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The problem with giving advice to angry and suffering people is that rather frequently the thing they need to know to improve their position is the last thing they want to hear and not something they have the capacity to internalize or accept
Unfortunate truths you can tell people that would help if they could hear what it means and not just what it sounds like
You were the victim, and it wasnāt fair, but itās over now. Nobody came to save you, and Iām sorry, but itās too late for anyone to go back and do it different.
Youāre suffering over something that cannot be resolved. Youāre allowed to feel angry, or outraged, or betrayed, but there will eventually come a time that you donāt feel that so violently anymore, and youāre going to want to have something good left to go back to.
You canāt make anyone love you the way you need to be loved. Thatās how a lot of good things end. Not with a clear sign, something blocking the road that says ādo not proceedā, just a splitting of the path thatās still moving somewhat in the same direction.
You canāt fix them. Nothing you can do will fix them. And if they fix themselves, they canāt do it for you- they have to do it for themselves as well, because otherwise a day may come when theyāre alone, and as long as they live, they are their only true constant. So you can support, and you can encourage, but the hardest part is up to them. And sometimes they canāt do it even with your help.
Sometimes letting go of someone feels like mourning at their funeral before theyāve died, and every time you see them after itās like talking to a ghost that doesnāt know itās dead. Sometimes that happens. Youāll both still wake up tomorrow anyways.
I understand that youāre afraid, and that youāre afraid for good reasons. And I understand that being brave isnāt as easy as just turning that fear off, and you would if you could in a heartbeat. But the thing is, as long as that fear is able to dictate your choices, it will have power over you. If you donāt believe you can try to fight it, if you accept that it will always be in charge, you let the frightening thing stay present in your life. It will exist as long as you stay paralyzed. And that sounds cruel, but it isnāt something anyone can fix for you.
The person you may let yourself become after experiencing the terrible thing may very well grow into a much bigger, much more terrible thing, and someday it will swallow the first terrible thing whole. And all that will be left is something far worse for someone else. And you will not be able to shrink it down by explaining where it came from, because terrible things that are dead and gone are never as terrible as terrible things that are alive right now in front of you.
No matter how much or how little I love you, I still do not have the ability to help you the way you need to be helped. I might be the helper you want, but I am not a helper you can get. If you are to be helped at all, you will need to accept that it will come from someone else.
If anyone goes out of their way to find this user and harass them, please know thatās shitty behaviour and I will be deeply disappointed, but I think they really helped to underline number 8 in a way I wished Iād known to consider of others years ago
If you read this whole thing and found yourself angry, if you thought to yourself āI know that, and it doesnāt help. I know that, and Iām still suffering. I know that, Iāve heard that, Iāve been told that before, over and over and over again, by people who arenāt listening who donāt understand, who donāt get it, and Iām still hurting, still tired, still in pain, still suffering, and this isnāt something a handful of pithy words from some asshole who isnāt here and present and walking in my shoes suffering what Iām suffering from can fix. I know all of this and it changes nothingā, I want you to know:
Yeah. That was me, too. I sat at the bottom of a miserable pit that I didnāt even dig while a bunch of detached, emotionally unavailable jackasses who werenāt helping even a little yelled all this down at me, like just saying it hard enough or making me hear it as though I wasnāt already a hundred percent aware and still hurting anyways would magically solve all my problems and it didnāt. Like I was some whiny little rat with a victim complex looking for the easy way out and not the survivor of something awful doing their goddamn best to keep going, scraping by on the skin of their fucking teeth.
Every single note on this list is something someone told me at the exact wrong time, that made me want to scream and cry and smash a goddamn brick over their head because āI already know that, you fucking asshole, and it doesnāt change anything, so fucking help me or piss the hell off.ā
Thatās why I wrote the list.
Itās everything I needed to know that I already knew, that only made me feel worse, and didnāt help me improve anything at all even a little bit until I experienced the exact right circumstances that made them click the exact right way and allowed me to say it to myself and feel only a sense of, āokay yeah, I get it now.ā
Itās not something I would ever directly say to someone in a time of crisis, but itās all stuff I learned and needed to learn while I was that person.
You get what I mean?
The difference between knowing and internalizing, the difference between hearing the pain is temporary when youāve broken a bone and KNOWING the pain is temporary after its healed, is that you KNOW, but youāre still not done experiencing the part that makes it true and real and meaningful.
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As Above, So Below: Dottore, the Hanged Man, and V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
Or, Part III of Why I Think Dottore Is Coming Back (Part I, Part II)
Everywhere I look, I see Dottore so, when Qiqi drew The Hanged Man in her Witchās Revelation, I had thoughts about Barbelothās interpretation:
It symbolizes transcendence and waiting, and also detachment from the everyday world.
I want to use the Lunar Arcanum to elaborate on Dottoreās connections to alchemical transcendence.
Specifically, I connect the card to V.I.T.R.I.O.L., an alchemical acronym that translates to visit the interior of the earth and, by rectifying, you will find the hidden stone. By literally and metaphorically surrendering in the heart of the world, Zandik achieves spiritual transcendence, paving the way for his eventual rebirth.
TL;DR
Dottore is narratively and visually linked to the Hanged Man
In Tarot, the Hanged Man represents enlightenment derived from a unique ability to view the world from different perspectives
Upright, the Hanged Man is associated with wisdom, sacrifice, and trials. Reversed, it symbolizes selfishness, apathy ,and stalling
In the Major Arcana, the Hanged Man is associated with the 3 and 4 of alchemy through sulfur (symbolizing fire and the soul)
V.I.T.R.I.O.L. is part of Azoth, the beginning and end of all matter
35 is Omega because he is the end of Dottore and the renewed beginning of a Zandik free of fate
The Hanged Man in the Lunar Arcana
Iām not the first person to point out the connections between Dottore and the Hanged Man Lunar Arcanum. Theories have circulated even before Nod-Krai, but 6.6 made the associations explicit, not only through its narrative themes but also its visual imagery.
As the Exalted Master of the Heretical Path, Dottore destroys the foundations on which he stands at the end of the boss fight. Heāalong with the Traveler, Wanderer, and Nahidaāthen tumble through the centre of Irminsul, which mirrors the shape of a broken, inverted tower, just as we see on the card.
We can also read the chains on the card as symbols for the constraints imposed upon him by the fact that heās a Segment. As he says:
A soul living forever in the past inevitably holds different views than he did in his later years. The same thing that completes me also restricts me.
Barbelothās dialogue with Qiqi illustrates that the Hanged Manās shackles have multiple metaphorical meanings:
Barbeloth: There are shackles that bind you, but you yourself have no desire to break free from them.
Qiqi: Shackles... Do you mean... my orders?
Barbeloth: At least on the surface, you wouldn't be wrong to understand things in such a way.
Itās worth noting that Qiqi, like Dottore, is a split soul. Zibaiās anecdote, The Adeptus Arts, Once More, tells us Qiqi has had her Three Deadly Selves severed, and only one remains in her body. I donāt believe itās a coincidence that characters who have severed their souls into multiple perspectives are associated with the Hanged Man.
The cardās description also fits Dottoreās pursuit of truth:
The path where "strength" is sacrificed for "human wisdom",
Is that of the "Hanged Man" who seeks to glimpse the mysteries of the demonic heavens hanging from the white tree.
Though the intelligence that mortals grasp is flawed,
It cannot be said to be false.
Quite the opposite, for reflected in his inverted eyes,
Is a pure truth illuminated beneath infinite brilliance.
The white tree is, of course, Irminsul. By infiltrating it, Dottore is able to comprehend what the Heavenly Principles have done to Teyvat. He sacrifices his physical body for unprecedented access to knowledge.
The Hanged Man in the Major Arcana
The cardās Major Arcana counterpart depicts a man suspended by his right foot from the World Tree or Tree of Wisdom, the roots of which descend into the underworld while the branches support the heavens. (In Genshin, Irminsul upholds the Heavenly Principlesā fate system.)
While this image sounds a little gruesome, the manās serene expression demonstrates that heās there because he wants to be. As such, hanging isnāt punishment or retribution; itās surrender.
I see your halo and gravity-defying red tails.
In traditional portrayals, the Hanged Man is shown wearing red pants and a blue shirt. Perhaps itās a stretch, but I wonder if Datattoreās design is meant to allude to this. The Hanged Man also wears a golden halo behind his head which represents enlightenment derived from his unique ability to view the world from a different perspective.
This ability is central to Dottoreās character and, arguably, the source of his power. As he explains in 3.2:
A long time ago, I made a major decision in hopes of preserving all my perspectives of how I observed the world.
Observation is the first step of any experiment, but observing the current world doesn't satisfy me. It lacks an important dimensionāthat of time.
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With my abilities, it's only a matter of time until I find better "perspectives."
The search for manifold and better perspectives is foundational to who Dottore is as a character. The game conveys this idea narratively and mechanically. Because the Hanged Man is upside-down on the card, it follows that heās right-side-up when the card is reversed. Genshin plays with this inversion several times through the Nod-Krai story arc, not only by flipping Dottore but by rotating the camera itself.
The Hanged Man effectively represents those who see the world differently, and we know Dottore is one of a small few who sees the world for what it truly is. He hints at this truth when he presents the Traveler with the scenario of the World-As-Dream, but the Traveler dismisses it as āpure sophistry.ā
Of course, I donāt believe weāre supposed to align with the Traveler here. As the game constantly reminds us, itās the madmen and heretics who understand the truth.
I know Dottore has done some truly messed up shit and Iām not trying to say the ends justify the means, but these descriptions paint him as deeply sympathetic when we think about how intelligence (ahem, especially when one is neurodivergent) has historically been pathologized and scapegoated when it speaks truth to power.Ā Ā
Reading the Card: Other Important Meanings
Beyond perspective, there are a number of other salient interpretations in Tarot readings. Upright, the Hanged Man is associated with wisdom, sacrifice, and difficult trials (also known as a crucible). Reversed, the card symbolizes selfishness, apathy, and stalling.
The Hanged Man contends that sacrifice is necessary for progress. In addition to the obvious sacrifice of his death, I read Dottoreās tendency to play the villainās part as a personal sacrifice; he is willing to forgo being understood by others in exchange for understanding the world.
Reversed, the Hanged Man also symbolizes stalling as a tactic for suspending action, and Dottore is constantly stalling. In the Moonttore boss fight, he toys with the Traveler & Co., prolonging the fight so that the World Formula can finish calculating because he wants Columbina to become a god (even if no one else recognizes his plan). His 75% HP line is āGood, keep it up. I'm still collecting data.ā
In 6.6, he asks Pantalone to stall the Sumeru crew. Pantalone replies with a ludicrously tongue-in-cheek āyouāre really asking for the moon hereā and proceeds to recount a story about stalling for time by confessing oneās sins before a sentencing.
While stalling can indicate fear or indecision, it can also symbolize wisdom and circumspection. Reversed, the Hanged Man is a catalyst for action upon reflection, a way of planning for transformation.
In summary, the Hanged Man symbolizes enlightenment through surrender with both the upright and reversed cards signifying the need for different perspectives.
