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Guess whoβs having a sleep preventing OCD spike again~! Thatβs right, β¨meβ¨
Why you may ask? Because months and months ago I interacted with bad people who were at the time tricking everyone into thinking they were good so I literally could not have known, and also I trace poses sometimes when Iβm redrawing screenshots from music videos.
Wow, Iβm an awful person :D
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ocd + body dysmorphia genuinely ruining me rn. its to the point where i can barely get anything done because anytime i have to put on clothes or i even see a reflective surface ill spend hours just body checking. looking in the mirror genuinely makes me want to cry but i canβt stop. i literally canβt stop
i made this blog because i felt like shit, but now my brain has warped that into meaning this blog caused all my pain and its existance is what is cursing my soul to feel like this. dumbass
bitch the fuck i can't do anything right like bitch damn you dumb fuck.... use ur brain cunttttt
every decision means something
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Having OCD is so cool because i found maggots in my trash which are a Big Trigger for me and despite hosing it down with bleach while wearing a mask, gloves, and headphones to keep flies out of my orifices I still suddenly feel like I'm turning into Jane Prentiss
when ocd makes you feel guilty for living π π π πππ€£πππ€£π€£πππ€£π π π π ahaaaahahaaha when ocd makes you think you are attracted to dogs and the reason you want to adopt one is to harass it π π€£π ππ π ππ ππ ππ ππ π ππππ I love my disorder omg!!!π ππ€£ππ πππ π ππ€£ππ π π
Tw for discussions of sexual stuff in relation to OCD
I wish the whole misconception of all aro people being aroace was true sometimes, because it would solve SO MANY of my obsessions.
βYou find that girl attractive? Youβre sexually attracted to her? Youβre sexually attracted to her without her consent? Wow, thatβs evil. Youβre an evil pervert.β
βYou like smut? With people in it? People that are being objectified? You like people being objectified(even if theyβre fictional of age characters)? That is not a good look for you buddy.β
βYou find people with larger body types more attractive than thin body types? You mean youβre fetishizing fat people? Thatβs gross, youβre gross, stop being weird about people having bodies.β
βYouβre an inherently sexual being due to your brain being wired that way? You mean Theres some primal, evil force with the ability to harm others within you? So youβre just inherently evil?β
And on and on and on. It sucks! Iβm literally just living my life and my brain says βbut have you tried not doing that, since that makes you an evil, irredeemable piece of shit?β What did I even do bro???
