i’m tired of pretending i don’t crave being wanted like a drug

and what if i am unlovable. what then

i shouldn’t be in social situations i should be in the dark

does getting cursed by a witch show up in drug tests

i may be a bit lost and hard to understand but i swear my intentions are pure and my heart is big

i want to interact with people more but what if they kill me

"good boy" "that's my pretty boy" "you did so well for me" "awwww im so proud of you puppy" "cmere puppy" "hi sweet boy" "good mutt" "that's it, be my good boy" mmmmfmfmfghhhggmmm..,,,,

apparently youre supposed to perform. they love it when you perform. but it has to be authentic. they hate it when it's not authentic. but you have to perform.

my hands hurt

imagine hating on me and i’m just in bed w my blankie

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

the mind is uncomfortable and the body she is also uncomfortable

not very good at asking for things that I want