Alchemy and the Arcana
Tarot and alchemy have a long, overlapping history, and there are many esoteric interpretations of the Major Arcana. In readings of the Hanged Man, we find two of our favourite Dottore-related numbers, 3 and 4, revealed in the triangle of the manās arms and the cross of his legs.
Together these shapes form the symbol of sulfur, one of the Tria Prima or three primes. In alchemy, sulfur represents the combustible element (fire) and, by allegorical extension, the soul.
While we lose the shape of this silhouette in the Lunar Arcana, these themes are baked into the associations between the Hanged Man and transcendence, which Barbeloth voices in her reading for Qiqi.
But, in exchange for the 3 and 4 shaped out of the manās limbs, the Lunar Arcana gives us something even more compelling. If we look closely at the Hanged Manās shirt, we find a 7-pointed star, a symbol not entirely unlike the esoteric illustration of V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
In my first essay on Dottore and alchemy, I included an illustration of a famous alchemical diagram, a woodcut initially published circa 1613 in a foundational alchemical text titled Azoth by pseudonymous author Basilius Valentinus.
The diagram shows the alchemist surrounded by the 3 prime materials (sulfur/soul, mercury/spirit, salt/body) and the 7 steps of alchemy with the image of the 7-pointed star. In some illustrations, the most downward point is exaggerated as it is on the Hanged Man card.
Each step on the cycle has a word written on it, which gives us the alchemical acronym V.I.T.R.I.O.L.:
Interiora Terrae Rectificando Invenies Occultum Lapidem
If we translate the Latin text literally, we get:
visit the interior of the earth and, by rectifying, you will find the hidden stone
But we can also arrive at a more nuanced understanding of its spiritual meaning with a few translation notes:
Interiora: in addition to meaning inside, this word can also be translated as visceraāthe interior of a person, or their heart
Terrae: means Earth, but it was frequently used as a metaphor for man, an association derived from Hebrew where the word man, Adam, plays on Adamah, meaning earth
Rectificando: most obviously translates as rectify, but it can also mean purify. If we look at the etymological building blocks, we get rĆØctus (straight) and ficĆ re (to do), meaning āto make right.ā
Invenies: is often translated as find, but the Latin can also mean to obtain, achieve, or arrive at
So, a more metaphorical meaning is:
visit the heart of oneās self and, by making right, you will achieve enlightenment
In the Crucible of Causality, we watch as Dottore is drawn into the flames by his other selves. The video description explains:
Where countless broken souls converge, he shall hear the verdict of his own soul.
V.I.T.R.I.O.L. is an enticement to surrender and look inwards. Dottore takes this call literally when he ventures into the centre of Irminsul, but he also follows it metaphorically when he confronts the judgement of his soul. At the intersection of the two, he can reach enlightenment.
Azoth and the Path back from Dottore to Zandik
I mentioned that V.I.T.R.I.O.L. first appeared in a text called Azoth. But what is azoth?
In alchemy, Azoth is the essential agent of transformation. It is the beginning and the end. It is raw matter and purified output. Paracelsus, our renaissance alchemist buddy who gave us the Tria Prima, believed Azoth was the universal medicine capable of curing all ills. In the Kabbalah (from which Genshin draws extensively), itās the Ultimate Substance. Azoth is the Universal Solvent and the Elixir of life.
Azoth is alchemy itself.
The word has contested origins with one proposal saying it began as azoc from the Arabic al-zÄ'bÅ«q (meaning mercury). But esoteric interpretations hold that it is be made up of three pairs of letters from the Latin, Greek, and Hebrew alphabets:
In all three cases, these letters correspond to the first and last of their respective alphabets where the first symbolizes the initial state of matter and the last corresponds to the completion of transmutation. Itās a tidy alchemical allusion for how, as the ultimate substance, azoth is the beginning and the end of all things.
As is often the case, Genshin is clever in their naming. Dust of Azoth is:
A device that can transmute elemental Ascension Materials.
And so the question of Azoth and names leads me to Omega.
The End Becomes the Beginning; As Above, So Below
Quick recap: alchemical transmutation and the Hanged Man contend that enlightenment requires surrender. In alchemy, transmutation begins with calcinationāheating metal over flame. The corresponding metaphor in analytic psychology is that transcendence begins with ego death through the severing of attachment. Or, in Barbelothās words detachment from the everyday world. Through surrender, one emerges with a greater understanding of the self and the universe.
While playing through 3.X, I often wondered why the Segment we meet in Sumeru is the Omega build when Omega is the last letter of the alphabet. I would have assumed the Omega build would have been the oldest among the Segments. But, of course, I was being too literal.
35 is Omega because he is the end of Dottore. And, since the end is the beginning, his death will be the catalyst for Zandikās return. Three years ago, the game told us this specific model would be the final step in Zandikās transformation. My contention is that it wonāt be the selfish Omega soul-fragment who returns but Zandik as the purified whole.
Another foundational alchemical principle is as above, so below, a phrase originating from the Emerald Tablet attributed toāwait for itāHermes Trismegistus (hi Barbeloth). The idea here is that the universe and the human experience are foils for one another. Change oneās spiritual nature (below) and change the world (above). By extension, change the world (burn Irminsul), and change oneself (purify Zandik and restore him, now freed from the shackles of Fate).
Surrender, Rebirth, and the Cycles of Time
In the Witchās Revelation quest, Barbeloth says to Qiqi:
As for your future, all you need to do is wait. Of course, itās not like you lack for time.
Time is a running theme for Dottore. Heās frustrated by his inability to study the dimension of time. He and Pantalone need more time. He tells the Traveler he has all the time in the world in 6.3, but 6.6 is all about time running out. Is it really running out? Or has he found his answer in surrendering to it?
To achieve alchemical transcendence, one has to begin from a place of surrender. In the Major Arcana, the Hanged Man chooses surrender, conducting his energy downward into his illuminated mind. He does not climb the tree. He descends from it.
In the Lunar Arcana, the Hanged Man doesnāt hang at all. He falls.
Dottore falls with intention. With purpose. He shatters the foundation of Irminsul and surrenders to the fall while the Traveler, Wanderer, and Nahida hold onto each other to prevent their descent. Consider, Dottore is already in the flames by the time he reaches up for the Traveler('s power). Heās not there because the Traveler or Nahida put him there. He put himself there. After all, the hands that reach for him are his own.
Dottoreās deaths are deliberate. Moontorre dies so that he can infiltrate Irminsul. Datattore plunges into the heart of the world. Dottore admits to having a hand in Zandikās death so he could perfect the Elixir for Pantalone. And, of course, he killed his fellow Segments. Sacrifice after sacrifice, surrender after surrender.
And now that heās in the interior of the earth and can rectify with the other portions of his soul, he can obtain enlightenment and be reborn.
Bonus: Capitano as the Way Out (Maybe???)
One of the theories Iāve been tossing around is that Capitano will eventually pave Dottoreās way out of the Leylines.
Die and be transformed with Christ is the central journey of Christian faith where the crucifixion represents the ultimate form of spiritual transmutation. Sacrifice and resurrection are woven through the Christ story, and Capitano has been set up as this Jesus figure who shepherds souls and sacrifices himself for humanity.
Most clearly, we see this inĀ his Fatui symbol of the three nails, which mystics viewed as a representation of the Holy Trinity and a symbol for the 3 alchemical principles (sulphur/soul, mercury/spirit, salt/body).
Capitano bringing Dottore back would also fit the imperative of the commedia dellāarte where all stock characters must be returned to the stage (alive) by the end of the performance, no matter how dire things look before that.
I've had so many thoughts about 35's long-term goal, and this hits on so many of those points!
As always, I can't help but bring Dottore's Mahayana philosphy into things, because it's clearly such a throughline for the character, but also - like all this alchemy - equal parts deeply spiritual and linked to his ultimate goals both for the world and for himself.
Prajnaparamitopadesa To Quell Seven Calamities was the first direct link we got to Dottore's canonical Buddhist philosophy. In short, the title of his Nod-Krai boss theme means something like "A Prajnaparamita-based proposal on overthrowing the Heavenly Principles' world model" - the "seven calamities" is referencing Hymns Of The Far North's title for the Heavenly Principles, Lord of Seven Calamities. And prajnaparamita is an aspect of the Mahayana branch of Buddhism, specifically outlining the path to becoming a bodhisattva, a world-saviour who foregoes individual ascencion to instead remain in the samsaras of suffering to help liberate others and guide them to Nirvana.
This goal is referred to multiple times in game dialogue and quest titles - throughout him talking with Traveler in Nod-Krai, the Field of Binding Nirvana in Irminsul in 6.6 - there's even the Nirvana Engine of Shouki No Kami, which he also contructed.
Dottore's ultimate goal is to save the world and everyone in it. When he speaks of the world being rotten and decaying, of the new world he will create, of being a creator-god, he isn't boasting - he is stating his truth. He immediately confirms as much when Pantalone asks him directly during their private talk in Surasthana - was your promised new world a lie? No, it never was.
Even his 6.6 boss description speaks of him "being unwilling - or perhaps unable" to liberate the whole world alongside himself.
The lyrics to Prajnaparamitopadesa make it very clear it's the latter. "I alone shall liberate. Rejoice! A new world is born."
Speaking of Omega's introduction scene - the very first thing Dottore does upon our first time meeting him is staging a scenario where the Akasha-hypnotized people of Sumeru lovingly greet "a hero who just saved the world". Ow.
The other aspect of Mahayana, aside from the world-saviour aspect, is the fascinating philosophy of Possibility.
According to the Mahayana philosophy, "all dharmas are devoid of essence". Meaning, simplified, that if nothing we believe to be real is actually defined and true and concrete, if existence and nonexistence are the same, then everything could be anything. This is what he means when he repeatedly talks about the process of experimentation being more important than the result - to never stagnate in fixation on a single goal, but always grasping and shaping that Possibility.
The Madman's Restraint boss drop mentioned above also references that philosphy - "Yet believing that all things, whether they exist or not, can be contained within reason may itself be another form of lunacy. The madman sees through reason's cunning, and in his world, all things are permitted."
Interestingly, you get a lot of Mahayana symbolism and dialogue in the Temple of Space, which we know has a major overlap with Dottore (Segment Domain Tau?). So. š§
Dottore's influence on the Hyperborean phantoms spotted š
It's also what makes his and Nahida's farewell conversation so bittersweetly final. "Indeed. I can see no further outcomes," he says. No more Possibilities, no more fault tree branches or contingencies - for 35, the one single remaining path is nearing its end.
I wholly believe everything we've seen Dottore do since he first appeared has been (more or less, no matter how meandering) leading up to this point, to the Crucible.
As he tells Pantalone, to be a segment is to be "frozen in time", containing a split shard of soul. Unchanging, unable to change. For someone like Dottore, who rages against all restrictions, how is that different from the shackles of Fate?
Only by smelting all those fragments together in that primal flame can he hope to rise as something whole again - a real person, able to grow, change.
Which gives this exchange a very different meaning. Are they talking about the world? Of course. But also about Dottore.
As the Staff of Homa's lore says:
Those who have passed, unable to bear deep sadness, but who have since become shrouded by ill karma and calamity,
They shall be reduced to ashen butterflies in this flame, and receive relief from their misfortunes and hurts.
