Trying to come back to digital art is such a painful reminder of how bad I actually am at art despite all my years of trying so hard. It's really disappointing that with or without a reference none of my skills seem to translate over to digital

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Trying to come back to digital art is such a painful reminder of how bad I actually am at art despite all my years of trying so hard. It's really disappointing that with or without a reference none of my skills seem to translate over to digital

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A side of transid’s I’ve been hesitant to look into are the transabled ones, but I go onto the transid wiki and immediately find transcaneuser 😭
For context: a couple years ago I really wanted to get a cane because at the time I couldn’t really walk straight and thought it would help so I immediately thought of that
I've decided to deal with my mental bullshit by responding to every evil thought like I'm a middle aged soccer mom dealing with her toddlers.
"I'm gonna bash my head against a wall!!" (Don't do that, that's bad young lady, I'll take away your tablet)
"I don't wanna eat vegetables!!! Yucky!!!" (What about if I put cheese on them and give you a lollipop after)
"im gonna hit her because I'm mad!" (We don't hit. Why are you mad? Did she do anything wrong? Talk to her about it, and if she keeps being mean, tell an adult okay?)
"I'm gonna yell the meanest word I know in the middke of this grocery store!" (Why?) "I stubbed my toe." (What word) "Son of a butt" (I'll allow it)
it's all fun and games until the summer session at uni gets you.. rip my sleep schedule and any personal projects I was working on, see you soon friends
So... about the 50 followers special!
I have decided what to do and it is gonna be half of a surprise!!
All I am gonna say about it are 3 things
1. Clowns ( @clownsbug ) convinced me to make it Bendystraw
2. The designs are of my own AU that I may or may not post about in the future, so it may contain slight spoilers ig (I mean, do they even count if you have no context to nothing?)
3....... I hate Craps Tables sm (sneak peek)

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having an asthma attack while on a 14 hour roadtrip is not a good experience
0/10 would not reccomend
i love my story and my characters and I really want to publish but the problem is. I wrote it for me. which means I used tropes people rarely like, in a writing style I’ve seen a lot of people hate on, with characters that aren’t particularly lovable, and in a really odd interpretation of the genres that it technically falls into. not to mention im young and not very skilled. so now , at the point where I am over halfway done editing book 1, im second guessing myself and whether i should even try atp 💀