Hello! I'm redoing the intro post because we know more about ourselves now and it would be nice to organise this better (:
We are a very newly discovered system (Have been suspicious for a few months, but only really like, yesterday as of writing this, did we accept it...)
We don't really know our origin as of right now, probably some combination of endogenic-adaptive system-neurogenic-spontaneous system?
We're probably a median system, we're looking into willomancy (is that the correct term? I'm sorry if it isn't!) to create more alters, and we're monoconscious. We don't really have much internal communication, but a little does get through.
Other info under cut. (DNI, alter info, etc.)
DNI : No DNI, just no hate on anyone/thing.
No syscourse or shipcourse please, that isn't what this blog is for.
Other: Hi I'm here... Still sort of nervous about this... incredibly anxious but i think im beginning to accept it (the others being so nice tho does help <3)
Other: Is the original we thought was gone but turns out was just dormant. Likely because of stress or something. Won't be posting for now.
Bee -
Pronouns: She/her (they/them isn't too bad ig?)
Gender: Female
Orientation: Asexual + greyromantic + lesbian
Other: First introject!!! (Hell yeah) And only just appeared lol (Also yes I know my emoji is a frog and not a bee but the bee wasn't as cute as the frog soooo you gotta do what you gotta do)
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the nervous little guy - not a guy but Xeva fits perfectly otherwise
the guy who's really good at posting - probably Venus? Silver + Whisper + Void are pretty good tho as well ig, Venus just posts most with not too much fear but also caution lol
the fighter - Phoenix. Just full stop, Phoenix.
the sacrificial lamb - Void prob (sorry)
bob from accounting - probably Nothing One. just bcs.
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as a headmate, your boundaries around what topics you wish to engage in deserve to be respected. you and your system knows what is most appropriate and most helpful for you. not everyone experiences age the same way, that is absolutely fine and a known fact that systemhood is sometimes intertwined with. you have a right to be respected as who you are, and not what onlookers believe you should be.
Unidentified plurality is questioning plurality, having an entire discussion about it with your aspects, and collectively agreeing "yeah no we aren't plural."
(Denial is a river in Egypt)
my friends… this might be the most on-point ask we’ve gotten in the history of ever… HOW. Just HOW. -Dean
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Mundane plurality is just…doomscrolling w headmates in co-con. It’s nice, its like the same thing as doomscrolling with another person in a room except you see the same silly and dumb posts :)
Our alter Roslan likes watching reels about frogs with me. And the young version of our alter named Honor just generally enjoys scrolling with me (🌸)
we're monoconscious and dont really have seperate consciousnesses because of that, right?
and we don't really have any internal communication as well because of that
but the thing is, whoever is fronting, bcs we know each other so well ofc, can sorta 'imagine' what the others are saying? right? ig we're trying to create internal communication + more seperation between us, but something i just noticied is that whenever i do something like that and try and 'communicate' with the others...
there is some kind of headspace thing. just sort of like a black void rn, but...??
we thought we wouldn't have a headspace/innerworld but i think we might be able to <3
and also have more seperation between us which would be cool ig? idk if i'd personally like that but i think the others would soo im fine with trying to see if we can be more seperate. idk if it'll work or if it's possible but eh. besides. it's nice to not be alone.
It would definitely be a 'Consciousspace' (a headspace that only exists when thought about) tho lol
i love how we just have like. Very Specific Roles in our system. scp 049 fronts when the body is sick to take meds and rest. vale entertains us (which is just playing twisted wonderland half the time for them.) two of our headmates handle documents and phone calls. one organizes our planner. one just drinks monster and dresses up alt.
we also split fragments spontaneously almost daily to cope with things like chronic pain, overwhelm, procrastination, and lack of system communication. sometimes we even split someone who personifies a hobby or habit or coping mechanism because everything must have Some Guy behind it apparently
a blog weve been following (who were pretty sure isnt even a system) reblogged a post saying endos arent valid. we arent endo but it still hurt us and made us feel upset, especially since the post also said stuff about how "being a system is a horrible bad thing that you shouldnt want because it comes from trauma" (which along with being just untrue is a mentality that has harmed us and we are trying to grow out of). i want to send an ask explaining how that post is wrong but im not too good with words and i dont want to get misinterpreted or make the situation worse.
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