As for the doctor who lit those countless flames, legend has it that they, too, were reduced to smoke in the shape of a lovely butterfly.
Though these rites have been forgotten over time and with the coming of peace,
Those with fire in their hearts can still hear these whispered words from flickering flames when they find themselves faced with an imposing darkness:
"Only an unbound flame can purify this world."
"Whole and shining like the moon" Prajnaparamitopadesa describes Dottore's new promised world. And dare I infer, his new, yearned-for made-whole Self.
35 has come here and completed his creation, and he does not regret it.
The most selfish segment, the one most yearning for a self, accepts the price of self-sacrifice and death of self in the hope that something else, something better may rise from the ashes to see the dawn of a world where Fate's shackles have loosened, humanity has taken control of Aaru, Sumeru is united and the Trilune goddess holds authority to rival the Heavens.
Once again @silvysartfulnessās insights and analyses of Dottore and his Mahayana philosophy are unparalleled. Do the ends always justify the means? Certainly not. But, for all Dottoreās talk of selfishness, everything from curing Eleazar to attempting to rewrite Irminsulās Rules has been part of his relentless pursuit of a world liberated from Fate.
@millionwaters wrote a brilliant theory linking Hroptatyr, Dottore, and Pantalone via narrative and thematic motifs. Itās an excellent analysis, and I highly recommend going to check it out.
When I read it, another piece clicked into place to support the Hanged Man and self-sacrifice theories: the idea that heās playing Hroptatyrās part the same way he talks about playing the villainās part. We see this in how he hangs from the world tree and plucks out his eye(s) the way Odin does in exchange for knowledge. Hroptatyr is, of course, an Old Norse name for Odin.
TL;DR
Dottore gains knowledge by making the same sacrifices as Odin; he is the Hanged Man and the one-eyed monster
Odin makes his sacrifices in exchange for wisdom to try to prevent Ragnarƶk, the fated end of the world
Dottore may be trying to find a different way to free humanity by burning the shackles of fate in contrast to Fimbulvetr, the everwinter that serves as a prelude to Ragnarƶk
The rift between Harbinger factions may stem from the opposition between Pierro and Hroptatyr; the Traveler will have to make a choice
Playing Odinās Part
In Norse mythology, Odin hangs himself from the World Tree for nine days in pursuit of knowledge. In 6.6, Pantalone uploads the remainder of Dottoreās soul into Irminsul, where Dottore then destroys its foundations and follows the path of the Hanged Man in his descent.
In Norse mythology, Odin sacrifices one of his eyes at the Well of Mimir in exchange for learning the hidden truths of the Nine Realms. This sacrifice isnāt unprovoked. Mimir specifically demands his eye as an offering, and Odin plucks it out without hesitation to gain wisdom Interestingly, Mimirās name is also connected to memory.
In 3.2, meanwhile, Nahida demands Dottoreās Segments in exchange for the Gnosis he has come for. Like Odin, he accepts. But he tells her:
what you request of me is like plucking out the eyes I have placed in the dimension of time.
In Nahidaās fairy tale, the Dottore monster is also portrayed having only one eye. From stripped down models, we also know that, under his mask, Dottore has a faceplate with a single red āeye.ā
Odin shows us that knowledge requires self-sacrifice. Odin is also not a universally āgoodā dude. Pick any section of the Old Norse Prose Edda or Poetic Edda and youāll find a lot of moral ambiguity. Odinās heroism comes in part from how he is willing to pay these prices in exchange for knowledge and wisdom as he attempts to prevent the catastrophic, world-ending event of Ragnarƶk.
Ragnarƶk or, An Everwinter without Mercy (?)
Ragnarƶk, also known as the Twilight of the Gods, is a series of foretold events that culminate in the world burning and then being submerged in water, after which a new, purified world can rise and be rebuilt.
The prelude to Ragnarƶk is Fimbulvetr, a succession of three harsh winters with no summer in between. In other words, the everwinter is a harbinger of the end of the world. Pun intended.
From early leaks, we heard the Harbingers occupy different factions. I believe the original language was conservative vs. radical (eyeing Pantaloneās remark about Dottore in 6.6). Perhaps these factions map onto different approaches to the end of the world.
One leads to Ragnarƶk, the fated end, the cycle of destruction and rebirth that Teyvat appears to be stuck in. The other is the reworking of the existing worldānot by burning and drowning but by burning the fate that chains the world to its cycles. This path is liberation.
In the Transcendence Trailer, citizens begin to protest Project Stuzha, potentially the prelude to Ragnarƶk. When they do, Childe and Sandrone seem surprised (they both gasp), but Arlecchino doesnāt seem shocked in the least. Her eyes slide to the side, presumably to glance at Pantalone, who appears quite pleased.
My suspicion is that Pantalone may have played a role in this apparent revolt as the ongoing executor of Dottoreās will. As such, Iām starting to suspect Dottore isnāt as aligned with Pierro as I initially assumed.
Mikhail, our Fatui NPC gossip stationed above the Mondstadt crafting bench tells us that Project Stuzha is being led by Pierro and Pulcinella. He refers to it as āHer Majesty the Tsaritsaās great endeavor.ā
Could it be that Dottore and Pantalone are opposing Pierro and the Tsaritsa to seek out an alternative to Ragnarƶk that, rather than perpetuating the endless cycles of the worldās destruction and rebirth, goes to the source and eradicates Fate itself? Pierro and Hroptatyr were opposed during the Cataclysm, and Ragnarƶk is a fated end. Destroy Fate, and maybe the story can be rewritten.
Wild speculation, but if the Traveler is meant to go through this journey to find out how to stop the cycle, who better than Dottore to show him how this might be possible? It would be a great way to turn years of assumptions on their head; where Dottore has been portrayed as the most selfish, he is aligned with a deeply self-sacrificing philosophy.
All of this to say that both @silvysartfulness and @millionwaters have cemented my belief that the game has set Dottore up to be redeemed not only on the level of the individual (e.g. the return of a purified Zandik) but on the level of the world.
Heck, this theory could also help explain the red-eyed lizards as Dottore crafting more eyes in space and time, since one of Odinās ravens is often referred to as his eyes.
(And again please go read millionwatersās theory because there are so many insights there I suspect weāll see a lot of those themes soon)
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What if Lumine was a lore-enthusiast and had just a little more agency.
I think Dottore and Traveler (Lumine really) have such a potentially fascinating dynamic that Hoyo has set up, but didn't really explore as much as they could have in 6.6.
This is Lumine finding out a slightly more detailed version of Dottore's past and comes to a personal verdict on one of the most deplorable and despicable people she has ever met.
First fic I've written in a long time so I think it's pretty rough around the edges, but I still think it's quite good. I would have posted it on Tumblr but the formatting I used for some of it just didn't want to transfer.
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the dialogue between solas and a necromancer inquisitor is very telling too because the only way he approves of studying necromancy is saying that you want to use it to understand spirits more but disapproves of anything else, especially saying you want to use it for your own power
interesting also that he specifies āso long as no intelligent spirits are harmedāāwhat constitutes a spirit being intelligent? cole disapproves of necromancy as a whole, saying that even the littlest, barest wisp could become a spirit.
solas and coleās differing philosophies speak to⦠well, solas and cole. solas who is wisdom, who can convince himself that the ends justify the means, and cole who is compassion, who feels for every living thing. and wisps are alive, as we see in veilguard, but theyāre not considered intelligent; when they possess corpses, they can be controlled by a necromancer, and itās seen like, i donāt know, having oxen plow a field rather than enslaving a person.
itās that matter of intelligence that brings about the primary moral quandary of necromancy that makes use of wisps. the mourn watch would be on solasās side here, saying that theyāre not quite intelligent and useful in the way that a work horse would be. but theyāre not animals. they can continue to grow and become full-fledged spirits. solas even says this in his companion quest.
the following is from the origins codex entry on wisps:
A wisp is a demon that has lost its power; either it has existed in our world for too long without finding a true host or it has been destroyed [ā¦].
this is what solas is describing. he approves of an inquisitor utilizing wisps in battle, so long as they care to learn about spirits. but⦠he also knows that wisps are spirits that were killed and can be reborn, spirits that are too. is this just a trap for the inquisitor? hoping that theyāll learn more about spirits through their practice and that will lead to them realizing that what theyāre doing is wrong?
i donāt know. iām not a solas scholar.
anyway iām still hung up on the āintelligent spiritsā thing. hereās that one dorian and solas banter
solas is on the money here about binding spirits. but the intelligence thing comes up again! if a spirit is intelligent, it shouldnāt be bound or harmed. but a wisp is fineā¦? granted, that particular line is from a dialogue where he slightly disapproves. and itās solas. and i donāt know him that well. so. grain of salt. but.
veilguard completely ignores any of this nuance. they say āoh itās fine because wisps donāt countā and then leave it there. but then when ingellvar talks to a wisp they say this
so⦠they know wisps are ādeadā spirits. right? what solas and cole say is known to the mourn watch. emmrich refers to wisps with āwho,ā as if theyāre people. manfred is right there as our⦠rather poorly implemented as per my earlier rb, but right there nonetheless, example of a wisp growing into a spirit, actively displaying the humanity of wisps.
but theyāre not intelligent, right? so itās fine, right?
iām jumping back to inquisition necromancy briefly as a quick added tangentāspecifically the spirit mark skill and its upgrade āwisps of the fallenā
the default skill employs a spirit, but the upgraded version employs multiple wisps instead, weaker but more plentiful. i just think thatās interesting. notably, other necromancy skills such as horror (the first skill you unlock lol), power of the dead, and simulacrum have flavor text that describes them as using spirits specifically, not wisps; wisps of the fallen is the only thing on the necromancer tree that specifies wisps
utilizing spirits in magic does not necessarily harm them; spirit healers have been around since origins, and the necromancer skills that utilize spirits donāt imply that they come to harm (save for walking bomb, which is⦠unclear. in origins itās described as āmagically injecting a target with a corrosive poisonā and in 2 and inquisition itās just āa curseā so i have no idea whether spirits are actually used to cast it?? iām leaning towards no though).
as a sidenote, the knight-enchanterās primary ability is called āspirit blade,ā but the blade itself is described as being āof solid magic,ā not of spirits. it does deal spirit damage though
IF I START ALSO GETTING INTO SPIRIT HEALING and and how spirit healing and origins/2 spirit magic compare with inquisition necromancy i will never shut up so iām not going to do that right now. but. my POINT is. uh. i donāt really know where i was going with this. something about necromancy and wisps and spirits. wisps being dead/dormant/reborn spirits
the necromancer tree kind of only has 3 abilities that actually deal with the dead. which are
1. death siphon: Every time an enemy dies nearby, you regain both health and mana.
2. power of the dead: Killing enemies attracts spirits that increase the power of your spells for a short time.
