Low sense of identity

Sexuality with bpd is so confusing. I'm temporarily attracted to anyone who looks my way or says even one kind word

being ignored is painful but being ignored by the creator is somehow gut wrenching

It gets so old watching people have and get the things you so badly want. I just sit there hoping one day, it'll be me. But I've hoped for so long with so little in return that I'm finally starting to realize that it will never be me. I was born with the promise of being pitiful and undeserving.

thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.

Just like that I’m done. One insult and you’re fucking out of my life.

U-huh, I don't want to be demisexual and have BPD at the same time anymore. That's a recipe for disaster.

My partner just said "you aren't in your villain era you're having an episode" and if that isn't the ultimate cluster b culture idk what is