#bpd fp

And to add, just because you're obsessed and devoted to someone doesn't mean you shouldn't look after yourself and put your health above it. Please understand every bit of being a yandere can be painful, but the worse part is when you let yourself fall apart while your partner can still manage to fix themselves

Are you two okay? So ironic coming from a fellow yandere, dating somewhat toxic, but you two seem to always be bouncing between ending it and begging to stay. I know this is probably a personal issue, but please communicate, if you're both so desperate for each other just do open complete communication, leave nothing to yourself, voice and talk through everything or figure out what issue there, because it's so sad to see you both (mainly you) struggling. You're a great person and I hope this doesn't continue to drain you

Im not sure if it'll be entirely helpful, but try questioning why your body tends to rely on throwing up when you're distressed. It could be something you learned unconsciously to cope with your feelings. If you want to try distracting yourself, indulge in activities that turns your mind away from your thoughts, that could be watching something, preferably something new so your brain doesn't drift off to your thoughts again, you might hate or love so your thoughts become focused on that instead, or doing activities that force you to pay attention like playing a game or reading a book or any difficult task that you have to complete. Take care.

I always find myself attempting to comfort myself regardless of the situation. It’s like I’m alone, always. I don’t mind helping others, I enjoy it. I just hope that one day I receive the comfort I need when I’m afraid.

their evil gc of despair and agony that i feel highly threatened by to the point i cannot stop overthinking and going insane over so i come off super villain level of possessive and jealous without context

(I will post the fanfic later for all to read if it’s a yes vote 😝)