3. spirit mark: as above
we know that spirits are drawn to corpses because they can possess them easily and thus leave the fade; this is why the chantry burns their dead and why the nevarrans donāt. thatās really what ties the inherent spirit magic of necromancy to the dead in the first place.
death syphon (as itās spelled in origins and 2) is particularly interesting because⦠okay. itās in the spirit school (death tree) in origins and the spirit tree in da2. itās described in both as functioning by āconsuming entropic energyā from nearby dead. and entropy is its own different thing that comes from āthe chaotic nature of the fadeā per da2, and god i started getting into it i said i wouldnāt do that. iāll get back to this sometime
OKAY. THE POINT IS. WISPS. INTELLIGENCE. AUTONOMY. itās well-established that wisps are spirits in a weaker form, by solas, cole, and (vaguely) the mourn watch (i canāt physically check veilguard so all i have to go off of is a couple clips i saved from emmrichās recruitment in my ingellvar playthrough and thereās not much in there). so are they not intelligent by nature? does that not imply that controlling wisps is enslaving them just as binding spirits is? that everything the mourn watch does is like, pretty wrong?
and veilguard is just like nah theyāre silly little guys who chirp at you and follow you around so itās okay. we are going to infantilize manfred and make him essentially emmrichās servant so you donāt think about it too hard. as this one post iāve had in my drafts for months and will never properly finish says:
yes!! extremely this. i was looking into veilguard codex entries as well because i forgot to do that and thereās this:
emmrich posits that being able to name their own interests and self-reflect is when a wisp is granted personhood. now hereās a snippet from the wiki page for spirits:
as solas says to describe his friend wisdom in his personal quest, āa spiritās natural state is peaceful semi-existence. [ā¦] something similar may reform someday.ā and thereās something stuck in my teeth here about weakened spirits and wisps. i donāt⦠quite have the words to articulate what iām getting at here, but i think what you said about dolphins and apes vs slime molds is in the same vein. a weakened spirit is still granted personhood because it once had a virtue to embody, even if that virtue has long since been forgotten by those outside the fade, thus leaving the spirit essentially purposeless.
hereās a snippet from world of thedas as well:
wisps are āsimpleā and only ādriven into action by a master with a purpose to give themā (ā¦hate that). but in my reading of veilguard, itās clear that wisps are capable of thought and feeling. the wisps in the necropolis can be āplacatedā by emmrichās abilities. they respond happily to rook. exhibiting emotion is not equivalent to āintelligence,ā per solasās reading, and itās not equivalent to āself-reflection,ā per emmrichās. wisp wraiths are described as having āmore consciousness than an average wisp.ā
emmrich: āi dare not call them beings at this junctureā
cole: āa fraction of a fragment of a figment, not enough to be, but the bits that could beā
wisps are not yet fully-formed spirits. but notably cole still disapproves of their use, saying a necromancer inquisitor ābreaksā them. prevents them from becoming what they could be, what they already have been, because spirits never die, they exist in a cycle of reincarnation, and that should be central to all of this, too. because based on the above interpretations:
- a spirit does not retain its personhood when it is physically destroyed and reformed as a wisp
- a spirit does retain its personhood when it is weakened to a state of impotence by irrelevance
but the power level of the weakest spirit and a wisp is⦠probably comparable? the only difference really is in ability to express itself with words, isnāt it? because wisps are described as āimpressionable,ā but arenāt all spirits? isnāt that how they work? theyāre shaped by the world around them?
iām not sure where iām going with this, but. dolphins and slime molds. youāre onto something
Dottore: Would you still love me if I were a worm?
Pantalone: I consider myself to be a reputable partner, but, even so...
Dottore: What if I were a lizard? Would that be better?
Pantalone: Really, Zandik. I hardly see a point to this line of questioning. Would you like me to say I'll build you an terrarium filled with tiny little insects for you to perform experiments on?
Dottore: Hm, acceptable. I'll hold you to it.
Pantalone: You do say the strangest things sometimes.
Hundreds of years later, Pantalone begins renovating his office to fit an elaborate reptile enclosure after taking a mysterious trip to Sumeru.
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Dottore the Alchemist: Or, How Zandik Will Rise Again
Part I of My Dottore Will Return Theory (Part II, Part III)
In my excitement over lizardttore and Escher, I didnāt spare much thought to how the Pyro Gnosis might be central to Dottoreās revival. But then I saw what Hoyo titled Datattoreās final cutscene animation: Crucible of Causality.
What if they just gave us an enormous hint as to not only how he might come back but also how he might be redeemed enough to be playable without entirely eradicating his fundamental goal as a character? What if his death is one more step in his overarching plan of perfecting the human body and soul through the principles of alchemical enlightenment.
TLDR
Irminsul acts as a crucible in both senses of the word. It is a vessel in which substances can be subjected to extremely high temperatures and it is a significant trial that can lead to profound personal growth
Dottoreās 3-4-7 connection aligns him with the principles of alchemy
Esoteric interpretations of alchemy are primarily spiritual in nature. That is to say, transmuting metals into gold is an analogy for personal transformation and purification
As part of the seven stages of alchemy, Zandikās most āselfishā perspective (the ego) must be broken down, confronted by, and reintegrated into the remainder of his soul
Nahidaās goodbye is so exaggerated as a red herring; 35 is dead, but Zandik will return as the enlightened version of himself thanks to the Pyro Gnosis, which is tied to resurrection
In analytical psychology, the burning phase of alchemy is a metaphor for confronting the shadows within to eventually reach wholeness
(Iām coping so hard yāall. I need to believe heās coming back.)
The Crucible and the Verdict of the Soul
Defined literally, a crucible is a heat-resistant vessel in which metals or other substances can be melted, purified, and transformed. Alchemy requires a crucible; these are the containers in which alchemy occurs.
Figuratively, a crucible is an extreme or agonizing trial through which a person is transformed, an intensely difficult process that ārefinesā worldviews. It is a ātrial by fire,ā if you will.
In the video description for Crucible of Causality, we learn that Dottore is about to be judged by his own soul.
"Where countless broken souls converge, he shall hear the verdict of his own soul."
Both definitions of the crucible are important to what I think is going on with Dottore.
3 + 4 = 7 : The Oldest Spiritual Equation
Last patch, many folks pointed out Dottoreās connection to the numbers 3,4, and 7 (prompted, I believe, by YouTuber CatWithBlueHat)
A quick overview of the associations:
Dottore shows up in patches 3, 4, and 7 of the Nod-Krai update cycle
We encounter Dottore in Inazuma (3), Sumeru (4), and Nod-Krai (7)
Dottore is opposed by the Harbingers who currently occupy the 3rd, 4th, and 7th seats (Columbina, Arlecchino, Sandrone)
The three songs that play when heās on screen are Threefold Falsehood, Four Unspeakables, and Prajnaparamitopadesa to Quell Seven Calamities
On their own, each of these could be pure coincidence, but the song names give credence to all the rest. Localization issues aside, Genshin has always been extremely precise with their references.
3 + 4 = 7 is an enormously significant equation in many traditions Genshin borrows from. In game, we can look at the 3 Moon Sisters, the 4 Shades, and the 7 Archons/elements as examples of how fundamental these numbers are to Teyvat.
But these numbers are also central to alchemy. In alchemical theory and practice, 3 refers to the tria prima (three primes or three principles). These are:
A combustible element: sulfur
A fluid element: mercury
A permanent element: salt
Renaissance alchemist Paracelsus believed that, by understanding the tria prima, one could cure all diseases. He illustrated his theories by burning a piece of wood, explaining fire stood in for the work of sulfur, smoke as mercury, and the ash left behind as salt. More importantly, he extended this to human identity with salt (ash) representing the body, mercury (smoke) representing the spirit, and sulfur (fire) representing the soul.
The 4, meanwhile, represents the Aristotelian four elements (fire, water, earth, air). Reconciling or overlapping the 3 and the 4 lead to diagrams like these, which sought to capture a coherent understanding of the world.
The universe, folks
Genshin makes explicit reference to these ideas in the Fontaine World Quests and again in Act VII of the Nod-Krai quest. In the Explications on the Chymical Marriage readable, we learn:
Three pertains to appearance, while four pertains to the intrinsic. Seven, obtained through their overlap, constitute the number of paths for vertical transcendence.
Worth mentioning: The Chymical Wedding of Christian Rosenkreutz is an actual book circa 1459 thatās divided into 7 journeys and deals with death, purification, trials, resurrection, and ascension.
Iāll put a pin in 347 for now, but Iāll come back to it in a bit.
The Seven Stages of Alchemical Transmutation
Transmutation is alchemyās central goal with the most popular example being turning lead into gold. The Magnum Opus (Great Work) aimed to discover the Philosopherās Stone, a substance capable of turning base metal into gold. They also believed it could be used to make the Elixir of Immortality.
In esoteric views of alchemy, however, the transmutation of materials into gold was a metaphor for spiritual transformation. The process of transmutation was instead meant to symbolize a transformation from an imperfect, limited, ignorant state of being to an evolved one that understands the hidden truth of this world.
Basically everything Moon Goddess Dottore the Heretic of the False moon talks about.
In Carl Jungās analytical psychology, which takes these alchemical principles and uses them for psychotherapy, the aim is to achieve the actualization of the self. To do so, a person has to move beyond their own ego, which Jung refers to as the āorganā of consciousness.
Dottore is peak ego, the āIā as opposed to the āweā of the other Segments, the most rational, radical, selfish part of himself. Pantaloneās explicit reference to Dottoreās ego in their absolutely shameless flirting conversation in the Sanctuary of Surasthana feels quite pointed.
So what does the actual alchemical/enlightenment process look like? Over the years, alchemists proposed processes with varying numbers of steps, some with 12, some with 14, some with⦠you guessed it, 7. Given how central 7 is in Teyvat and the 6.6 AQ, thatās what Iām going with.
Iāve broken down each step into the Material (chemical) process and the Psychological (spiritual) process and then tried to detail what I think is going on.
1. Calcination
Material: Heating a material over flame until it turns to ash
Psychological: The initial step of breaking down oneās ego, which involves severing oneās worldly attachments
Almost like, you know, saying a final goodbye to the only human being who has ever mattered to you.
2. Dissolution (or Sublimation)
Material: Dissolving these ashes into water
Psychological: Submerging oneself into the unconscious with the goal of resurfacing the parts of the self that had been hidden or suppressed by the conscious mind
Falling into a molten pit full of the parts of himself that he quite literally killed three years ago.
3. Separation
Material: Isolating and filtering the products of dissolution
Psychological: Determining which parts of this surfaced material should be separated and which should be re-integrated
This is the moment when Dottore āshall hear the verdict of his own soul.ā
4. Conjunction
Material: Forming a new substance out of the separated elements that are being preserved
Psychological: Merging the conscious and unconscious elements so that the true self can emerge from the union of dualities
Here is where Dottore merges with his fractured self and begins to unify the soul.
5. Fermentation (or Putrefaction)
Material: Inducing the chemical breakdown of the substance by introducing bacteria or other micro-organisms
Psychological: Inducing suffering through challenge and testing to promote resilience and spiritual awakening
Heās straight up in a burning tree having to grapple with all the versions of himself. No one hates Dottore more than Dottore. This is definitely suffering.
