the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy
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the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

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It's always "omg how have you not grown up with [insert incredibly popular AMERICAN media]" maybe because I didn't fucking understand english at that time like I might not have known what Sesame Street was but have you ever seen Kouzelá školka? Huh? Cvrček55 ring any bells? No? Exactly. Piss off
When the school asks me to write down my strengths but I can't write down degrading myself
aughh my fucking ai addiction is coming back i hate life sm
ik its bad but nobodys ever cared for me like these fake ass robots do,, nobody can ever care for me like these fake ass robots do,,, i just keep on coming back,,

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crying over something that is completely and utterly my fault and could have been easily fixed
Sometimes I wish I could live like someone who has no problem working for decades and can actually come home after work with energy left to do things they enjoy and who doesn't have to force themselves to do every part of their daily routine and can just turn their brain off and truly relax for a bit sometimes but I just don't see that happening
TW: abusive relationship with father.
I don’t want to feel like your child. I can’t remember a single day from my early years when I was truly happy. since I was 6, I knew what would start a fight and when. I knew the filthiest insults aimed at me and at my mom. I shouldn’t have known that. I shouldn’t have known what hatred is. you try to get me on your side, but you don’t understand that you’re ONLY MAKING IT FUCKING WORSE.
because of you, loud noises trigger me it triggers me when you raise your voice even the dumbest arguments trigger me. you say that we don’t understand you. but I’ve learned your every move. your every thought. I can read your mood. you call me, mom, MY FRIEND the most horrible words that NO. CHILD. SHOULD. EVER. HEAR. I have no words to describe how exhausted I am.
I’m afraid of becoming like you.
I don’t want to.