(this is a side blog btw!!!) i‘m a mostly digital artist, this is my cringe (but free) fandom account. i have a lot of little guys that i like to spin around in my head and those include
simon (iron lung), ramattra (overwatch), leon kennedy (resident evil), agnes digital (uma musume), manhattan cafe (uma musume)
if you like any of these guys youre awesome, and even if you don‘t you‘re probably awesome as well.
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if you‘re interested in a commission in my style it‘s like 20 bucks for almost everything send them to me on paypal and i’ll draw your blorbo with their cocks out or whatever you freaks like <3
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~★~★~★~ Previous Retry Now Themepack by: @.pyonakaa~★~★~★~
~★~★~★~Zanka dividers by: @.jirai-haruhiz (they're mine only though so don't go try to steal them, alright?)~★~★~★~
~★~★~★~Current Dazai theme by: me!!! (nf2u)~★~★~★
~♪~★~♪~嘘ついたら針千本 誓って~♪~★~♪~
いますぐ輪廻(Retry Now) - NAKISO
~★~About Me~★~
My name is Nico ★
Struggling Demiboy ★
I go by They/He pronouns and am not comfortable with any others ★
I am 14 (turning 15 this year on December 12th) ★
Tone tags appreciated ★
Jirai boy/Jirai Danshi (clarifying here since apparently some who used to follow me didn't support our inclusion in the community) ★
Fictionkin and platonic yumeshipper ★
Dollkin ★
Very friendly, feel free to send an ask just to talk or be friends! ★
Chronically Ill and possibly neurodivergent ★
Gothic Lolita/Ouji Fashion with a side of Jirai Kei ★
Timezone is GMT-4 ★
retrynowforme on Discord ★
Jirairetrystars on X/Twitter ★
My DMs are always open to chat ★
This blog is part of jiraiblr and landmineblr! ★
This is just a blog for me to directly voice my thoughts, feelings, and opinions but it's also a vent blog in its own right so, be very aware of this when you proceed!!! ★
I block freely even outside of DNI! ★
Block don't report!!! ★
Userboxes for my blog ★
~★~★~★~Backup account: @r3tryn0wf0rm3~★~★~★~
~★~Interests~★~
~★~★~Fandoms~★~★~:
Vocaloid (including Project Sekai) ★
Bungou Stray Dogs ★
OMORI ★
Puella Magi Madoka Magica ★
Moriarty the Patriot ★
The Case Study of Vanitas ★
Danganronpa ★
Minecraft (mostly ARGs) ★
Nanbaka ★
Alien Stage ★
Stars Align ★
Sk8 the infinity ★
Kamisama Kiss ★
What Remains of Edith Finch ★
Assassination Classroom ★
Hamilton ★
Gachiakuta ★
The Manipulated ★
The Black Phone ★
Project Hail Mary ★
Iron Lung ★
Death Note ★
Serial Experiments Lain ★
Alice in Borderland ★
Twisted Wonderland ★
Genshin Impact ★
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint ★
Trash of the Count's Family ★
Jujutsu Kaisen ★
MXTX works (Scum Villain's Self-Saving System, Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Heaven Official's Blessing...) ★
★~More+++ (Feel free to ask!)
~★~★~Hobbies~★~★~:
Writing ★
Reading ★
Arts and crafts ★
Drawing ★
~★~Fictionkins~★~
Dazai Osamu (BSD, PM ver., permashift, iffy with doubles) ★
Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta, permashift, iffy with doubles) ★
Kim Dokja (ORV, permashift, iffy with doubles but usually encouraged) ★
Kalim Al Asim (TWST, iffy with doubles) ★
Floyd Leech (TWST, iffy with doubles) ★
Gojo Satoru (JJK, iffy with doubles) ★
Cater Diamond (TWST, doubles are fine) ★
Keith Kogane (Voltron: Legendary Defender, doubles are fine) ★
Saiki Kusuo (Saiki K, doubles are fine) ★
Homura Akemi (PMMM, doubles are fine) ★
~★~Platonic Yumes~★~
Grim (TWST, son, sharing) ★
Lee Gilyoung (ORV, son, sharing) ★
Shin Yoosung (ORV, daughter, sharing) ★
Han Donghoon (ORV, son, sharing) ★
Biyoo (ORV, daughter, sharing) ★
~★~DNI List~★~
Racists/Xenophobics...