But imagine this going on for 5 days
6. Distillation
Material: Further refining or purifying the solution by condensing it
Psychological: Purifying the spirit by elevating oneās awareness into the collective self so that it is no longer controlled by the ego
Dottore, the ego, is no longer above the other Segments and the original. He no longer has the power to destroy them.
7. Coagulation
Material: Transformation to a solid state. This is the Philosopherās Stone and the Elixir of Immortality
Psychological: The union of matter and spirit to create an aligned whole that is capable of perceiving the world on all levels of consciousness. This is Nirvana.
This goes beyond the temporary enlightenment of borrowing the Moon Goddessesā powers. This is the true transcendence of 7āthe overlap of the appearance and the intrinsic.
Thereās an argument to be made that Zandik already achieved alchemical enlightenment because his death perfected the Elixir of Immortality, which Pantalone has been consuming for the last three centuries. But that was only the material side. He has yet to undergo the psychological transmutation. Dottore couldnāt because, as a Segment, his worldview is fixed.
Ironically, Dottore believed he had attained enlightenment when he infiltrated Irminsul. Instead, just like the Heretic of the False Moon had to die to infiltrate Irminsul and be re-unified with the other half of that soul to become the Datattore, Dottore can only reach enlightenment after his (ego) death.
The description of his boss domain, Binding Field of Universal Nirvana
The Pyro Gnosis
Now back to 3-4-7. In addition to those numbers being all over Dottore and found in Chymical Marriage quest item, 347 also appears in Mavuikaās animated short as the last number she passes when she drives through time.
Initially, I read this as her āvertical ascensionā to godhood. But, while she took up the position of Pyro Archon when she revived in the present, she was already an Archon before that.
What if, instead, the 347 in her trailer is still about Dottore. What if itās there as a nod to the role the Pyro Gnosis plays in his project of transcending his own limitations.
Nahida and the Traveler use the Pyro Gnosis to burn Irminsul⦠the same Gnosis that powered the Sacred Flame capable of raising people from the dead. In fact, that was the last thing we saw the Pyro Gnosis do at the end of the Natlan arc.
In the denouement of 6.6, Nahida tells us that Irminsul burned for 7 days and 7 nights. I refuse to believe that this is a coincidence. The game itself tells us that 7 is the number of vertical transcendence, ascension, enlightenment, etc.
To me, this seven-day convergence in the Pyro-Gnosis-heated crucible sounds a lot like the psychological alchemical process above, a process of breaking down and confronting the constitutive elements of the self, discarding what does not serve, and then unifying whatās left into an enlightened whole that is no longer controlled by the ego. The Pyro Gnosisās fire is meant to purify not destroy.
Redemption Via Analytical Psychology
The benefit of this transformation is that it effectively ācleansesā Zandik in the same way Scaramoucheās rebirth as Wanderer ācleansesā him for playability. It establishes a distance between the transmuted Zandik and the Dottore who murdered Niwa on screen.
We have also seen this process occur with Durin, who was brought back and redeemed using the Art of Khemia. In the Magnum Opus, Alchemy is described through four stages attributed to chemical color changes: Nigredo (black), Albedo (white), Citrinatas (yellow), and Rubedo (red-purple). Unsurprisingly, Durinās story quest is titled Draco Rubedo.
So, Albedo and Rubedo are already accounted for with their playable counterparts. (I would also offer that Citrinatas could be Rhinedottir i.e. Gold who has quite literally merged with Naberius, but thatās a whole other essay).
Perhaps, then, Dottore will be our next alchemically enlightened character, this one corresponding to the burnt matter of the initial calcination/burning process. In Jungās analytical psychology, the nigredo phase stands in for āthe dark night of the soul, when an individual confronts the shadow within.ā
So basically...
Where countless broken souls converge, he shall hear the verdict of his own soul.
(Incidentally, this could also explain why they made the odd aesthetic choice to represent Dattatore as a void shadow with a mouth).
I am desperately going to cling to this hope.
Already, Iāve seen a shift in how people are viewing Zandik/Dottore. Opinions toward him have become a lot more sympathetic, and I think this is a very canny, deliberate move on Hoyoās part, paving the way for an eventual resurrection of a more balanced, enlightened whole.
(But also what the fuck is up with the lizard? I really need to know.)
Dottoreās Long Con: On Colluding with Nahida and Playing the Villainās Part
Or: Part II of Why I Think Dottore Is Coming Back (Part I, Part III)
While rewatching Act V of the Sumeru Archon Quest, a thought occurred to me: Did Nahida recognize that Irminsul needed to burn after Dottore told her the truth of the world? Could they have devised a strategy all the way back in 3.2?
What if Dottore has been playing the role of the villain so that he and Nahida could liberate Teyvat from the fetters of fate without calling down the punishment of the shades?
This is a companion essay to my last post on how Dottore might be resurrected and redeemed enough to be playable through the principles of alchemical enlightenment. Itās not necessary to read that one for this to make sense, but the ideas support one another.
TLDR
Dottore reveals to Nahida that Irminsul has been hiding a secret that jeopardizes her ability to embody the principles of the God of Wisdom
Nahida canāt directly intervene without running the risk of calling down a Celestial Nail. She needs a villain so convincing that burning Irminsul seems like the lesser of two evils
Dottore has lived his entire life being seen and treated as a madman. Heās perfectly content to play the villainās part as long as it furthers his goals of exposing the truth of the world
Dottore and Nahida are foils for one another. They are both branches of a whole, and her purification in the bower of Irminsul at the end of 3.2 foreshadows Dottoreās own return from the crucible of the tree of knowledge.
By jointly dismantling the fate system with Nahida, Dottore liberates himself from the fate of the heretic, and guarantees his free will going forward
Grab a snack because this is gonna get long
The Intolerable Truth of the World
At the end of the 3.2 Archon Quest, after the Traveler and Nahida have seemingly purified Irminsul from the stain of Forbidden Knowledge, Dottore shows up for our annual Fatui-mandated Gnosis negotiation.
The first thing he does is knock the Traveler out while barely lifting a finger. This will be important to keep in mind. If Dottore didnāt intend to be defeated in Nod-Krai, he could have disarmed the Traveler at any point. He has the technology to do so.
With the Traveler unconscious and no witnesses around Dottore offers to tell Nahida about the false sky, the secret hidden by Irminsul concerning the ātruthā of this world.
Despite knowing the dangers of Forbidden Knowledgeāand despite knowing how dangerous Dottore is himselfāNahida agrees not only to hear him out but also to do so in exchange for her Gnosis.
The system that she is meant to protectāthat she is quite literally a part ofāhas been hiding truth from her. Would this revelation not be enough to shake her convictions in the Heavenly Principles? Would Nahida, the God of Wisdom, be content to rule in a world that is lying to the people and binding their free will ? I donāt think so.
My out of pocket theory is that she and Dottore established the importance of divesting Teyvat of Irminsulās control in the Sanctuary of Surasthana three years ago with the goal of liberating the world from pre-programmed destiny. This was the true agreement in exchange for the Gnoses, an agreement that would be paid in full with the final missing chess piece. Dottoreās note about it being time to say goodbye seems a little pointed in retrospect.
The Doctor: Once I finish telling you about this, it will be time for me to say goodbye.
The Doctor: With negotiations, we've all gotten what we wanted. I'm very glad I got to meet you like this.
But the goodbye doesnāt come at the end of 3.2. It takes place in 6.6.
Instead, as their dialogue wraps up in the Sanctuary, the gameās narration tells us:
Several days seems like more than enough time for the two most brilliant minds in Teyvat to hatch a heretical plan to overthrow the false fates. That āeverything falls silentā also seems a little suspect now that we know Dottore can use Irminsul to create a ābubble of silenceā to shield Sumeru from Celestiaās eyes. They would have been able to script what comes next without any interference from the Shades.
The Theatre of Rebellion
So far, the game has shown us quite a few ways in which the Archons have performed surrendering or losing their Gnoses. Venti had his āforciblyā torn from him by Signora (we donāt actually believe it would have been that easy, do we?). Zhongli has his ācontract to end all contracts.ā Focalors has her 500 year play. Nahida is Ā reminded of the ādisparityā between her combat abilities and Dottoreās.
All these reasons for forfeiting their Gnoses to the Harbingers donāt seem particularly compelling when we look at them through human intuition. But they might appear convincing enough to an Artificial Intelligenceās scans. Certainly convincing enough that the Shades wonāt have to punish the Archons for collusion. In other words, the Archons have found loopholes in the computer program, which they exploit to assist the Tsaritsa without making it look like theyāre participating in her rebellion.
If, as the game seems to be suggesting, (some of the) Archons sought to overthrow fate 500 years ago and were devastatingly punished for it, they understand that they need to be a little more strategic this time. And so they play a long game, often alluded to with talk of chess pieces.
There is no way Nahida can burn Irminsul of her own volition without the Shades turning Sumeru into Khaenriāah 2.0. Weāve seen what happens when leaders go beyond their mandates. But what if thereās a compelling enough reason to convince the Shades that Nahida setting fire to Irminsul is the lesser of two evils. A villain so dangerous that destroying the primordial tree is the only option.
The Role of a Villain
One of the things I havenāt seen talked about much is the fact that almost everyone in Sumeru survived 6.6. Those that didnāt only died because they refused to follow the evacuation plan that Nahida had ready to go at a momentās notice. Almost like she expected this!
Dottore is continually made out to be a violent monster who relishes murdering as many people as possible, but the moment he seems like greatest threat he⦠doesnāt actually hurt a hair on anyoneās head. Donāt get me wrong, my man has done some terrible shit (RIP Niwa), but he also seems to be judged rather harshly by the Traveler and their pals. Too harshly, in fact.
Isnāt it interesting that the Traveler is so quick to revile Dottore when they champion Wandererās rehabilitation? And isnāt it ironic that the Traveler wonāt even hear Dottore out for a minute, yet theyāre somehow chummy with Liloupar. Liloupar!!! You know, the one who cursed generations of her own descendants, puppeteered her children into incestuous relationships and murder plots, and ultimately destroyed Gurabad by harnessing the power of the Abyss. Yeah, that Liloupar.
Iāll take my chances with the blue haired guy, actually, thanks
Dottore is an arrogant little shit (affectionate) with questionable methods, but show me one time he eviscerated an entire civilization using an Abyssal plague. In fact, Dottore actually figures out how to cure a plague.
Which brings me to my most cancelable take: one of the things that bothered me about the 6.6 Archon Quest was the utter lack of nuance directed toward Dottoreās experimentation on and treatment of Collei. I fully recognize that a child who undergoes painful but life-saving medical intervention can see their doctors as evil because of the agonizing immediacy of the treatment itself. That trauma stays with you. But why do none of the adults around Collei acknowledge the fact that Dottoreās treatment saved her life? Be for real, there would be no Collei if Dottoreās god-science hadnāt cured Eleazar. We saw with Dunyarzad that the decline is quick. Collei wouldnāt have survived until the Traveler purified the tree if she was already in such rough shape as a child.
