#berkata

we choose the gold. of course

its the first we go out

all the three of us

we end up buying MOMOYO

i like them so much

hope we can be like this for a long time

eventhough a goodbye is a must

Kehidupan ini berjalan begitu cepat. Entah kenapa aku merasa tidak memiliki rumah. Meski KPR ini udah berjalan hampir 4 tahunan.

Apakah rumah kosong tanpa orang ini layak disebut rumah? Meski tak dapat merespon, aku bisa meluapkan semuanya kepadanya.

I can be myself here, meski kesepian

they turn the way they want

the way god want it to be

and they are better that the way you want it to be

aku memperpanjang cutiku

masih butuh waktu sebentar untuk benar-benar menerima semuanya

benar-benar menerima faktanya

benar-benar menerima hati buruk ini

yang sudah kurawat dari dulu kala

mari memperbaiki hati ini

dan semua memang selalu tak diduga-duga

semua Kembali ke awal lagi

my emphatic, attention-to-detail, humoourus boss is moving

well, its actually a good things

he miss his family and we started going more hate towards him

its better time now

but its mean something for me too

the place gonna reset

dan pada akhirnya semuanya terjadi lagi

mengajari mereka Kembali

tapi semoga tidak

i want to start a new life in new place

not a new life in the same place

i dont want it like this

i want it the way i want it to be

btw aku pulang besok

when you dont feel lose regularly

and then one time you're losing

even a tiniest lose will feel like a big lose

big big lose

i will not say that i'm better than Mr. John Doe or Mrs. Jane Doe

they are better

even when a little prideful self inside my little heart thinks we are better

but they pass

and i'm not

maybe its not the right timing

or Allah have better plan forward

but

its still feel hurt

big big hurt

u say u dont want it

but when u face the fact that you dont get it

its still hurt

jadi bagaimana rasanya tidak lolos

its the lowest point

hope its just for this year

i think i can't feel more failure than this in the future

lets the future become a success