Zoophiles...
Pedophiles/MAPS...
Pro-contact paraphilias...
Homophobes, Transphobes, anything falling anywhere near that or just anti-LGBTQIA+...
Ableists...
Sexists, Misogynists, Misandrists...
Islamophobics, anti-Semitics...
Harmful/problematic TransIDs...
Radqueers...
~★~Tag Masterlist~★~
~★~•→Destiny kneel before me (normal posts ★)
~★~•→This mistake is so depressing (vent posts ★)
~★~•→Now entwine and become one with me! (asks received ★)
~★~•→I want you to be reborn again (asks made ★)
~★~•→I'll do so selfishly every time (reblogs ★)
~★~•→ My number one and only ( @your-coquette's mootie tag ★)
~★~•→✨🩷 anonnie (A, my first dedicated anon ★)
~★~•→🍮 anonnie (Mochi, my second ever dedicated anon ★)
~★~•→🥚 anonnie (Egg of Wisdom ?, my third ever dedicated anon ★)
~★Text Masterlist★~
This is Nico, turning idle!~★ (offline for school/xyz activity or irl thing but not asleep ★)
This is Nico, back online!~★ (online after school/xyz activity or irl thing that wasn't sleeping ★)
Your vision blurs as pain overwhelms you, gnawing at your every nerve and scorching your muscles in one, all-consuming sensation of pure agony. Consciousness slips from you, blocking your ability to hear the screams of distraught, the roar of rage and the promise of bloody, destructive revenge.
You are the renowned General of Kinbrold. You are known for your unerring judgement, compelling leadership, and masterly tactics – though you cannot say whether such commendation is deserved. After all, you are merely a shell after your first – and only – indiscretion in battle stole your memories.
DEMO
Three years later, your mind is tearing at it's seams. Your nights are plagued by terror, your days loomed by exhaustion and dread. Your thoughts work against you, thrashing like a caged beast in the confines of your skull. Perhaps that’s all you are – a beast satiated only by bloodshed.
To soothe the war waging inside yourself and the emerging conflict between two nations, you must determine where the truth begins and where it ends.
◈ Create your own character; select pronouns, gender identity and form a personality among other character-defining features.
◈ Form relationships with a variety of characters. Befriend, romance or antagonize six gender-selectable characters.
◈ Discover more about yourself; uncover your history and discover your future.
◈ Bring peace and prosperity or chaos and destruction. Whether your path is of tranquility or ruination is up to you!
Romance of Kinbrold
Morris/Mira, Royal Majesty of Kinbrold. Infamous for their cunning and scheming nature, M is a merciless leader. A trail of blood seems to follow their every choice, often by your hands. Many wonder whether you are merely a pawn in their games. Yet you know them as anything but ruthless.
Elric/Eloise, Lieutenant-General of Kinbrold. Aloof and stoic, E is as dutiful as they are paranoid. Their loyalty does not waver, though where – or more specifically, who – their allegiance is pledged to is unclear.
Alban/Annabelle, the Royal Majesty’s Servant. Bashful yet incredibly compassionate, A’s friendship does not need to be demanded or requested. Their steadfast devotion is always present, but you know there are secrets below their surface. After all, they’ve never been able to look you in the eye.
Romance of Locbraulm
Royce/Rose, Royal Majesty of Locbraulm. Many speak of R’s tender heart, though you have experienced anything but. In battle, their warriors are relentless and seem to target you. You believe R is much more sinister than what others believe, and they seem to be out to get you.