Which brings me back to a key aspect of Dottoreās character: he no longer minds being seen as a villain as long as it allows him to further his goal of liberating himself (and, by extension the world) from the fetters of fate. Ā Ā
The Doctor: You know, I heard recently that a group of critics reviewed countless stories and drew an interesting conclusion: They found that it is more often than not the villains who strive tirelessly to push the boundaries of progress.
The Doctor: In fact, long before this, someone voiced a similar idea in an Akademiya editorial. I felt a great affinity with this perspective. I have never been afraid to step up and play the role of the villain.
The Doctor: But all sacrifices made during my experiments have been worthwhile, as you can now see. I can offer you something new, something unique, precisely because I am a villain.
The Doctor: I say, better to be governed by a flawed humanity than a Gnosis. The true seeker of knowledge is the villain who undergoes countless tribulations in pursuit of their goal.
(Are you really a villain or are you just playing one? The lady doth protest too much, methinks)
Dottore has been called a madman ever since he was a child. We find out that he lost his compassion at 8 years old because the people around him were terrified of his ideas. This doesnāt condone what heās done, but it certainly explains his outlook. We also know that, in many cases, Dottoreās ideas are correct even if his methods are not morally good. Heās frequently judged by people whose worldviews come from divine proclamations that have been shown to be unreliable or falsely planted by Phanes.
In plain terms, Dottore is called a madman and a lunatic by flat-earthers and anti-vaxxers. Now what weāve been to the moon and gazed upon Teyvat, we know those people are wrong. The Sages are out here banning books and constraining research through the cardinal sins because they fear the wrath of the Heavenly Principles, but this places knowledge and wisdom in fundamental tension. While Dottoreās experimental-free-for-all isnāt exactly an ideal solution, the game makes it clear that ignoranceāwhile a blissful dreamāisnāt the right answer either.
Dottore is disappointed in the Traveler in 6.3 because they have yet to realize that Teyvat is trapped in a simulation. It is the Sabzeruz Festival on a much, much grander scale. When Dottore implies as much, the Traveler refers to his question as āpure sophistryā that has ānothing to do with [his] actionsā when in fact they very much do. Dottore had hoped that the Traveler, having already experience the dream cycle in miniature, would have picked up on it by now.
Anyway, because Dottore gave up on regurgitating existing research years ago, heās perfectly content to embrace the mantle of madman. In fact, heās fated to do so by the very system heās attempting to overthrow. His name quite literally translates to Heretic. This was always going to be his role.
So Dottore doesnāt give two shits about the fact that Collei thinks heās a monster; what matters is the fact that sheās alive to do so because he cured the uncurable (never mind the fact that people later refused the cure because they thought Eleazar was their āpunishment from god,ā which doubtless contributes to his absolute contempt for the ārulesā). Similarly, he doesnāt care that the people of Nod-Krai think heās a monster because his experiments in the moonlit nation allowed him to achieve two of his most lofty goals:
1. He created a god out of Columbina.
Her Character Trailer makes it clear through visual storytelling that Dottore is the one guiding her entire narrative arc.
2. He infiltrated Irminsul like a Virus
By having the āgood guysā kill him and send him into Irminsul, he created an anchor for the other half of his soul (just as Luonnotar was the anchor for Columbina)
Letās not forget that the entire Heretic of the False Moon boss battle is staged. Itās a performance.
Thatās more like it; some results of value.
Good, keep it up. Iām still collecting data.
He orchestrates his death as part of a long game of game of infiltrating Irminsul to put an end to the false fates. And if Dottore had all this planned out, I can only assume that he has his own resurrection planned as well, right down to the reunification of his soul in the crucible of Irminsul.
In fact, I think his resurrection was foreshadowed in 3.X as well.
Rebirth and The Sabzeruz Festival
Since I was going down a 3.X rabbit hole, I figured I may as well go all the way and look at the rest of the quest, especially the Sabzeruz Festival. And boy is it ever interesting after 6.6.
The Sabzeruz Festival was a collective dream, which the Sages harvested via the Akasha Terminal to power Dottoreās false god project. In the initial loop, the Traveler and Dunyarzad walk the streets of the city, stopping at various stalls.
The first stall is Amalās which offers food from the Haft-Mewa Feast which Dunyarzad tells us is when people āset their tables with seven different foods to symbolize the seven virtues of the Dendro Archon.ā
The irl inspiration behind this feast is Half Seen (or Seven Sās), a core tradition in the celebration of Nowrus, the Persian New Year, which marks the vernal equinox. This tradition involves arranging seven objects on a table or mantle, each of which has a name beginning with the letter S, and that, together, symbolize life and renewal. In addition to these seven elements, celebrants also include a ābook of wisdomā from which the eldest member of a family will recite a page for guidance on the upcoming year.
Which brings us to Kimiya, the next person we meet in the quest. Kimiyaās name derives from the Arabic word for chemistry, which is, in turn, connected to the Ancient Greek Kimia, meaning alchemy or elixir of life. Importantly, in a lot of Persian literature, Kimia refers less to the chemical or material side of alchemy than to its spiritual or psychological side, the transmutation of the self.
Kimiya has a bunch of interesting things to say that never really made much sense until Natlan and Nod-Krai:
Kimiya: ...The remnants appear to be in the form of the Moon.
Paimon: Really? Paimon thought it looked like some kind of food.
Kimiya: Hmm... The Moon signifies... Hmm... It's escaping me for now. Wait a moment...
Paimon: Is he really looking it up in a book?
Kimiya: Oh, right, it means illusions and lies.
Kimiya: But if you trust your intuition and overcome your fears, the sun will surely rise.
Kimiya: This is divine wisdom.
Moon remnants⦠illusions and lies⦠the sun rising⦠Sounds a little bit like Mavuika punching a hole into the sky to me. And, after Nod-Krai, all this talk about the moon followed by the loop of Number Four is pretty intriguing.
And then we go to Viharās stall where we meet Farris, the Knight of Flowers. In Iranian folklore, HÄji Firuz appears in the streets at the beginning of Nowruz after returning from the world of the dead, his red clothes symbolizing the resurrection of the sacrificed deity. These are common motifs in figures meant to symbolize the transition from winter (dead) to spring (resurrection).
Clearly, the Sabzeruz Festival is very much a celebration of Nahidaās liberation and her return to her power after Greater Lord Rukkhadevataās sacrifice. But Genshinās narratives often work on multiple levels, telling and retelling stories, foreshadowing overarching plots through mirrored themes in endless mise en abimes. Just look at how many times Simulanka has foreshadowed the plotline ever since the summer of 2024. This isnāt accidental; Teyvat runs on cycles, samsaras, repeating histories with minor variations on the theme.
And it's still going strong.
Beyond Nahidaās narrative, the Sabzeruz Festival can nod to Columbinaās resurrection from the world of the dead (the Moonās Reflection) as moon number four. But it can also foreshadow Dottoreās return because Nahida and Dottore are set up as foils for one another.
Branches of a Whole
Dottore and Nahida share many parallels. Theyāre both 500(ish) year-old geniuses from Sumeru, theyāve both been victims of the Sages, they both adopt some questionable methods at times for the āgreater good.ā But most saliently to me, theyāre both portrayed as branches of a whole.
Nahida is referred to as a branch of Irminsul, a segment of the original tree. After completing the Sumeru Archon Quest, we obtain the 5 Star Quest Item Silver Twig.
This twig is Nahida, a branch of Rukkhadevata now coming into her own being after Rukkhadevata returns to the people of Sumeru their ability to dream.
Greater Lord Rukkhadevata: From the earth
Greater Lord Rukkhadevata: And from the rain
Greater Lord Rukkhadevata: We perceive its wonders until we become a white bird
Greater Lord Rukkhadevata: To perch atop a branch...
Greater Lord Rukkhadevata: And finally snap off the most important leaf
Guess what we get when we defeat Dottore? A Twisted Withered Branch. Because Dottore is also a branch of a kind, a Segment of Zandik. The āmost insaneā branch, but a branch nonetheless.
In the Godās Limits trailer, we also get this striking visual image of a white raven with a black ravenās reflection.
If Rukkhadevata/Nahida is the white bird perched atop a branch, Dottore is her counterpart. He even wears the dark plumage on his shoulders and is constantly portrayed alongside motifs of black birds (his artifact being the Pale Flame feather is another good one).
Subtlety is not exactly his forte
All of this also calls to mind the work MC Escher, which is full of tessellations of interlocking black and white birds. In these woodcuts, the white and black birds both emerge out of and give shape to one another. They are inextricable. And we know that Dottore has quite the connection with Escher.
Nahidaās resurrection in Irminsul wherein she meets the other part of herself foreshadows Dottoreās return after hearing the verdict of his own soul in that very same tree. They approach the parts of themselves from completely opposite sides, but these parallels are intentional, especially when we consider that 6.6 is a continuation of the Sumeru quest as much as the Nod-Krai quest.
(The downside here is that Nahida forgets Rukkhadevata and it will suck if Zandik gets totally memory wiped, buuuut Iāll take it if it means heās playable).
Another thing I thought was interesting: in Tlingit oral storytelling, the White Raven is a trickster and a key figure in tales of creation. At the beginning, the world is engulfed in darkness, the sun, moon, and stars hoarded in boxes by a wealthy noble. Boldly endeavouring to shine light upon the world, Raven transforms himself and infiltrates the nobleās house, playing the role of the manās grandson for years until at last he shifts back to his true form, steals the light from their boxes, and escapes through the chimney. As he ascends, his plumage is darkened with soot. He becomes the Black Raven while bringing light to the world.
Dottore and Nahida are both tricksters of a kind. They both play long games with sleight of hand, and they both ultimately want to shed light on the truths of the world. While they might have different perspectives on wisdom and enlightenment, their overarching convictions arenāt actually all that far off from one another, despite what Nahida may say.
And so we might askā¦
Who Really Won, In the End?
The ending of the 6.6 Archon Quest is weird. On the surface, it concludes the way most of the AQs do: good prevails over evil, team Traveler-and-the-power-of-friendship valiantly defeats the boss, and everyone celebrates with a grand feast. It appears to be yet another triumphant ending.
But⦠is it really?
Because, from where Iām standing, it still kind of looks like Dottore won.
The Harbingersā stated goal under Pierro has been to āburn down the old world.ā Dottore wants to liberate humanity from the limitations that have been imposed on them. Pantalone wants a world where humans can be on equal footing with the gods. The old world burned exactly as they wanted.
It just so happened that the āgood guysā were the ones who struck the match.
Goodbye, We Will (Never?) Meet Again
Iāll acknowledge that Dottoreās conversation with Nahida at the very end of 6.6 seems to throw a wrench into my theory because he seems surprised that she set fire to the tree. But, again, heās a stellar performer. Perhaps, now that the shield is down, he needs to reprise his role as villain one last time to really make it convincing for the Shades. āOoh, you outsmarted me! I canāt see any other outcomes.ā I donāt believe this guy for a second.
The fact that Nahida ends on āGoodbyeā just feels so deliberate after Dottore promising her that itās time to say goodbye after he tells her about the false sky.
And then that last little bit in the questās denouement where Nahida says:
The matter of Dottore can be seen as settled for now. We are sure to cross paths again in the future, and in that light, Snezhnaya would do well to uphold their responsibilities and keep a tight rein over their actions.
