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Body awareness is absolute shit for chronic illness. “Become aware of your body. Pay attention to how your body feels” great now I’m noticing the bone aching soreness that is permeating my entire body, thanks for that. My mind was automatically filtering that out for my but I sure am aware of it now!
I need like the opposite. I need “leave your body entirely and forget it exists” meditation.
It’s so fucking embarrassing to answer the question “how are you doing?” As a chronically ill person.
Like, I’m doing Bad.
Do you want to hear about it or is this just pleasantries? Should I tell you the truth so you know what to expect or just pretend until it’s a problem?
I feel like such an attention whore if I say I’m not doing okay when I can still technically function. I feel like other people are annoyed that it downs the vibe when I’m just being honest.
I hate repeating myself, too. I’m always repeating myself.
Tired.
Sorry but mobility aids and medicine costing money has to be a form of abliesm. Fym i can barely walk bc my old cane broke and i literally cant go get a new one.

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Disability Discord!
Hi! I believe I posted a long time ago about making this, it’s still not completely finished and I probably messed it up a bit but for right now it is joinable.
Please feel free to join - it is safe and inclusive to all.
Found the original post that I made here for more info about it
The official link to the discord
Living with a chronic illness means never having enough energy to get through all the basic, practical tasks you have to do in a day. Which means that every day there are more and more tasks which didn't get done and have to be carried over to the next day. Eventually the list becomes so long that you have to accept that many of the things on it will never get done, and you end up living with a kind of graveyard of undone tasks which you go through life trying to ignore because you're just not able to do anything about them.
I didn't choose to be disabled. I am not strong. I am not inspirational. I survive because that is the only thing I can do. For the love of god, just let me exist.