Conrad/Colette, Lieutenant-General of Locbraulm. Legends speak of C’s skillful battle tactics, though they have not been in combat for years. Recounted tales of C’s jovial personality and good humour led you to believe they are good. But they wronged you, and you can’t forgive them.
Orvyn/Orella, Mercenary Captain. Once a knight-errant and now a sword-for-hire, O is as spirited as they are unconventional. Equal parts charm and mystery, they move through the world untethered and unpredictable—and for reasons still unclear, you’ve captured their attention, for better or worse.
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. While it draws inspiration from historical themes and settings, it is not intended to be historically accurate.
Legacies: Realms Divided
Current Status: In Development (No Demo)
For a thousand years, the gods sent their messengers to guide the world. For a thousand years, the people prayed to be heard. But those prayers are no longer answered, and the world is wrought with filth.
You are a Wanderer, a member of a mercenary guild known for accepting any request for the right price.
And all is not right in the Kingdom of Valoria. What you thought would be a simple escort turns into an ambush that leaves you separated from your partner in foreign lands.
You quickly realize all is not what it seems in this beautiful kingdom.
Now on the trail of your missing partner, you roam the capital city in search of more than just answers. In a city where whispers travel faster than secrets can be buried and loyalties are bought by the hour, every choice you make may shape the fate of a kingdom already beginning to fracture.
✦ Play as the Wanderer - Customize your name, gender, sexuality, appearance, personality, skills, background, and more as the story develops.
✦ With a main cast of five characters to romance, befriend, or rival through your journey, with the possibility of having a few flings along the way.
✦ Immerse yourself in a fantasy world where your actions have an impact on others and the world around you in ways both visible and invisible.
Erika/Eric Caddel (same gender as mc) - Your Partner
Age: 26 | Height: 5'11 (m) 5'6 (f) | Hair: Red | Eyes: Green | Skin: Pale |
The guildmember you were paired with when you first became a Wanderer. They have gotten you out of trouble more than once and remain a reliable ally to this day.
Maria Moore (she/her) - The Priestess
Age: 24 | Height: 5'3 | Hair: Mouse Brown | Eyes: Brown | Skin: Beige |
More Information: TBD
Alice Briarwood (she/her) - The Gilded Rose
Age: 23 | Height: 5'5 | Hair: Black | Eyes: Grey | Skin: Fair |
More Information: TBD
Cedric Novacane (he/him) - The Ice Prince
Age: 26 | Height: 6'1 | Hair: Light Blond | Eyes: Light Blue | Skin: Pale |
More Information: TBD
Willias (he/him) - The Freedom Fighter
Age: 22 | Height: 5'10 | Hair: Dark Brown | Eyes: Hazel | Skin: Tan |
More Information: TBD
(ROs can be romanced by both male and female Wanderers.)
Notice: Some characters may be harder or easier to romance based on the Wanderer's gender, personality, and background.
This story will contain the following topics
Reader discretion is advised.
Blood and Violence
Character Deaths
Classism and minor Sexism
Political and Religious Conflicts
(More warnings will be added as the story develops)
If you've made it this far, thanks for sticking around. While this game is still in its early stages of development, please feel free to ask any questions you'd like, and I will do my best to answer them.
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This is indigemisia - bridging the gap in language to describe anti-indigenous oppression, colonialism and racism.
I saw that there was a lack of language aside from "anti-indigeneity" when describing the colonial forces that impact Indigenous peoples all over the globe. Indigenous struggles are erased - and glossed over. Colonialism, the genocide of Native Americans and other Indigenous people around the globe along with forced assimilation, displacement, etc. is hardly talked about anymore. This is why I'm suggesting that we use "indigemisia" to call out anti-indigeneity.
Indigemisia defines hatred/bigotry towards Indigenous peoples. So what does Indigemisia include?
Colonialism and enforcing colonial norms. (I.E. Modern colonial gender roles/identities, colonial dietary norms, modern health & beauty standards, modern colonial sex categories, etc.)
