#bpd shit

You'd think I'd get used to being replaced after so many times but no, it hurts extra more every single time. 🫠

continuing to live in the house you grew up in when youre an adult is not for the weak i almost killed myself

i hate this house i hate this place i hate everything that happened here i hate that everyone pretends that everything is okay and that nothing bad ever happened here this house is a rotting corpse this house is infecting my bones with a sickness i cant escape

theres something so fucking wrong with me

im going to ruin everything on purpose im not going to take my meds im not gonna go to sleep im not gonna take care of myself im gonna do everything i can to destroy myself i dont care i dont care im going to destroy everything i am theres no purpose in my life and in my being

You scold me but then you go and smile at your phone. I was right with how i feel. I'm just a bit inconvenience and a problem.

I am really tired of lies but i guess that's all i deserve. I guess that's all I'm worth for, to be lied by my partner... Oh well.