the place i cry

I want to be held. I want someone to gently stroke my hair and sing to me. I want to be rocked on someone's lap, curled up and close to them. I want to fall asleep cradled and protected. I want to feel that safety I only ever got rarely when I was a young child.

deleting the paragraph i typed because talking about my feelings will just leave me in tears and i'll be the one apologizing.

Or it’ll drive them away from you because they only want positive people in their life but you desperately want to confide in the person you care about

I don't have a morning routine. I wake up on straight survival mode.

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

You hurt me when i needed you the most

Feeling this after last night🙃

sometimes all you need is someone to call you pretty and hug you. oh and be sickeningly obsessed with you

Why am I the only one capable being obsessed? Someone needs to be obsessed with me

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

a hug would be nice but not waking up would be better.

who up feeling unimportant as a person

Smashing someone’s head into the concrete would be so fucking therapeutic for me right now