God this shit is kicking my ass, I have energy Once and then none at all and then I'm restless and then I'm not
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God this shit is kicking my ass, I have energy Once and then none at all and then I'm restless and then I'm not

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How it feels to befriend other ladies who share your hyperfixations and trauma.
i’m obviously totally all for “my mental health would be literally fine if my material conditions improved” discussions like we absolutely should acknowledge that having your needs met comfortably is going to improve your mental state and no amount of therapy or medication can change that. HOWEVER, you also really should still have compassion and room in your thinking for when that is not the case, because i don’t think any amount of money or access to resources is going to change the fact i have fucking bipolar disorder.
I’m a Libra with bipolar disorder. There’s more than one way to balance things.
2 weeks of restlessness, bitchyness, and other bs. And now I'm just deflated. I can't do shit. All energy I had? gone.

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Went from 2 weeks of nonstop energy to balloon deflating.
Still havent slept and only advice I get is "change your nighttime routine" god people without mental illness will NEVER understand
Life will find a way- a poem I wrote while walking a nature path.
Water deforms rocks,
The trees break through pavement,
Flowers blossom out of sewers.
Despite the man made horrors,
Life finds a way.
The weather fades from warm sun to frozen death,
The caterpillar must turn to goo,
The snakes must shed their scales,
A tree must die,
To bloom again.
Life always finds a way.
Daily i walk a nature path behind the neighborhood i live in. I see the same blackberry bushes, the same bunnies, the same snakes, the same trees. But today i noticed the way the trees grew sideways despite the ground being level. I saw the stream carry fish despite the trash left behind. The water rushed despite the rocks that block its path. Life goes on despite everything. Life goes on after the death of a loved one. Life goes on after you leave your beloved job. Life goes on after an argument with your partner. This might be enough to send you into a spiral of existential dread. But if you take a moment to listen to the way the wind still blows despite the trees, the water runs despite the rocks and the plants bloom despite the drought. You remember life always finds a way.
Dont give up.