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I increased my antipsychotics and now im basically symptom free, except for some stuff but nothing i can't deal with and it makes me so happy I could cry. Schizophrenia almost ended my life but after 6 years im almost "as good as new" before I got schizophrenia. Or well I don't work or study but im managing my life a lot better and im almost "normal" in lack of better words. It feels so good and im so happy I have a big support system.

Im able to spend time with family and enjoy life with almost no symptoms. This really makes me belive that my life will be OK. Im not doomed to die from psychosis and life can be good.

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my favorite hobby is being in all encompassing and debilitating pain

me: chronically ill

someone: have you tried-

me: still chronically ill

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Spoonie friends: after sitting up for about a half hour this morning doing work, my heart started beating really hard and fast, out of my chest (S Health said 134bpm, I usually average between 85 and 110, so fast, but not like, crazy) and after that happened I got a horrific, horrific headache, like in the top and front of my head, like my head was being squeezed or crushed, and I began to feel faint and my thighs got heavy and my neck began to spasm a little bit

and whenever I sit for longer than a half hour today the headache comes back, and I start to feel faint again (worse upon standing), and sometimes I cant think or speak coherently

I haven't actually fainted btw

I tried caffeine and salt and they helped a little bit, but it's still Not Good

I have cerebral palsy so my nervous system is already A Bit Shit and dysautonomia would NOT surprise me - I already have trouble with body temperature regulation and vertigo

So, what should I talk to my doctor about when I see her?

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people will say “you should be grateful it’s only so bad” or the famous “others have it worse” because they’re either A) trying to find some positive side to talk about because they’re uncomfortable and it’s genuinely their attempt at comfort or B) because they don’t care how bad you had it. either way, it is never actually because of how bad you did or did not have it. there is no meaning to what they are saying, because they’re response is not based on what happened to you but how they feel about the fact anything at all happened to you. i know its hard not to take to heart, but please try to remember that people who say those things will say those things to anyone else in any other situation

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Birthday Wishlist~

My birthday is on December 7th and I’ve got to pay bills this week so if anyone wants to get me anything I’d appreciate it and give a shoutout~

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So i got home from the hospital yesterday.

Im so fucking exhausted.

Psychosis is no fucking joke.

I often get paranoid and think my food has been poisoned in one way or another when I'm in psychosis so I've lost a bit of weight but gained some new traumas.

I stopped eating and the hospital did my bloodwork every day. It's scary because my physical state got so bad they thought I would pass away from it. I didn't realise how bad it was. Schizophrenia ends life, but I'm going to fight with all I got to not let it win.

I got a feeding tube again and it was terrible. I didn't eat for quite a while because of my psychosis.

I'm out of it now but it still have quite a few symptoms. I quit my medications because I thought they were poisoned. And me quitting my meds didn't exactly help with the psychosis.

I also turned 23 when I was sectioned. I think this is my 6th birthday spent in the hospital.

Im sorry of this doesn't make much sense my brain is post psychosis fried

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