so i’ve known that i am attracted to men and men adjacent, like masc presenting non binary people and such. women and fem people are gorgeous, just not my type. anyways, i will be afraid of a future partner seeing me as a girl. it’s not something that i’m necessarily chill about. i haven’t felt like i was a girl since i was 14, im almost 19. with that being said, id rather not a bisexual guy. i have no issue believing that the person i’m seeing would see me as a guy/guy adjacent, my last (and first) partner was bi when we were dating. he’s gay now, but that’s besides the point-
i’m just a paranoid fucker and dysphoria does in face like to kick my ass randomly. i have a preference for gay guys over bi guys but im also demi romantic so who knows? my future partner will in fact see me as a guy, im just slightly scared of them seeing me as not a guy