Skaian Glow

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

You know that thing would eat you if you died, right? *pointing to the false image of you that others perceive*

u know gummy worms right. u know candy cigarettes right. they need to make candies that look like wires and extension cords and stuff so rabbitgirls can chew on them

friendship addicts will be like “i just need one more hit of your infectious laughter and zest for life”

This bird experiences a world that we can barely interperet

how to keep going for beginners

Worry about it kitten

ex best friends are just. i will never love anyone the way i loved you. you hurt me so much in a way only you could. i still think about you on your birthday and wish i could be there celebrating with you. i hate that things ended the way they did. i don’t think anyone will ever understand me like you did. i miss our inside jokes. i’ll never forget you and i wish all of the dreams we talked about come true for you. i hope i never hear anything about it. i miss you. i never want to see you again.

honestly the impact of frustration is seriously underestimated. like as an emotion i think it's not seen as intense as anger or despair or even joy or excitement. and yet being frustrated is the quickest route to meltdown. for me at least. there's something about how it's just got nowhere to go that makes it so overwhelming and unpleasant. and it gives you just contradictory responses to the situation can do you keep trying, do you get angry, do you cry and get upset do you throw up like what

My teachers called frustration "a mild term for anger and helplessness combined." Those are not minor feelings on their own, I'm not sure why people speak as though they soften each other when it's more of a coke and mentos situation.

Hey does any else low-key hate the "every trans person has their public simple gender and then the secret 'real' gender that's more complex and genderfucky than The Cis can comprehend" thing

My public gender is woman and my 'real' gender is woman, but deeper and realer than anyone wants to let me be

Like idk there were a lot of cis ppl that were far more comfortable with me when I was claiming genderfuckiness and being neatly slotted as their GBF or a freak but only started getting weird when I unapologetically claimed my womanhood

might cancel my healing journey and listen to my demons instead