Maybe sheās talking about the other Harbingers but⦠thatās really not what this sentence says at all. On a grammatical level, she says we are certain to cross paths with Dottore again; thereās no pronoun ambiguity here. (This can certainly be a localization issue, but I will continue clinging to it until they go in and change it.)
Iāve also been a little confused about Pantaloneās comment to Dottore about not wanting āto admit defeat in the limited time [he has].ā What limited time? Segments donāt age! For all intents and purposes, Dottore is effectively immortal. And, as Pantalone later says, there was no reason for the experiment to end.
Dottore knew he was going to die. In fact, I think he was counting on it as part of a plan already set into motion with Nahida in 3.2,. That plan also involves his return. Heās happy to play the role of the villain because there has to be a villain to work against the Shades programming. Had he not performed a convincing world-ending threat, Nahida would never have gotten away with burning the tree in pursuit of true wisdom.
But just as Nahida is a branch reborn in an effort to purify the tree of knowledge, Zandik will be reborn from the burning tree after brining light (true knowledge) to the world. Irminsul isnāt entirely gone. The roots are still thereāsurely enough for him to spring back.
Unshackled, from the fate of the heretic, when he rises again, he can choose his own path. Perhaps, then, this is what Pantalone meant when he said Dottoreās death his favorite part. Theyāre finally free.
As Above, So Below: Dottore, the Hanged Man, and V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
Or, Part III of Why I Think Dottore Is Coming Back (Part I, Part II)
Everywhere I look, I see Dottore so, when Qiqi drew The Hanged Man in her Witchās Revelation, I had thoughts about Barbelothās interpretation:
It symbolizes transcendence and waiting, and also detachment from the everyday world.
I want to use the Lunar Arcanum to elaborate on Dottoreās connections to alchemical transcendence.
Specifically, I connect the card to V.I.T.R.I.O.L., an alchemical acronym that translates to visit the interior of the earth and, by rectifying, you will find the hidden stone. By literally and metaphorically surrendering in the heart of the world, Zandik achieves spiritual transcendence, paving the way for his eventual rebirth.
TL;DR
Dottore is narratively and visually linked to the Hanged Man
In Tarot, the Hanged Man represents enlightenment derived from a unique ability to view the world from different perspectives
Upright, the Hanged Man is associated with wisdom, sacrifice, and trials. Reversed, it symbolizes selfishness, apathy ,and stalling
In the Major Arcana, the Hanged Man is associated with the 3 and 4 of alchemy through sulfur (symbolizing fire and the soul)
V.I.T.R.I.O.L. is part of Azoth, the beginning and end of all matter
35 is Omega because he is the end of Dottore and the renewed beginning of a Zandik free of fate
The Hanged Man in the Lunar Arcana
Iām not the first person to point out the connections between Dottore and the Hanged Man Lunar Arcanum. Theories have circulated even before Nod-Krai, but 6.6 made the associations explicit, not only through its narrative themes but also its visual imagery.
As the Exalted Master of the Heretical Path, Dottore destroys the foundations on which he stands at the end of the boss fight. Heāalong with the Traveler, Wanderer, and Nahidaāthen tumble through the centre of Irminsul, which mirrors the shape of a broken, inverted tower, just as we see on the card.
We can also read the chains on the card as symbols for the constraints imposed upon him by the fact that heās a Segment. As he says:
A soul living forever in the past inevitably holds different views than he did in his later years. The same thing that completes me also restricts me.
Barbelothās dialogue with Qiqi illustrates that the Hanged Manās shackles have multiple metaphorical meanings:
Barbeloth: There are shackles that bind you, but you yourself have no desire to break free from them.
Qiqi: Shackles... Do you mean... my orders?
Barbeloth: At least on the surface, you wouldn't be wrong to understand things in such a way.
Itās worth noting that Qiqi, like Dottore, is a split soul. Zibaiās anecdote, The Adeptus Arts, Once More, tells us Qiqi has had her Three Deadly Selves severed, and only one remains in her body. I donāt believe itās a coincidence that characters who have severed their souls into multiple perspectives are associated with the Hanged Man.
The cardās description also fits Dottoreās pursuit of truth:
The path where "strength" is sacrificed for "human wisdom",
Is that of the "Hanged Man" who seeks to glimpse the mysteries of the demonic heavens hanging from the white tree.
Though the intelligence that mortals grasp is flawed,
It cannot be said to be false.
Quite the opposite, for reflected in his inverted eyes,
Is a pure truth illuminated beneath infinite brilliance.
The white tree is, of course, Irminsul. By infiltrating it, Dottore is able to comprehend what the Heavenly Principles have done to Teyvat. He sacrifices his physical body for unprecedented access to knowledge.
The Hanged Man in the Major Arcana
The cardās Major Arcana counterpart depicts a man suspended by his right foot from the World Tree or Tree of Wisdom, the roots of which descend into the underworld while the branches support the heavens. (In Genshin, Irminsul upholds the Heavenly Principlesā fate system.)
While this image sounds a little gruesome, the manās serene expression demonstrates that heās there because he wants to be. As such, hanging isnāt punishment or retribution; itās surrender.
I see your halo and gravity-defying red tails.
In traditional portrayals, the Hanged Man is shown wearing red pants and a blue shirt. Perhaps itās a stretch, but I wonder if Datattoreās design is meant to allude to this. The Hanged Man also wears a golden halo behind his head which represents enlightenment derived from his unique ability to view the world from a different perspective.
This ability is central to Dottoreās character and, arguably, the source of his power. As he explains in 3.2:
A long time ago, I made a major decision in hopes of preserving all my perspectives of how I observed the world.
Observation is the first step of any experiment, but observing the current world doesn't satisfy me. It lacks an important dimensionāthat of time.
ā¦
With my abilities, it's only a matter of time until I find better "perspectives."
The search for manifold and better perspectives is foundational to who Dottore is as a character. The game conveys this idea narratively and mechanically. Because the Hanged Man is upside-down on the card, it follows that heās right-side-up when the card is reversed. Genshin plays with this inversion several times through the Nod-Krai story arc, not only by flipping Dottore but by rotating the camera itself.
The Hanged Man effectively represents those who see the world differently, and we know Dottore is one of a small few who sees the world for what it truly is. He hints at this truth when he presents the Traveler with the scenario of the World-As-Dream, but the Traveler dismisses it as āpure sophistry.ā
Of course, I donāt believe weāre supposed to align with the Traveler here. As the game constantly reminds us, itās the madmen and heretics who understand the truth.
I know Dottore has done some truly messed up shit and Iām not trying to say the ends justify the means, but these descriptions paint him as deeply sympathetic when we think about how intelligence (ahem, especially when one is neurodivergent) has historically been pathologized and scapegoated when it speaks truth to power.Ā Ā
Reading the Card: Other Important Meanings
Beyond perspective, there are a number of other salient interpretations in Tarot readings. Upright, the Hanged Man is associated with wisdom, sacrifice, and difficult trials (also known as a crucible). Reversed, the card symbolizes selfishness, apathy, and stalling.
The Hanged Man contends that sacrifice is necessary for progress. In addition to the obvious sacrifice of his death, I read Dottoreās tendency to play the villainās part as a personal sacrifice; he is willing to forgo being understood by others in exchange for understanding the world.
Reversed, the Hanged Man also symbolizes stalling as a tactic for suspending action, and Dottore is constantly stalling. In the Moonttore boss fight, he toys with the Traveler & Co., prolonging the fight so that the World Formula can finish calculating because he wants Columbina to become a god (even if no one else recognizes his plan). His 75% HP line is āGood, keep it up. I'm still collecting data.ā
In 6.6, he asks Pantalone to stall the Sumeru crew. Pantalone replies with a ludicrously tongue-in-cheek āyouāre really asking for the moon hereā and proceeds to recount a story about stalling for time by confessing oneās sins before a sentencing.
While stalling can indicate fear or indecision, it can also symbolize wisdom and circumspection. Reversed, the Hanged Man is a catalyst for action upon reflection, a way of planning for transformation.
In summary, the Hanged Man symbolizes enlightenment through surrender with both the upright and reversed cards signifying the need for different perspectives.
Alchemy and the Arcana
Tarot and alchemy have a long, overlapping history, and there are many esoteric interpretations of the Major Arcana. In readings of the Hanged Man, we find two of our favourite Dottore-related numbers, 3 and 4, revealed in the triangle of the manās arms and the cross of his legs.
Together these shapes form the symbol of sulfur, one of the Tria Prima or three primes. In alchemy, sulfur represents the combustible element (fire) and, by allegorical extension, the soul.
While we lose the shape of this silhouette in the Lunar Arcana, these themes are baked into the associations between the Hanged Man and transcendence, which Barbeloth voices in her reading for Qiqi.
But, in exchange for the 3 and 4 shaped out of the manās limbs, the Lunar Arcana gives us something even more compelling. If we look closely at the Hanged Manās shirt, we find a 7-pointed star, a symbol not entirely unlike the esoteric illustration of V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
In my first essay on Dottore and alchemy, I included an illustration of a famous alchemical diagram, a woodcut initially published circa 1613 in a foundational alchemical text titled Azoth by pseudonymous author Basilius Valentinus.
The diagram shows the alchemist surrounded by the 3 prime materials (sulfur/soul, mercury/spirit, salt/body) and the 7 steps of alchemy with the image of the 7-pointed star. In some illustrations, the most downward point is exaggerated as it is on the Hanged Man card.
Each step on the cycle has a word written on it, which gives us the alchemical acronym V.I.T.R.I.O.L.:
Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Invenies Occultum Lapidem
If we translate the Latin text literally, we get:
visit the interior of the earth and, by rectifying, you will find the hidden stone
But we can also arrive at a more nuanced understanding of its spiritual meaning with a few translation notes:
Interiora: in addition to meaning inside, this word can also be translated as visceraāthe interior of a person, or their heart
Terrae: means Earth, but it was frequently used as a metaphor for man, an association derived from Hebrew where the word man, Adam, plays on Adamah, meaning earth
Rectificando: most obviously translates as rectify, but it can also mean purify. If we look at the etymological building blocks, we get rĆØctus (straight) and ficĆ re (to do), meaning āto make right.ā
Invenies: is often translated as find, but the Latin can also mean to obtain, achieve, or arrive at
So, a more metaphorical meaning is:
visit the heart of oneās self and, by making right, you will achieve enlightenment
In the Crucible of Causality, we watch as Dottore is drawn into the flames by his other selves. The video description explains:
Where countless broken souls converge, he shall hear the verdict of his own soul.
V.I.T.R.I.O.L. is an enticement to surrender and look inwards. Dottore takes this call literally when he ventures into the centre of Irminsul, but he also follows it metaphorically when he confronts the judgement of his soul. At the intersection of the two, he can reach enlightenment.
Azoth and the Path back from Dottore to Zandik
I mentioned that V.I.T.R.I.O.L. first appeared in a text called Azoth. But what is azoth?