Indigenous erasure. (Bloodquantum. Telling Indigenous peoples that we are "white." Erasure of racism that an Indigenous person might face regardless of skin tone. "The Bering Land Bridge Theory." Rhetoric that states Indigenous people are not truly Indigenous to our lands due to migration thousands of years ago. "Everyone is indigenous to earth" rhetoric. Americacentrism; dismissal of Indigenous peoples around the globe such as Indigenous Europeans, Indigenous Asians along with other Indigenous groups. "Aliens built the pyramids/ancient cities" conspiracy, etc.)
Colorism and featurism. (Disparaging the appearance of Indigenous people due to 'ethnic features' that some of us may have. Rhetoric that suggests brown and dark-skinned Indigenous people are "dirty" or lesser than. Excluding dark-skinned and mixed Black Indigenous people from indigenous spaces. (This is also antiblackness.) etc.)
Cultural appropriation. (Identifying with sacred identities and names coming from Indigenous groups that you do not belong to. Claiming to have "Spirit / Totem Animals." "Transnative / Transindigenous" along with "Exonative / Exoindigenous" or any similar identification. "Smudging..." You're literally just smoke cleansing. Buying white sage from colonial retailers. Wearing our traditional clothing as a costume. etc.)
Glorification of colonialism. (Practicing/Celebrating "Thanksgiving." This is a holiday built off of the genocide of Native Americans. Listen to Natives when we say that it is to be referred to as National Day of Mourning. Celebrating "Columbus Day." It's Indigenous Peoples day. Sentiments that thank colonialism for things such as food, clothing, housing, technology, modern invention, etc.)
This is not an exhaustive list, just some examples. There are many ways that indigemisia can present.
In addition to "indigemisia," I am proposing the following to discuss the intersection of indigemisia with other forms of bigotry:
"Indigemisogyny" - The intersection of indigemisia with misogyny.
"Queerindigemisia" - The intersection of indigemisia with queermisia/"queerphobia."
"Transindigemisia" - The intersection of indigemisia with transmisia/"transphobia."
"Transindigemisogyny" - The intersection of indigemisia with transmisia/"transphobia" and misogyny.
"Interindigenism" - The intersection of indigemisia with intersexism.
"Interindigemisogyny" - The intersection of indigemisia with intersexism and misogyny.
"Indigeableism" - The intersection of indigemisia with ableism.
"Indigefetishism" - A form of anti-Indigenous discrimination that dehumanizes and treats Indigenous people as if we are merely objects of pleasure.
"Whoreindigemisia" - The intersection of puritanicalism with anti-Indigenous racism. Especially against Indigenous sex workers.
"Indigenoirism" - The intersection of antiblackness with anti-Indigenous racism. This could be used to describe racism towards Indigenous people who are mixed race Black individuals, or racism towards Black people as an Indigenous people and African Diaspora.
"Fatindigemisia" - The intersection of fatmisia and anti-Indigenous racism. (Inspired by @this-is-fatnoirism!)
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Indigemisists, racists (those who are also antiblack, anti-asian, etc.), antisemites, islamomisists, zionists and anti-doikaytists will be blocked on sight. Those who support the USSR or are uncritical of Marx's history of anti-indigeneity or antisemitism will be blocked. If you try to argue with me about it, you will be blocked. Ecofascists will be blocked. Those who are anti-landback will be blocked. If you think you can identify as a race/ethnicity that is not congruent with your body or lived experience, you will be blocked.
I can and will block you for any reason. This is not an exhaustive list.
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About the admin:
Hi, you can call me Doe! I am a mixed race Native Jew+ living in the south. I am intersex, intergender (interfemme), transfemme, androgynos, and indigequeer. I am not cis. You may use shi/hir pronouns when referring to me.
I am a Doikaytist and believe in Jewish "hereness" opposed to an ethnostate. Landback includes freeing Palestine.
