world… people rarely get their happily ever after.

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I see my neurologist tomorrow.

Wonder if he can fix my screwed up thoughts as well, or is that below his pay grade?

#chrinic illness #tw selfhate

I love your posts and I relate a lot to them

It’s comforting to know that I’m not alone, that someone else understands the hurt that we carry… but at the same time, I’m also sorry you can relate. I wouldn’t wish this hurt on anyone.

So, I hope happiness and good health finds you. You deserve to be happy.

I keep my distance.

I stay respectful but not friendly.

Never interested.

Appearing bored and apathetic even.

For both our sakes,

the kindest thing I can do

is to keep you from loving me.

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I want to be someone’s person.

The person they can’t wait to spill tea with. The person they trust with their dreams and fears. The person they feel safe with and can be themselves around. The person they can’t wait to share good news with. The person that makes them feel loved, and understood.

My heart aches for a companion far more than it does a romantic partner.

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Did anyone ever tell you that you could wake up one day and just never get better? I wasn’t prepared for this.

#autoimmine disease

It’s a lost cause.

No matter how many times you tell me you love me, I won’t believe it, because my thoughts tell me you hate me twice as many.

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They say dissociation isn’t healthy, but it’s the healthiest coping mechanism I have.

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All I think about is dying.

Not in a suicidal way but more like, “How long do I have left? Will I go peacefully, or will I suffer? Is there a heaven, a hell, or nothing waiting for me on the other side? I’m going to die. One day I will die. One day I’ll be dead….” And on and on and on.

I think about death as often as I breathe. I suppose only when I stop breathing, will I finally stop thinking about death.

#tw depressing thoughts #tw death #death #depression #depressing thoughts

Mom, I’m sorry for being such a burden.

I’m sorry for being a failure.

I’m sorry for being me.

I’m sorry.

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trying not to go insane. might be too late

#my therapist won’t let me call myself crazy or insane… she disagrees with the word choices but not the sentiment

Sometimes I fear I’m not human. My depression has made me so detached and numb that I look at those around me enviously. I feel like an alien. Alienated by my own species, nonetheless.

They’re all so… human. Flawed, but still beautiful in their own way. So often scarred, but moving forward despite the pain in their past. They find such fun in simple pleasures. They splash in water, dance in rain, and run back and forth on fields, chasing a ball like puppies.

Oh, how I wish to be human like them, you know the humans that smile so easily, their laughter like music, and their eyes twinkling with a contentment I can’t imagine.

#depression #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #thoughts #text post #writers on tumblr #writing

I like to burn. The sting helps remind me that I’m alive.

can I unsubscribe to life?

Another day and another reason to hate myself.

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I want to be okay again

#depression

depression surrounds me like a thick fog that I cannot see my way out of and I’m becoming too tired to keep trying

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