No one is going to say "I'm neutral on autism, I don't believe autism is real but I won't harass anyone who says they have it!" And then get praised for it

If you're endo neutral fuck you. These are real experiences people have. You can't just "be neutral" on something people get harassed for being every day. Fuck you

You're either pro or you're anti, that's it. You can't be neutral on depression. You can't be neutral on schizophrenia. You can't be neutral on DID. You can't be neutral on dissociation. You can't be neutral on amnesia. So why the fuck are endogenic/nondisordered systems the exception? You can't be "neutral" on depression because you either believe people can be depressed or you think they're "just lazy". You can't be "neutral" on amnesia because you either believe people can forget things or you think they're just lying

You're not "neutral". You either don't believe endogenic/nondisordered systems exist or you believe they exist.

Fuck you if you force your alters to source separate

Fuck you if you fakeclaim others for being source connected

Fuck you if you don't respect fictives boundaries (be that "treat me like source" or "don't treat me like source")

Fuck you if you say being source connected "stops the healing process" (extra fuck you if you think that final fusion is the only way to heal)

Fuck you if you only let "non-problematic" fictives be source connected

Fuck you if you don't let others say they're uncomfortable with doubles/sourcemates/etc

Fuck you if you fakeclaim others for doing sourcecalls

Fuck you. Plainly, fuck you. If you met a fictkin and you weren't an antikin piece of shit you would be completely fine with a fictkin being who they are. But the second a system member if a fictional character? You go ape shit

You people are just ableist and hateful towards your own community so you can feel better about yourself. Do better

first of all, i hate making this kind of post. never thought i would make this kind of post in the first place, but this has reached the point of incredulity and i can’t take it anymore so i have to

and second, how many times should i tell you that i’m just not feeling it anymore? i thought it’s been clear from how i respond to asks and questions regarding LE and jjk all this time. if you ask me why, you can also search it up in my blog— the fandom makes me feel unsafe with so many of the hate and toxicity, it basically gives me an ick, i don’t have anything to write anymore and i’m sick of enduring this for years and being asked like this for many, many times since i came back

and the word disrespectful in bold really makes my blood boil bc don’t you realize that it is you who are disrespectful for insistently pushing this on me when i have so much fun in writing other fandoms? why can’t you respect me when i just want to get away from that godforsaken jjk fandom and write for other fandoms? why must i deal with many asks ranging from straight-up rude to guilt-tripping me as if not writing for jjk is something so wrong that i do?

why can’t i exist in other fandoms in peace? why must i get chased to write what you want instead of what i want? why is it that you’re the one who gets to be disappointed and hurt while i can’t? i’m also disappointed and hurt with many things i have to endure bc of jjkblr too but i choose to keep my peace and move on

and you should know i don’t like this kind of ask the least bit and it does nothing to bring me back. all this ask does is just digging my desire to come back to jjk into deeper grave

"anyone who believes a particular group of trans people are oppressed are nazis, only one group is oppressed!"

do you realise what you sound like? Or has your little brain melted to the point that you can't even comprehend how fucking stupid you are?

Trans people are all oppressed, but for different reasons, people like you are the reason transandrophobia exists, thank you for contributing to the side we're fighting against.

how's your life? stuck behind a screen, bullying those who you dont even know because you're just that sad, a whiny little bitch whos far past their peak and still chasing a high they will never return to.

I bet you didn't even look at my blog, I hate nazis, I hate politicians, I hate you.

It honestly pisses me off when while discussing anti trans laws and policies people say “oh, but you realize this hurts everyone, right?”

Because honestly? That doesn’t fucking matter.

It is first and foremost anti-trans.

That arguments tells people not that it is not ok to put these things into effect, but that while in doing so, they need to make sure it only hurts trans people.

It’s like saying “I know you’re trying to do this to hurt bad, gross trans women, but it also inadvertently hurts good, clean, pure, normal cis women too!”

I’ve been debating things…

more details and slight rant below.

My world feels different and terrifying

Scroll if you don’t wanna read rant below

i had been writing things down somewhere for when i see a psychiatrist next week, because of how god awful my memory is and i just can’t think straight without my train of thought exploding or becoming jumbled and faint. I think about it a lot, this is just kind of a drawing that slightly reflects it i guess. i’ve been losing sleep due to the fact i am afraid i will hallucinate the same way i did a few nights ago, so i haven’t been drawing much. I only know it’s a hallucination, usually after it’s ended, because its not logical to have people screaming things into your head and last time i checked, people don’t live behind the walls of the house and i haven’t seen my dad in years and never will again anytime soon