Modern Blurred Nights

me when anyone says literally anything

Edit: forgot to mention but they did not get rid of elders in v5 because elders are incompatible with humanity mechanics, it’s to give weaker vampires (the focus of v5) more influence over their environments and to create a sense of instability and urgency by destabilizing pre-existing power structures

Like you're 22, you're queer, you've just become a Marxist, the scope of World Suck is overwhelming and you have $30 in your bank account. What can you do to feel like you have any power? Well, you can try to get your frenemy cancelled for cosplaying a character from a problematic show. You can write a public callout post over someone's obviously friendly use of a slur you don't think they technically have the right to reclaim. Doing this stuff can make you feel like you have power and your actions have an impact. Unfortunately the impact in question is a negative impact on other marginalized people. But that often takes some maturity and self-reflection to notice.

It's not worth it. Don't trash your community bathrooms.

All of us imagining the filithiest scenarios while mindlessly working.

catalinapinotti

i may not feel like drawing outside of work but i'm at least gonna TRY

but instead of antagonistic everyone's like. no he's a nice man you leave the count alone. he keeps us safe and cared for and he just needs a lil snack now and then, it dont hurt anyone. like a cow that loves the farmer and the farmer that loves the cow, even with both knowing one will end up on the other's table. because its like. its like. cows just have such pretty eyes, you know? they love you so much. i think it should be like that

i want to be part of a vampire's herd. and i want him to pet me like a cow

This still lets a vampire build a healthy relationship with his herd, presuming that he has Traditional Human Dinner with his donor before feeding, or some other social bonding ritual, on a rotating basis.

People on here are always talking about Tzimisce fleshcrafters as Vampire Gender Affirming Surgeons but no one ever once mentioned to me that that’s explicitly a canon Thing Thin-Blood Alchemists Can Do??

But the blood sprinklers were turned on alcohol infused blood was served like it was a normal thing to see... sure we do some messed up stuff as Tzimisce but this was a really odd experience to me . At the party I met a caitiff named Blair, she seams to be at least part Tzimisce as she has access vicissitude and some of the lesser clan flaws. But we got to talking and oh my go her vicissitude skills need work, we ended up getting a room and I spent a bunch of time fixing her mistakes and just chatting before going back to the party a few hours later. Now dad I know you don't approve of caitiff's but shes cool, and dose sword fighting and stuff you will probably like her if you give her a chance but I honestly cant remember the next few hours beside music, lights, dancing and alcohol blood... I remember later near dawn carrying piper over my shoulder walking down a main road with Mikala following behind, as we were going to steal our ghould lion from the zoo. This time Mikala used a dominate ability to talk his and pipers way in. I jumped the fence around the back, (I still haven't worked out a way to not horrify mortals) but we meet up at the enclosure Piper picked a staff entry lock and I try to pry open the metal door to get to "sleeping pen", and i end up failing and needing to purge the alcohol from my body, (that's really not fun btw ) with a clear head and now realizing what we are doing... it wasn't to late to stop but I was kinda invested in stealing this lioness (who we now know is pregnant, so we are going to have little revenant lion cubs running around in a few months I think) we bust the lioness out and I help her hop a fence and we meet up with piper and Mikala in a van driven by Mikala's other ghoul Wesson (shes cool, has like a fem john wick style to her ) We got back to the underground of the club in the van, via a hidden car sized elevator in a near by building that links into the sewers. Its a rather cool set up. Now this is where shit takes a turn Adrian comes up to me with bloody hands and face saying some vampires beat him up and cut off his finger, it is my fault for believing him but he was actually missing a finger... I got him to show me where it happened, down a path in the sewers up a small personal lift in to a hidden spot in a alleyway, and the vampires where still there, Adrian pointed them out and confirmed it was them, I didn't even give them a chance to speak I let my claws out and ripped one of there hearts out through their back and just started killing there was 6 in total only 2 were torpored the rest met a true death by my hands is wasn't till I had my claws in the last one that I asked why they did it, and the confusion on his face and the horrifying wide smile on Adrian's let me know all I needed to, I had fucked up big time, I couldn't let this last one go with what I had done to his friends so I gave him that one final little push to torpor by snapping his neck. I asked Adrian why he respond with nothing more then “im thirsty” as he dragged the 2 torpord vamps into the sewers with a fair amount of struggle. ( left the other to burn in the now soon to rise sun) It seams like he can only drink vitae but lacks the strength to hunt on his own, His wounds don't heal either... as pissed off as I was I couldn't let him just walk around with bleeding missing finger. the nerves and tendons where so messed up, looking at it hadn't been cut off it had been pulled out with a chunk of the tendons and nerves. so I just replaced his whole hand with one of the torpord vampires as he was feeding off it.... now I know him better I think he did that to himself just to better bait me in to killing for him. Needless to say I didn't sleep well that day. yours sincerely your loving daughter, Amelia Tepes Ps: this place sucks but I'm not giving up yet.