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I have taken so many prescription ssri's over the years and nothing made me feel better, i just felt like a zombie. My provider and i have just started with a new prescription and we took a new direction, not an ssri or an antipsychotic but an ndri. My biggest "problem" that ive wanted to address with medication management has been the ruminating thoughts and ive never found a medication that allowed me to experience even a few hours without obsessive worrying (over...everything? every waking moment?) Ive had several biopsychosocial assessments done over the years and ive been hit with a handful of diagnoses. GAD, OCD, Major Depression and PTSD. I agree with a couple, i disagree with a couple, but hey, im not the one with a credential behind my name yet.

As a result of constantly being worried i have a hard time focusing on things until i absolutely have to. My school assignments are all turned in on time but i usually complete them a couple hours, if that, before the due date. My provider said this new medication is sometimes used off label to treat ADD as a non stimulant option and heightens focus in most who use the medication...so at this point im sold on it. I can accomplish things like normal people can without freaking out all day? Sign me up ma'am. This medication is also used to aid in smoking cessation? Sign me up TWICE.

So flashforward to now, almost 3 weeks later on the medication and WOULDNT YA KNOW IT im not worry free, but god damn it i can be present in a moment without spending it concerned over another moment in my past or future for the first time in so many years. I think this must be what most other people feel like all the time. They can just...do things and deal with their concerns and obsessions when they have to be addressed, not ruminate hopelessly, daily.

I have picked up the unfortunate habit of smoking cigarettes again over the last few months and i kid you not, cigarettes never tasted good....but now the taste nearly makes me gag. Yesterday i went a whole day without nicotine from a cigarette or vaporizer and i didnt even realize it, i wasnt even trying. So maybe i wont rot from lung cancer by 60, idk. Baby steps and small victories right? My appetite is nearly non existent at this point which is A-OK by me but i do have to remind myself to at least nibble on something once a day or I'll end up lightheaded after a couple days of only water. Small price to pay.

As for my focus, i was able to complete 3 assignments in one night and turn them in a couple days early last week. I didnt force myself, i just kinda felt like it so why not. Never happens. I didnt feel like clawing my eyes out trying to stay focused. I was just focused. I buy adderall from others occasionally just to help me do papers for christ sake. Normal people can do homework without seeking out prescription meth on a regular basis, i nearly couldnt. My focus now isnt like...an adderall kind of focus...i just feel capable of doing my work without it. Small victory.

Idk, im just really excited because i think this medicine is already doing a lot of good in my life. I was so ready to just throw my hands up in the air because ive spent the last 4 years trying medications and never feeling like the medication was doing the things i actually wanted it to do. I would just isolate myself and sleep to make the time pass. Sure i didnt want to off myself, but i wasnt improving anything else that caused me to feel so miserable and hopeless in the first place.

Christ i didnt mean to write a novel but hey, if youre considering this medication or have just started it and want to hear the experience of others like I did, here's mine.

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I have vast experience using bupropion in many different formulations, routes of administration and with different combinations of drugs. Official bupropion is classified as a NDRI, a3b4, a4b2, and a1 nicotinergic antagonist. Its binding affinity of bupropion at the dopamine transporter are listed on a pubmed article as 526nM and 443nM, I'm not sure if they mean that on multiple studies the affinity was different, or are talking about bupropion and its main metabolite, hydroxybupropion. But for all intents and purposes, it is relatively weak binding to DA at around 500 nM. The inhibition of DA reuptake is most pronounced in the prefrontal cortex.

My first experiences with bupropion are getting prescribed it after multiple failed attempts at getting re prescribed amphetamine, and finally giving up after the most several doctors would do is script bupropion. Immediately I started researching possible recreational potential of the drug, only to be slightly dissapointed. This was around age 14. I remember the first time I snorted it, I achieved some sort of stimulant effect, slightly euphoric but nothing compared to MPH or AMP. It did cause music enhancement, but also a pretty strong restlessness which, ironically, made me crave chainsmoking cigarettes. So, ultimately, no big success on my first time. But over the course of around a week of being on bupropion, both snorting and taking orally, I began feeling amazing, so much energy and motivation. I began to to pushups compulsively, my father noticing my instant transformation from lazy fat fuck to manic exercising and was concerned. It went from a semieuphoric manic energy to a severe psychotic manic episode extremely fast. I remember being obsessed with taking apart computer peripherals to see what kind of recording equipment was inside, going deep into the heart of my computers files and checking for the tracking logs and secret government files. And I rushed from window to window to try to catch the cameramen before they hid from me. Overall, a by-the-book psychotic episode. This was my first, and only, ''true'' manic episode I've ever experienced. I've had bouts of snorting bupropion over the past few years, usually ending in dissapointment. After snorting (usually a xl pill) I felt the instant shards of glass sensation hit the back of my throat and spread to my head, feeling like my head was collapsing, having a bitter numb feeling in my mouth and uncomfortable stimulation. Most experiences were shitty but some were ok. I assume the reason why nearly all were terrible is due to my lack of taking tolerance breaks inbetween my drug abuse for a good 5 or 6 years, specifically dopaminergics. I NEVER gave my brain adequate time to reboot, restore or repair. This could also be why the last few months of my focalin runs (which I will get into in the future, as focalin was my main drug I used for years and bred many many interesting times) was filled with pure terror and adrenergic anxiety and no positive dopaminergic effects whatsoever. Same with my NDRA use towards the end.

Anyways, my abuse of all drugs stopped on 4/4/18, and didn't resume until atleast august of the same year. I spent months in multiple rehab centers, against my will, forced into the florida shuffle by the psych ward and my parents. Anyways, one good result of it is, the entire time, from 4/4 until now, 3/28, even when I was using drugs, I always had adequate restoration time and most of the time was spent in abstinence anyway, atleast from euphoriants. I did get off methadone in april and start back on subutex in november, which was ultimately a good decision. Other than that, I've been taking medicinal ativan, and recently, nardil, a MAOI antidepressant.

My use of bupropion started up again when I was in the psychward the last time, probably around... early december to mid january, my memory of that period is not that good. I ended up in a psychiatric facility after losing my shit from being in an abstinence based program for TOO LONG, I couldn't deal with the constant anxiety and pain and just flipped my fucking lid. Anyway, I was pretty damn miserable in that ward. One of the smallest, most cramped psychwards I've ever been to. But I did convice the doctor to put me back on wellbutrin. Out of pure boredom and hopeful curiosity, I snorted a 50mg tablet in my room. Instantly, something new. Straight up energy, motivation, with a lack of anxiogenesis. I wrote like a madman. Pharm and drug experiences, comics, journals, etc. I discovered my brain had healed to an extent over those few days of using bupropion.

After the ward I went to another abstinence facility, was homeless, multiple detoxes, back on subutex and ativan, homeless, 3 more detoxes, and then ending up here at this inpatient residential. All I have to say is, Bupropion has saved my life in recent times. Boredom, depression, lack of motivation, all crushed just by insufflating this would-be recreational stim. I could get into more detail but I feel like this is a decently structured report. What bupropion does, my initial experience with it, and future experiences, leading to a discovery of its potential. Well thats it suburban robots, this time lord is singing out

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