Yang paling menyakitkan bukanlah memberi terlalu banyak.
Yang paling menyakitkan adalah menyadari bahwa aku berenang menyeberangi lautan untukmu, sementara kau tak pernah berniat melangkahi genangan untukku.
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Yang paling menyakitkan bukanlah memberi terlalu banyak.
Yang paling menyakitkan adalah menyadari bahwa aku berenang menyeberangi lautan untukmu, sementara kau tak pernah berniat melangkahi genangan untukku.

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New substack about my wannabe anthem "Like Them"
To celebrate uploading my songs on BandCamp I have been making articles about each song of mine for everyone to check out while they listen to the songs.
I made a bedroom pop grunge song about being a wannabe back in 2023 because that's what you do when you are finding your sound.
Listen while you read it too.
Posting more yay
I will be spam posting at random time of the week now, I don't want to feel like I am juggling different social medias so, this will be my happy medium for now.
A bit of a throwback in honor of the first song of mine that reached 1,000 streams
This achievement happened on Pandora a few years ago. I did a photoshoot prior to release before I settled on the cover for Relaxation Radio, so here it is.
It's been three years since! wow! here is the BandCamp link to listen to Relaxation Radio, I hope the song helps you to relax! You can stream it or buy it for $2 your choice. The current cover is so so so good, I am looking at it now and it is timeless. The arms, the font, I applaud myself.
I actually enjoy updating and adding lyrics to my Genius profile
Look... / Look into my eyes I wish you could say you love me / Me me / Look into my eyes I with you could say you love me / Me me / When you
(It makes me feel so professional and cool)

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My first violin!!!
New Substack post
I uploaded Relaxation Radio (2023) into BandCamp and following the sequences of the past two or so weeks there is an accompanying Substack post that REALLY explains the song and my intentions and the thoughts that essentially led to the creation of it.
The thoughts and all that of how I made my song Relaxation Radio
It's been two days but I still am overjoyed that this happened!
One of my goals this year has been accomplished and I am looking forward to accomplishing many more
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