In alchemy, Azoth is the essential agent of transformation. It is the beginning and the end. It is raw matter and purified output. Paracelsus, our renaissance alchemist buddy who gave us the Tria Prima, believed Azoth was the universal medicine capable of curing all ills. In the Kabbalah (from which Genshin draws extensively), itās the Ultimate Substance. Azoth is the Universal Solvent and the Elixir of life.
Azoth is alchemy itself.
The word has contested origins with one proposal saying it began as azoc from the Arabic al-zÄ'bÅ«q (meaning mercury). But esoteric interpretations hold that it is be made up of three pairs of letters from the Latin, Greek, and Hebrew alphabets:
In all three cases, these letters correspond to the first and last of their respective alphabets where the first symbolizes the initial state of matter and the last corresponds to the completion of transmutation. Itās a tidy alchemical allusion for how, as the ultimate substance, azoth is the beginning and the end of all things.
As is often the case, Genshin is clever in their naming. Dust of Azoth is:
A device that can transmute elemental Ascension Materials.
And so the question of Azoth and names leads me to Omega.
The End Becomes the Beginning; As Above, So Below
Quick recap: alchemical transmutation and the Hanged Man contend that enlightenment requires surrender. In alchemy, transmutation begins with calcinationāheating metal over flame. The corresponding metaphor in analytic psychology is that transcendence begins with ego death through the severing of attachment. Or, in Barbelothās words detachment from the everyday world. Through surrender, one emerges with a greater understanding of the self and the universe.
While playing through 3.X, I often wondered why the Segment we meet in Sumeru is the Omega build when Omega is the last letter of the alphabet. I would have assumed the Omega build would have been the oldest among the Segments. But, of course, I was being too literal.
35 is Omega because he is the end of Dottore. And, since the end is the beginning, his death will be the catalyst for Zandikās return. Three years ago, the game told us this specific model would be the final step in Zandikās transformation. My contention is that it wonāt be the selfish Omega soul-fragment who returns but Zandik as the purified whole.
Another foundational alchemical principle is as above, so below, a phrase originating from the Emerald Tablet attributed toāwait for itāHermes Trismegistus (hi Barbeloth). The idea here is that the universe and the human experience are foils for one another. Change oneās spiritual nature (below) and change the world (above). By extension, change the world (burn Irminsul), and change oneself (purify Zandik and restore him, now freed from the shackles of Fate).
Surrender, Rebirth, and the Cycles of Time
In the Witchās Revelation quest, Barbeloth says to Qiqi:
As for your future, all you need to do is wait. Of course, itās not like you lack for time.
Time is a running theme for Dottore. Heās frustrated by his inability to study the dimension of time. He and Pantalone need more time. He tells the Traveler he has all the time in the world in 6.3, but 6.6 is all about time running out. Is it really running out? Or has he found his answer in surrendering to it?
To achieve alchemical transcendence, one has to begin from a place of surrender. In the Major Arcana, the Hanged Man chooses surrender, conducting his energy downward into his illuminated mind. He does not climb the tree. He descends from it.
In the Lunar Arcana, the Hanged Man doesnāt hang at all. He falls.
Dottore falls with intention. With purpose. He shatters the foundation of Irminsul and surrenders to the fall while the Traveler, Wanderer, and Nahida hold onto each other to prevent their descent. Consider, Dottore is already in the flames by the time he reaches up for the Traveler('s power). Heās not there because the Traveler or Nahida put him there. He put himself there. After all, the hands that reach for him are his own.
Dottoreās deaths are deliberate. Moontorre dies so that he can infiltrate Irminsul. Datattore plunges into the heart of the world. Dottore admits to having a hand in Zandikās death so he could perfect the Elixir for Pantalone. And, of course, he killed his fellow Segments. Sacrifice after sacrifice, surrender after surrender.
And now that heās in the interior of the earth and can rectify with the other portions of his soul, he can obtain enlightenment and be reborn.
Bonus: Capitano as the Way Out (Maybe???)
One of the theories Iāve been tossing around is that Capitano will eventually pave Dottoreās way out of the Leylines.
Die and be transformed with Christ is the central journey of Christian faith where the crucifixion represents the ultimate form of spiritual transmutation. Sacrifice and resurrection are woven through the Christ story, and Capitano has been set up as this Jesus figure who shepherds souls and sacrifices himself for humanity.
Most clearly, we see this inĀ his Fatui symbol of the three nails, which mystics viewed as a representation of the Holy Trinity and a symbol for the 3 alchemical principles (sulphur/soul, mercury/spirit, salt/body).
Capitano bringing Dottore back would also fit the imperative of the commedia dellāarte where all stock characters must be returned to the stage (alive) by the end of the performance, no matter how dire things look before that.
there are codes for how to treat a US flag with ārespectā and ādignityā, they are treated with extreme ceremony and reverence and meanwhile are said to embody a whole slew of hypocritical ideals, and we are mandated to ritualistically pledge our allegiance to it in public schools.
the original commandments in judaism to destroy idolatry were because of the injustice embodied in such practices. many contemporary jews (myself included) consider the prohibition of idolatry not to be about the worship of multiple deities (such as in polytheistic faiths such as Hinduism), but rather to refer to practices which tie up sinful activities with the respect and reverence that one ought to reserve for religion
the american flag directly accompanies united states imperialism and racism. it is treated with extreme reverence and that is a chillul HaShem (desecration of G-dās name) insofar as it claims to be a beacon of freedom while representing a country guilty of sin and injustice
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so i feel the urge to add a bit of context here because i find the vague on-screen text deeply underwhelming.
this is not just "a picture", it's Pale Blue Dot, one of the most famous works of astrophotography ever made public. and it was not just "a dying spacecraft", it was Voyager 1, a probe launched in 1977 to study the atmosphere and moons of Jupiter and Saturn, among other things. both Voyager probes carried on them a golden record meant as an introduction to humanity for any alien species that might discover them (if you saw Kane Parsons' Backrooms, you've heard the contents of that record coming out of a cardboard caveman standee). they did this because NASA planned to sundown these probes by letting them drift out of the solar system to parts unknown. Voyager 1 is currently 16 billion miles away, the farthest any manmade object has ever traveled from earth.
AND it's not even dead! despite supposedly being a "dying spacecraft" all the way back in 1990, Voyager 1 is not expected to be fully out of commission until 2036. to keep the probe alive they've switched off unneeded tools, adjusted its trajectory, even essentially updated the firmware, and through all that time it's basically never stopped sending back priceless data for scientists to analyze.
this is the original Pale Blue Dot, by the way:
it's relevant because "a single point of light smaller than one pixel" makes a lot more sense in the context of the original than it does in the heavily corrected version up top, where our pale blue dot looks more like a vibrant dwarf star. the difficulty of spotting earth in these waving curtains of space IS the entire impact of the picture! the blue dot is "pale" because it's hard to see! by making earth stand out so brilliantly, Terribly Interesting have inadvertently created the impression that earth is this vibrant glowing pearl, bright for all to see for billions of miles around. and it just isn't! the point is not that we can see earth from far away, but that we almost can't, because we aren't the center of the universe! when science educators past have used this image they often referred to one where the earth is circled in bright red, which only further emphasizes how small and fragile our home really is.
but hey, if you DO want an improved version of Pale Blue Dot you don't even need photoshop:
this is Pale Blue Dot Revisited, released by NASA in 2020. this is a reinterpretation of the original data using modern image processing techniques to create a more realistic or at least more high-definition rendering of the scene. it's important to understand that this is not the original image dropped into photoshop and airbrushed. strictly speaking, there isn't an "original" Pale Blue Dot the way there are negatives of traditional photography. astrophotography is almost always the product of raw data being deliberately interpreted by scientists, so the same data can produce many different images (ie if they want to emphasize the infrared spectrum vs visible light). similar work was done by Don P. Mitchell in ~2005 to enhance images taken by Soviet Venera probes of the surface of Venus to be less noisy.
here's an original:
and here's Mitchell's version:
i'm not here to argue which is "better" (and i highly recommend you read the source for this one because it's quite fascinating), just to give another example of the process in action and hopefully clarify how it's distinct from editing a jpeg in photoshop. also i just think it's neat!
which is the real reason i went to the trouble of making this post. Terribly Interesting may indeed find all of this to be terribly interesting, but it appears to be interest for the sake of a vague transient feeling of having been interested and little else. it doesn't name the probe, the photo in question, nor does it give historical context for the mission it was part of. the only substantial thing it says about the probe, that Voyager 1 is a "dying spacecraft", is so frustratingly oversimplified it may as well just be a lie.
so what's actually learned here, if you're someone who knows none of this history? that one time there was a thing and it did a thing? earth tiny from far away?? obviously it's just one image macro but i see this kind of thing making the rounds SO often, a screenshot with like two sentences on it explaining the image with as little descriptive text as possible. it's like there's a space-themed inspiration-posting rulebook that says you can't imply the existence of information not contained within the image. mention NASA? mention Voyager 1? mention Pale Blue Dot? nope! "a dying spacecraft" took "one last photograph", and here's a photoshopped version to make earth more visible.
and it might not even get to me nearly as much if this was any other space photo. i could accept that space stuff is complicated and this kind of fast-food image can only say so much if we were talking about Cassini or JWST's role in helping us find exoplanets. but this is Pale Blue Dot, the brainchild of arguably THE science communicator Carl Sagan! he wrote a book about Pale Blue Dot, he was on TV to announce the image personally! it's arguable that no astrophotograph exists whose context has been more digestibly packaged for laymen than Pale Blue Dot, which just makes it that much more egregious when someone doesn't go to the trouble.
so much of what i love about astronomy and studying the past & future of space travel is that everything you can learn is a doorway to learning more. you can't earnestly read about Voyager or Cassini or Venera or any other mission without finding some odd searchable detail and going "wait, what is that" and immediately falling down an hourslong rabbit hole to find an answer. and you'll never reach the bottom! i love reading articles about cutting edge astrophysics written for people in, like, early grad school, because i fully comprehend maybe 10% of it, vaguely understand 20% (on a good day), can kind of wrap my head around 30%, and find the rest totally inscrutable... but that's still a solid 60% scrutability rating even at the lowest-quality end of the spectrum! i'm no expert and i never will be, but in scouring the written expertise of others i almost always find one or two ideas that end up sticking with me forever. and it starts, every time, from questions about a photograph.
the sin of the above image is that it's solipsistic. it doesn't give you anywhere to put your curiosity or interest, doesn't invite you to leave their website and learn more than they have space to share, it doesn't even tell you anything useful about its subject! it reduces the entire history of Pale Blue Dot down to a vague and nondescript wonder that's just a pale imitation of the highly specific and ideologically driven wonder that Carl Sagan wanted us to feel.
here, feel it for yourself:
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[P.S.: before you lament that this is an "AI" problem, while yes "AI" has radically increased the volume of low-value (often negative-value) inspiration bait like this, know that this has been a problem in online science education for a LOT longer than chatgpt's been around. this example isn't extraordinary, just close to my heart. nothing new under the sun and all that]
lmao someone else got their knocks in on this post before i could finish writing mine. clearly we are hand in hand re: Talk About How Cool Voyager 1 Is You Fucks
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This photo is known as The Pale Blue Dot. It was take
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